I never fit into their family... It was all just a fantasy. I ignored the feelings of being 'out-of-place'. I ignored the akwardness, thinking it was just in my head. Heartbroken. Why does family heartbreak hurt the most? Mom really is the only person I got. Only physical person, that is. I love you, my friends.
#Sad #Vent #Sorrow #Outcast #Anime #Family #EJSN #utena
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16 Apr, 2013, 2:16 am
Aw amor nina... *embraces her in a hug and rubs her back softly* te quiero utena, eres una mujer linda y lo siento del dolor... I am thankful you have a loving, wonderful mother in your life who makes you happy, no matter the situation. As for your friends, if you consider those close to you like family, it will always be something to look forward to within each day of your life. *kisses her cheek deeply*
16 Apr, 2013, 2:17 am
I don't get it, but I'm sorry, I know how you feel.
16 Apr, 2013, 2:18 am
Wow! X3 is this true?
16 Apr, 2013, 2:18 am
Gosh, i'm so sorry for that. You still got us, Ute! *huggles*
16 Apr, 2013, 2:19 am
i know how it feels -.- but my brothers hates me he never want to play with me any more god WHY ARE BOYS SUCH JERCS -n-
16 Apr, 2013, 2:21 am
God, IKR. I hate to say but I'mma huge oddball to my family :[. Everyone all hiphop and all the girls all duck face while I'm miss nerdy tomboy. I can't fit in TTnTT
16 Apr, 2013, 2:21 am
Been there. My younger sister, that is. She loved playing video games just like I do. But once she turned 13, she just stopped. It's hard to talk to her about anything nowadays. Although very few times, when the two of us are alone at home that is, she and I get talkative and have a good laugh. One time she was bored, so I let her play Marvel Pinball 3D on here for a bit. I miss my old little sister. :/
16 Apr, 2013, 2:21 am
my mum is my best friend i dont have any friends cuz we r uperclass tipe ppl stuck in hicfil maine -.- so i really love my mum even though she gets on my nervs alot i still love her 0u0
16 Apr, 2013, 2:22 am
But my Mom is awesome :D She accepts :D You need a huge hug *huggles*
16 Apr, 2013, 2:22 am
*pats on shoulder* it's okay, would you like a cupcake, a tomb raider gaming marathon, and some hot chocolate?
16 Apr, 2013, 2:22 am
I'm practically the only one in the family that plays games.
16 Apr, 2013, 2:25 am
I'm the only one who plays nintendo and watches anime. I'm highly jugde by the music I listen to and eveything I do!
16 Apr, 2013, 2:26 am
I know dat feel... everyone at school (exept two) dont like anime, my mom doesnt support it either. but you're all my amigos *hug* why am i so antisocial?
16 Apr, 2013, 3:03 am
Well man..life sucks (kinda obviously, sorry : l) But it always turns out right in the end! So hang in there! :P
16 Apr, 2013, 3:04 am
aww you poor girl! ;n; *huggles*
#friendsAreForever #well... #theGOODones
16 Apr, 2013, 3:05 am
me, my brother and my best friend, play games and DnD so much that it makes up for therest of the poeple in my life. but i know this very well, its sad :/
Btw. your still and always in my prayers :)
16 Apr, 2013, 3:39 am
Friends ha ha what are friends.
/Forever Alone
16 Apr, 2013, 4:19 am
I know that feeling. Only one person ive met in real life supports me and my anime love. but he now lives 10 hours away. Thats why i like colors soo much its like my refuge my HQ. I love everyone on here. Im sorry. Im here for you always we all are. Dont feel alone anymore.
16 Apr, 2013, 4:35 am
Utena-kun.. -huggles- My mom is all I really have too. I'm the black sheep out of my ENTIRE family [mom, bro, close cousin, aunt, grandma, etc etc]. I mean- I have teal hair, piercings, a goth-look, etc. I'm not even 100percent 'straight', but I have to keep it a secret. Believe me- I understand... but it gets better. You're a beautiful, funny, and talented girl. Things will look up- I promise.
16 Apr, 2013, 4:40 am
Ach... I'm so sorry... You've still got your friends, and your mom I guess. I'm not sure if you'd consider me a friend yet, but I'd be here for you too.
16 Apr, 2013, 4:53 am
I somewhat know a similiar feeling, except I was the one that changed. My bff kept saying that we still had a bond, he wanted everything to stay the same, but with time I lost interest in the things we both normally enjoyed, I grew tired with the same old games, I wanted to do different sorts of adventures with him, but as he refused to let go of the old I became impatient with my new interests, & now I dont even have anything to say to him anymore. He still believes we can go back to the way things were between us, & I tried so many times, hoping he was right... but it never did. I can no longer feel any harmony at all with him... He keeps holding onto everything around him, I keep letting go to embrace new things... it just sorta happened.
It feels awful.
16 Apr, 2013, 10:21 am
Remember, not only do your friends love you, your family does, and when life looks down look at the bright side, and if you keep your view to the bright, all will be better.
16 Apr, 2013, 11:42 am
You maybe awkward there, but you'll always have us here. *hugs* I'm sorry.
16 Apr, 2013, 2:59 pm
at least ya have us, right? we might not be much, but i know you can cont on us! *smiles* we are you're friends and even though we are not there in person, at least know that alot of us care for you.
gaah, im so cheesey D'X
16 Apr, 2013, 11:49 pm
Same here. Me and my cousins loved Nintendo, but now they're all about Playstation and Instagram :(.
17 Apr, 2013, 4:41 am
i know how you feel