This is an update from 2020! I no longer feel this struggle anymore, at least not as strongly as before. I was able to beat it. I still struggle with other things. I love both of my countries with all my heart. Every place has bad things, and all we can do is try to live in a way that represents what changes we wanna see. Japan, America and every other country has good and bad. The bad is what was destroying me on the inside, but I don't really feel this particular struggle anymore.
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Because of traumatic things that have happened to me when I was little, I am always in a constant fight with myself to hold on to the love for my country. I have hate and pain in my heart that I do not wish for exist.
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Comments
22 Jan, 2013, 1:25 pm
DISLIKE!!! America is the BEST
22 Jan, 2013, 1:26 pm
AVOID THE COMMENT ABOVE!
22 Jan, 2013, 1:27 pm
I've never been to Japan... But I'm planning on living there to be a mangaka. I love Japan and anime and everything else about the country!
22 Jan, 2013, 1:46 pm
I love the Japan too, your text is very just and beautiful!
17 Apr, 2013, 4:29 pm
Ganbatte ne...
02 Oct, 2013, 12:24 am
what happened to you? T T :(
25 Feb, 2014, 8:51 am
ありがとうございます!
わたしはみんながだいすきです!
(*´ワ`)
Thank you!
I love every one!:D
22 Apr, 2020, 3:13 am
This is an update from 2020! I no longer feel this struggle anymore, at least not as strongly as before. I was able to beat it. I still struggle with other things. I love both of my countries with all my heart. Every place has bad things, and all we can do is try to live in a way that represents what changes we wanna see. Japan, America and every other country has good and bad. The bad is what was destroying me on the inside, but I don't really feel this particular struggle anymore.