My brother wastes so much money on those things XD alsome pic

lol im sorry to hear that i put in one or two bucks but that about it o hey how have you been? are you happy school is allmost out for summer?

It's been hard... but not much left, just gotta hang in there a little longer... It's just been really really lonely these past few months... I should be used to it by now but... but it starts to get to you after awhile... Seeing everyone around you holding or being held by someone, but when you look around... you don't see anyone beside you... it's just been really hard to keep going...

i have not found that some yet ether but im sure i might and im sure you will too just keep your chin up it took my ant 10 years to find her some one after a lot of bad break ups she rushed never thought though and then she found him! the two are great together! Van dont rush it if you do rush then you will lose sight of that someone hang in there. lol i have missed talking to my lil brother : ]

im really happy that you chose to stay hang in there ok!

Thanks for the advise but really I just want someone to talk to face to face... no one actually talks to me... they'll say a few things but they don't actually talk to me... You get what I'm saying? But I don't plan on making the same mistakes my parents made. I still don't see how they got married, they're complet oppisits!...and my drawings like I said... it's been really hard... I'm usually able to draw my emotions out but I wasn't even able to do that for a time... I got frustrated with myself and at all the mistakes it pointed out in the pics I already had... and I just deleted them all... I'll be redoing them I just... it's been really hard...

I wounder sometimes if it's worth prolonging this pain... it seems so pointless at times...

Sorry for all the coments I just really need to vent this out to someone... this voice has been hurting me... it points out EVERYTHING that is wrong with me... it points out my face, my size, everything, and when I try to talk to someone it tells me to shut up and points out everything that could go wrong if I was to say something, and then I just end up saying nothing... it keeps telling me to end it, tells me it's pointless... tells me I'm only prolonging the pain... I keep telling it to shut up but it replys by saying what do you think I'm trying to get you to do... this voice it really hurts... am I insane for haveing such a thing in my head?... I always had him... it was my friend at first... it was the only thing I had to talk too... but now it's really begining to hurt me... it points out EVERYTHING every little thing...

no your not crazy for haveing a voice in your head you just need to tame it and i thought your pics were nice and very cool dont crawl back in your shell its been fun to be yourslef to talk to the ppl on here has it not? and no vent its not good to keep it all inside it can eat you from the inside out its not fun at all when that happens just try to tame it

ever lil thing good or bad makes you who you are and you seem cool just the way you are so dont let the voice have its way but in the end its all up to you

ya i know to be honest with you when i was in school i got bullyed all the time i got made the school loner and got lies told about me daily after all my freinds left me alone in the world the pain and loneyness was too much to bear why i all was had the pain but not that much loneyness i told my slef i would hang in and live and van i im doing better in life then the mean ppl are in there life thats a fact my frist friend where the stars,the moon and pain so there you are not crazy this loneyness will pass i hope im helping in some way im sorry i cant talk face to face with you.

your life is wondefull its a gift its not pointless you are not pointless.

yes it has been nice to be myself on here... yah samething is happening to me right now in school. If you can survive it I guess can too...

yes i did make it it was very hard for me but i made it you might not have the samething happening to you like what happend to me and it might be harder for you but know one thing im here for you! im here to help : ]

Thanks