its not your looks or you heart its me im not ready for love im ready for freindship i think you a GREAT guy a NICE guy you have a AMAZING heart its me i-i i cant be inlove i want to still be freinds and have freindship but not as lovers im so sorry your right btw im not good at being trutwothey im npt normal, weird, and i just want to end my life right now so im sorry for being a bad lover and a bad freind i want to end my-my l-life ;-(

please say something

and if you hate me than i might hate me 2 i do i truly hate myself i-i *crying/screa'ming* I CANT BE IN LOVE I TRY SO FUC'KING HARD I JUST WANT TO BE FREINDS I HATE MYSELF *crying*............*looks at the ground* plz just say of you hate me or you are ok with still being freinds....i must know

:''(

do you wish i was dead like i wish i was i just wanted to say happy v-day *hugs jeremy* *stabs my self in the heart* good bye

*fading voice* tell me if you care

x-(

are you there

i dont want you gone i want to be freinds till i know i can be inlove im just not ready yet i try and it drove my 1st bf away all i do is try and fail so plz let me try agin

and its not to much to ask for read my death pic it will explan why i cant be in love or be loved im just made to have no heart i guess my life is just a dot

i want your love i love you its just im not sure im good at haveing love can you forgive me?

i just- its just bin a really bad week

OK....You lost me.....So to make thing's clear, this was just a mistake and you two are back to the huging and kissing and everything like before?

yeah and sorry for punching you i just dont like geting bullied

:-l

maybe it was mabey it wasent *smile* btw i think you sister hates me

*kisses jeremy*

*smiles*i understand how your sis feels i get like that over my familey evan if they hate me

hello this is carmens mom now she cant play on this we are giveing it away im sorry carmen will say good bye

.........i guess this is good bye *cry* i love you all!

*gives carmens mom a look of sadness with a hint of pure hate*............

um hi im carmens freind she misses you all and wants to say hi so here she is Carmen: hi miss you guys so much bye

by me 2X

i know you but i have a new gf. he'r username is: kirby-san o(OUO)o!