I am so sorry techno-bits, I was leaving colors, cause I have allot of these to. But, allot of friends on here, made me feel better. So I am on and off of here if you need me. I hope I have helped you feel at least a bit better. Many *HUGS* ! ^_^
I know tottaly what its like, I have been unable too sleep at night lately & its driving me crazy, then my brother has been stressing me out lately with his ups & downs letting everything get to him, he was even talking about Su.cide, thankfully he seems better again atm, then theres my family friend who has chronic fatigue & nearly died 6 months ago when she passed out, when she passed out she cut off circulation in her body and arm, nearly losing her arm, her arm has never healed though for 6 months she has had an opened wound, she isnt coping at all, I feel so sorry for her but dont know what to do, then theres the depression an anxiety my other friends are still causing me, life really can suck at times.... Big *Hugs* Angel!!!
Also not to mention I am like always sick, & I suffer from constant paranoia, everything worries me, even ageing -_-... sigh I want to do stuff but my body never lets me or wears out very quickly, which sucks cause I am only 21!!
Aw Shelie, I am so sorry to hear all of this! Let's vent again k? I had to come back to colors, due to I missed you, and everyone. And it's hard to keep up on sn. But, Shelie no matter what, I am here, even if I change my account name, okay? MANY BIG HUGS!
i do that already :D are u back now? *hugs* i experienced most of those last year in 7th grade(again RR knows i told hin via SN) but im ok now, im the opposite of those now(except the stress one and the anxiety one, cuz my mom just recently got out of the hospital) n_n
And the reason I always make so much art is cause it calms me, plus I am unable to work with how I am, people call me lazy, I call it a hard life, but hey least I get to make amazing art cause of it & am always improving, see got look at the positives haha plus I have amazing friends here! ^_^ Dunno what I would do without you all!
Sorry I went on a bit to much, I guess I just need to vent sometimes & its much easier typing on here than writing on SN lol, After losing my fingers at 16 months my life never really has been normal cause the traumor of that scarred me for life I also got OCD bad, I was severely bullied at school cause of it, Never had any friends & was always made fun of, I was already in severe depression at 12 years of age & never gotten out of it, my childhood was such a mess... And I am going on again, sorry!! I never really have anyone to talk to about it...
AB, you should have emotion art where people feeling something similar to the painting come and vent their feelings and you and others can respond with comfort or advice. What do you think?
Rogue, need an idea, for your suggestion, I can't think. These all are real feelings for allot of us. It's so sad, but true. Please let me know some kind of an idea, k? *HUGS*
Starkrest, that's why your dream scared me. I am not being rude, k? I do have allot of medical problems, along with chronic anxiety, depression, not sleeping, pain, and stress. Thank you for commenting, and seeing there are allot of us dealing with different things. And thank you to for careing! *HUGS*
You could have an angry bee with burning flames and the word anger, rain and a crying flower and the word saddness, a single leafless tree in a desert and the word loneliness, etc. What do you think?
Thank you all! I want to inform all of you, I have to be at the hospital at seven am Thurs. today here. Then this Sat. I will be at a sleep clinic for twentfour hours, starts at seventhirty pm Sat. I am scared, so please try to keep in touch k? I can take my 3ds, not sure if they have wi fi, but maybe I can do some art, like rr's idea. Please wish me luck, your all awsome! *HUGS* !!
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19 Feb, 2013, 5:49 am
So true! And.... thx... for the hug... ^-^ heeeeheeee!
19 Feb, 2013, 6:26 am
I have all those problems because I was crushed severly by a girl recently. : (
19 Feb, 2013, 6:26 am
Hugs
19 Feb, 2013, 7:27 am
Your welcome jellyjam....*HUGS*
19 Feb, 2013, 7:31 am
I am so sorry techno-bits, I was leaving colors, cause I have allot of these to. But, allot of friends on here, made me feel better. So I am on and off of here if you need me. I hope I have helped you feel at least a bit better. Many *HUGS* ! ^_^
19 Feb, 2013, 8:10 am
I know tottaly what its like, I have been unable too sleep at night lately & its driving me crazy, then my brother has been stressing me out lately with his ups & downs letting everything get to him, he was even talking about Su.cide, thankfully he seems better again atm, then theres my family friend who has chronic fatigue & nearly died 6 months ago when she passed out, when she passed out she cut off circulation in her body and arm, nearly losing her arm, her arm has never healed though for 6 months she has had an opened wound, she isnt coping at all, I feel so sorry for her but dont know what to do, then theres the depression an anxiety my other friends are still causing me, life really can suck at times.... Big *Hugs* Angel!!!
19 Feb, 2013, 8:13 am
Also not to mention I am like always sick, & I suffer from constant paranoia, everything worries me, even ageing -_-... sigh I want to do stuff but my body never lets me or wears out very quickly, which sucks cause I am only 21!!
19 Feb, 2013, 8:28 am
Aw Shelie, I am so sorry to hear all of this! Let's vent again k? I had to come back to colors, due to I missed you, and everyone. And it's hard to keep up on sn. But, Shelie no matter what, I am here, even if I change my account name, okay? MANY BIG HUGS!
19 Feb, 2013, 8:43 am
Hi everyone! ...Sheesh, let's brighten the mood around here, eh?
19 Feb, 2013, 11:23 am
Wow.... I had no idea that there were people on colors who had such serious problems. I wish you good luck with dealing with them *hugs* :)
19 Feb, 2013, 11:39 am
i do that already :D
are u back now? *hugs* i experienced most of those last year in 7th grade(again RR knows i told hin via SN) but im ok now, im the opposite of those now(except the stress one and the anxiety one, cuz my mom just recently got out of the hospital) n_n
19 Feb, 2013, 11:41 am
i have paranoia too Shelie, im only 14, am i the youngest person here? O.o
19 Feb, 2013, 1:26 pm
Im sorry to hear that...
19 Feb, 2013, 2:14 pm
And the reason I always make so much art is cause it calms me, plus I am unable to work with how I am, people call me lazy, I call it a hard life, but hey least I get to make amazing art cause of it & am always improving, see got look at the positives haha plus I have amazing friends here! ^_^ Dunno what I would do without you all!
19 Feb, 2013, 2:29 pm
Sorry I went on a bit to much, I guess I just need to vent sometimes & its much easier typing on here than writing on SN lol, After losing my fingers at 16 months my life never really has been normal cause the traumor of that scarred me for life I also got OCD bad, I was severely bullied at school cause of it, Never had any friends & was always made fun of, I was already in severe depression at 12 years of age & never gotten out of it, my childhood was such a mess... And I am going on again, sorry!! I never really have anyone to talk to about it...
20 Feb, 2013, 1:06 am
Shelie: awww *fatal hugs*
20 Feb, 2013, 4:29 am
AB, you should have emotion art where people feeling something similar to the painting come and vent their feelings and you and others can respond with comfort or advice. What do you think?
20 Feb, 2013, 9:02 am
Rogue, need an idea, for your suggestion, I can't think. These all are real feelings for allot of us. It's so sad, but true. Please let me know some kind of an idea, k? *HUGS*
20 Feb, 2013, 9:05 am
MANY HUGS TO ALL! Your comments, are so sad, but, together we can get better! MORE HUGS! Always, your friend AB!
20 Feb, 2013, 9:11 am
Starkrest, that's why your dream scared me. I am not being rude, k? I do have allot of medical problems, along with chronic anxiety, depression, not sleeping, pain, and stress. Thank you for commenting, and seeing there are allot of us dealing with different things. And thank you to for careing! *HUGS*
20 Feb, 2013, 9:13 am
HUGS ALL AGAIN!
20 Feb, 2013, 11:07 am
*hugs*
20 Feb, 2013, 11:11 am
r u back now?
20 Feb, 2013, 1:52 pm
Thnx, Im a little ok. :)
20 Feb, 2013, 2:06 pm
Its nothing angel, just here painting back again. *Hugs u more* :)
20 Feb, 2013, 2:11 pm
Recovery 75 percent.... :D
20 Feb, 2013, 2:38 pm
I cant believe 7 of my paintings are in weeks best atm even my preview painting, like wow!!
21 Feb, 2013, 12:58 am
You could have an angry bee with burning flames and the word anger, rain and a crying flower and the word saddness, a single leafless tree in a desert and the word loneliness, etc. What do you think?
21 Feb, 2013, 2:27 am
great idea RR n_n
AngelBear: r u there?
......i think she left already..... -.-
21 Feb, 2013, 3:41 am
Hey angel, great pic!
21 Feb, 2013, 5:52 am
Thank you all! I want to inform all of you, I have to be at the hospital at seven am Thurs. today here. Then this Sat. I will be at a sleep clinic for twentfour hours, starts at seventhirty pm Sat. I am scared, so please try to keep in touch k? I can take my 3ds, not sure if they have wi fi, but maybe I can do some art, like rr's idea. Please wish me luck, your all awsome! *HUGS* !!
21 Feb, 2013, 8:27 am
Thank you for keeping us updated and good luck!
21 Feb, 2013, 11:15 am
ok thx for telling us
23 Feb, 2013, 1:43 pm
Thanks :) OH and *Huggs*
25 Feb, 2013, 1:19 am
This is very well said, we need all bullying in the world to stop.
I hope it does one day.
25 Feb, 2013, 3:19 am
Thank you all! Many HUGS To all!
29 May, 2013, 12:06 am
I think I have Depression issuses and anxiety. I tried commiting $uicide 3 years ago twice.
29 May, 2013, 12:06 am
Thanks 4 the hugs:)