i cant take being presured or if life is just to much for me to handle.am i just lost or confused between life or death.must i fight to protect who i love or sacrafice me for him?is life always unfair where all the presure is held againest u or is it to to were u must be balanced with the world in all complete different ways?can u ever do whats right when u think u did something right but u tottaly mest up and its unforgetable , no denail , and comes back at u for revenge!? r ur dead or alive