shadow:*sigh* ok

(sorry, i didnt see u commented.
and i want to know if ur ok. im worried and scared,)

(i guess,depends on your definition of ok)

what happened. im scared..

(nothing,alex sent the note.i told him not to. i'm fine.)

hun, why wont you talk to him? he said you wont. please...

(theres nothing wrong with me. he keeps asking whats wrong so i just not talking any. he told me you were worried about me.thats the only thing that made me talk.)

we are both worried,

(well dont be)

how can i not be?

(cause nothing is wrong)

didnt seem like it yesterday

(what are you talking about?)

when alex said you tried to hit him, then you cried and skipped school.

(first i didn't skip school i faked sick to go home. he kept askin what was wrong so i got aggervated and pushed him into wall but never hit him.raised fist though.and me crying...)

why were you crying? sweetie?

(you'll hate me for saying...)

no i wont. i love you,

please tell me love.

(i love you too. i-i cried because,well i go to school everyday and i hate the days the only thing that makes me happy. i talking to you later that night. so when you can't talk i get upset. i can't help it. i know you wanna talk and you can't sometimes. i'm sorry...)

oh, honey, it's ok. i try to get on every day.. *hugs and kisses*

( *hugs and kisses back* i know...)

well, we can talk till 3 today.

(ok. i'm sorry i made you worry.can you send the pic today?)

tomorrow definitely.

(ok.can we rp now?)

sure.

s:hurry back

honeyfire ran through the forest to see dawnpelt.

s:*strecthes out in sun light*

*later*
honeyfire walks up through the clearing. "shadow, i'm back"

shadow:*wakes from nap and walks to honey* what do you want to do?

honey smiles. "what ever you want to do my love."

s: *smiles* lets go where the others can't find us.

"i found some tunnels." she starts walking towards thunderclan border. "they go underneath the river itself."

s:does any one else know?

"no." honey looks around and scents the air. "i dont think so."

s: ok *smiles and follows*

they soon reach the thunderclan border. "we have to go into their territory."

s:we have to move quickly

they run over the border.

s: lead the way *runs after honey*

honeyfire scents then runs across the border into the brush, closely followed by shadow. neither notice pineswallow watching them.

s: which way

"this way" honeyfire leads shadow to a large pit that looks endless with a branch sticking out. "we go down there." she looks around nervously. "quickly."

"this way" honeyfire leads shadow to a large pit that looks endless with a branch sticking out. "we go down there." she looks around nervously. "quickly."

s: *nods and follows as fast as he can*

(u there?)

(sorry, was combing my hair. it's too thick and hates me,)
they climb down the branch. still followed by pineswallow.

(ok) s:how'd you find this place?

" i stumbled onto..er into it on my way to the moonpool a few moons back."

s: ok.

"this way." leads shadow into the dark tunnels. "theres a river and a ledge!" they suddenly come to a cavern. 'look!" jumps up onto the ledge. "i name this cave, honeyclan!"

s: *jumps over and rubs honeys side laughing* sure it is.

honeyfire starts laughing too. "it is if i say it is."

s:ok

(oh and i forgot to tell you, i made all the judges jump like 100 feet in the air at the college auditions yesterday. XD when i yelled my monologue.) pineswallow steps out from the shadows. (she's shadowclan too.)

(XD) s: pineswallow?!

"what are you two doing here?" "i could ask you the same thing, pine."

s: umm...

(what do you think ravenpaw looked like? did he have any white on him? sorry for randomness. im drawing an entry for deviantart comp.)

(think so)

(k thx.)
"i said, what are you doing here?"

s: is it any of your business?

"yes. when, when it concerns the clan." "youre not the deputy."

s:*tenses* leave

"no."

s:*growing more tensed* LEAVE!

"NO"

s:*looks at honey,tries to calm and whispers* what should we do?

"i dont know." honey whispers back and casts a glance at pine.

s:*to pine* what is it that you want?

"well, first i wanted to know why you two were sneaking around. now i wanna join honeyclan."

s*looks to honey and whispers* this is weird

"why?"

s:nevermind.

(we might be able to meet. mum said she likes you better since she has been talking to you and u remind her of her freind gary. and i asked her if we could meet one day and she said sure.)

(thats great ^-^)

(i know! but i dont think it will be this year. no money and she is talking drive halfway and ur family drive halfway. im trying to say that we can go all the way to ga.)

(well my fam. probably won't do that. it ok if not this year. but yall should try to come all the way down here.if yall ever decide to you'll have to tell me a month so i can save my min. give you directions here or if you got gps i'll send address that month. ^-^)

(ok. im trying to get us to be able to drive down all the way. it seems like she might be swaying that way. oh, and one thing. we meet in a public place, not your house. mum's biggest rule. and we r bringing my 2 cousins lynn and bobby and mums freind vernon mum said, XD)

(ok. how about a macdonalds? my parents and littles bros will probably go. i apologize now if my little bros. say or do anything to offend you. they are, , whats the word.)

is there any place we can go do something fun with everyone? not food? we got a motel chose in glenville, bout 17 mins from claxton.

(honestly,there is nothing fun here in claxton)

XD well, you can meet us at the motel mum said, cause she doesnt really want to meet in a mcdonalds. (she has problems with fast food cause she doesnt have a gallbladder. dont tell her i told you,)

mum wants to know if we can buy fruitcake there. i told her it was the fruitcake capital and thats all she can think bout now.

ok. i don't think my parents will take me to a motel to see someone though. do yall like fishing?

yeah you can buy friut cake.i think. how bout meeting at a grocery store.

ok cause claxton really has nothing. if you come down it'll be a summer. when i'm out of school may 25 is last school day before summer vac. so yeah. but a grocery store can be a good place until your fam. knows me more. then maybe meet at my house one day.

she said she isnt going to hang out in a grocery store. she is asking if there are other places to eat besides mcdonalds or wendys

subway, cilantros, mainmoon, world deli

theres a subway?! yes! mum is a vegitarian. can we go there.

yeah. if you come durin summer vac. i'll have money. and buy everyones lunch

no, we will pay for our own, and it would be summer. im gonna save up and if we can, come this summer.

ok. i'll pay for my fam. that might be the only way to get them to take me or pay for gas

ok. i hope this works. and we shouldnt act like we are dating in the beginning. k? until we tell our parents.

yeah,ok. hope i don't slip up and say i love you in front of everyone.

me too. XD

we r 9 hours away. if we let my cousin bobby drive, we get there in 4. XD

so hw would we tell them. like in subway after they eat or what?

yeah maybe, do you think ur parents will accept me? i think my mum will after she gets to know u. im trying not to scream right now cause we are actually coming one day soon. she is excited bout that fruitcake.

XD and if my parents won't accept you then i don't accept them and we will stay together no matter what. cause when i graduate they can't stop me from going to you. true loves fire can not be extinguished by someone sayin something. i love you and i always will,no matter what my parents think. i think my mom will be more defensive over it than my dad.

mums always are because we are their babies. i get mother bear defensive too. and i love you too no matter what.

yeah

i cant belive we r gonna get to see each other. ^-^ *nervous*

i know. i can't wait. i'm really excited now.hope my parents will take me to subway that day.

me too. beg them closer to the day. say ur having a craving. or are u gonna tell them ur meeting someone?

idk yet.

u could say ur just meeting a freind. thats all mum thinks u are, a freind. XD theres another whole side to me she never sees,

XD. still don't know yet

XD im definately wearing my tail...actually maybe i should so ur parents dont think im a nutter,

*shouldnt

XD yeah you shouldn't...not around my parents at least. btw you got school mon?

nope not tues either, but i wil bring my tail for after i meet ur parents.

my mum is so involved in her game she didnt even notice i took her pic, and there was the camara sound and all,

XD ok. im out mon. if you wanna talk during the day and some at night. btw can you send pic tommorow.

oh, thanks arctic wolf. XD

yes and yes. ^-^

^-^ i still think its se.xy u dress as a furry

*blushes*

then i will definately have my tail and ears when i see you.

i'd like that. not around my parents though.

yup. XD so probably not this trip. mum wont let us be alone. XD

niether would my parents

btw when im 16 i can drive on my own so that would be a summer we can be alone.

no, 16 is learners permit, 18 will be full license, trust me, ive read the book several times. even if u got learners before 16, still no way.

no. i've read ga. book i can drive alone when i'm 16. 15 is learner. i've already takin written test to practice. 18 i can drive with a car full

cool, but then you cant drive in maryland. no matter, i'll be 19 then. and full license too, for maryland

yeah we could meet then. i'll just tell my parents i'm going to store or something then we meet somewhere

ok. ^-^

^-^ what would we actually do if we were alone?

....idk. XD

XD

well, we could kiss when we're alone. or are we gonna in front of parents after they accept?

not literally right in front of them. but we don't have to be alone to kiss.

thats true. XD hopefully this summer. and i gtg to singing and then cousins, wanna talk tomoro at 10 AM again?

can't got church. be home at around 1 pm i'll get on and put talk on friend list then we can get on and talk. hopefully. bye love talk and send pic 2morrow,my love. *kiss*

just get on this pic and talk at 1pm love you, *kisses*

ok. meant pic of you

i here sorry i'm late my fam. took me to lunch after church cause of my grades in school. sorry hope you get on soon. sorry

im here, trying to get mum to take my pic. i finished the collar.

ok,love

finally got it. took in my front yard. XD dang its cold today. i also changed the outfit a bit. i put on a skirt instead of pants,

XD. sounds se.xy

*blushes* yeah, i'll wear the outfit minus the ears and tail, and collar when we meet.

ok

i sent them.

brb gonna chk swapnote computer dead usin 3ds

kk love you

i'm back you look se.xy in both pics

hehe, glad you like them,

^-^

whatcha wanna talk bout? make plans for when we meet? cause mum is actually excited to see you she said she cant wait

sure and ok.

she said we arent going to your house, but she will probably change her mind when she meets you. i hope your parents like me.

i hope so. if my parents are against me and you together. we'll stay together. have you ever been walkin in some woods?

yeah, but mum hates it if im alone or with a small group of ppl. she says theres killers, she doesnt know me and anne are gonna go in the woods to find places to film tho,

ok. i've been thinkin i'll be 15 this summer and i'll get my learners. i think i may just drive my dad to subway. bring just my dad. no little brothers they act really immature. i may tell my dad,if its just me and him, that i'm actually meeting my girlfriend at subway. and tell him not to mention it until we tell your family. but i still don't know...

ok, that sounds good.

we would have to meet on a weekend though. dad works mon- thrus. btw forgot yesterday i'm almost 5'6"

ok, and cool! youre taller than i am by a few inches. i like that,

actually before we started dating i thought you were way taller than me. but the doc. say by the time im 18 i should be almost 6' tall

wow. i think im almost done growing. :( i wanted to be a few inches taller.

i'll still luv ya no matter your height. ^-^ if you ever did come to my house i don't think i should show off my knife and sword collection XD i don't think your fam. would want you dating a knife maniac who also loves fire XD

umm, no she doesnt. XD my dad mightve, but he died a few years ago. he used to take me hiking on the Appalachian trail, have you heard of it?

XD yeah i've heard of it

yeah, he too me to black rocks, annapolis rocks, and the washington monument.
i want to take you hiking some day.

ok. i'll go hiking. if i run through my woods without slippin or fallin XD which isnt easy. i'm sure i can hike

yup. as long as you dont run down the hill from the monument back onto the trail.. ou only make that mistake once. XD

XD

it wasnt funny then.

i'd imagine it wasn't.

yeah it was cause i never listened to him. XD things remind me of him sometimes, like my freind ciara made her hand look like a spider and made it crawl around the table in class one day and i tapped it and she pretended it smashed the"spider" and it sounds dumb, but it was fun cause that was me and dads fav game when i was little,

XD

yeh. but i will bring doc. who when i come, and if mum wont let me come to your house, i will bring my computer to show u on itunes. XD

ok

what do u wanna do when we meet?

idk

idk what mum and your parents will let us do. like if we can only meet in the subway.

idk

are your parents very accepting? mum says she doesnt care who i date as long as they treat me good.

my parents will let me date who i want as long as i don't (my mom said) get her pregnant before i graduate XD

XD well thats good, cause i want to adopt, i hope that is ok, we watched birth in family life, or rather, everyone else did and i had my head down, i do not want that pain, the mother was screaming, and so was the class.

oh...

yea, please dont be mad,

not mad but...

sad?

...

yeah, sorry i wanted my own too, but have a really low tolerance to pain.

...

u ok?

ii guess...

i didnt mean to say anything wrong, i dont want to mess anything up... :(

r u ok?

i am if u are,

you haven't messed anything up. its just...

what?

your schools video kinda like ruin one of my hopes...

well, it wasnt really that, its i want my own biological children, im scared of the pain...

so have i...

...

im so sorry
we should stop talking bout this,

no i'm sorry...i should have never said anything...

its ok
i dont think im going to get into the colleges.

why?

we left the festival early and didnt see on the program that there were going to be callbacks, so if i had one, i wasnt there.

oh

yeah, so i dont really need college for acting anyway.

what kind of movies do you want to act in?

anything i can get a part in, and hope to go to cardiff one day and audition for who.

ok. as long as you don't do movies where you have to kiss someone or anything like that. i know it would only be acting but...

you know i have to do whatever the director says. i wont like it, but its just a job, youre the one i love, forever and always.

i know,but...

i know,

i love you

i love you too, more than i can say.

same here.

^-^

i wish i was with you then i could try to begin to show you how much i really love you. no words can ever express how much i love you.

me too. but we will be soon, very soon. possibly this summer if i have the money.

very likely this summer if i get the job.

i hope so. but we wont be able to do much tho

we can kiss.

true. cant wait ^-^

me neither. its my first kiss.

mine too

oh my god, i just realized something. i dont know how to kiss. it sounds dumb but i dont.

i don't know how either.

what are we gonna do?

well we can try.

XD it might turn out weird.

XD yeah it might...or it might turn out better. who knows?

well we will find out, but not directly in front of parents, like they need to turn their back and we run.

i gtg talk at 7 pm plz? love you

kk. love u too, *kisses*

i'm here a little early.

that was the longest 2 hours EVER! im glad ur back. ^-^

i know. sorry dad needed me. work on old truck then i went in woods. tried to find a perfect tree to carve our names in it.didn't find a good one.

aww. ^-^ theres a huge tree in my backyard, u could carve our names when u come up to md.

sure after i grad. i'll definatly carve it. sorry i was eating

thats ok

and what you said bout runnin from parents so we can kiss. that can work i know the town like the back of my hand *looks at back of hand* "hey...thats new" XD just joking. i know the town though

XD

btw about you acting i'm ok with it as long as you don't do 'adult' type movies.

well i'd rather not do those movies either. XD

ok. sorry for like just random sayin somethin like that. btw earlier i talked to stars. i spoke of me and you. the stars answered me saying our future is almost as bright as them. and also revealed to me a secret,which i can not speak. at least not now. don't try asking...

why? oh and the couple kissing, (im drawing now) thay are anime chara from a internet show hetalia. k?

this secret will lie hidden till the stars send me word that it is the perfect time. sorry i can't tell you now. and ok

fine. *pouts*
and i draw hetalia a lot. its a good show. bur i cant watch it without m freinds cause my youtube acct restricts it tillim 18. >:(

don't be upset with me its the stars that forbid me to tell... and XD

im not upset with u. XD

i will tell the secret on the night the stars signal me.

alright.

can you at least tell me if it was good?

*smiles*something very good

^-^

OMG!!!!!!!!!ONE OF MY PICS HAS 100
LIKES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IM SO HAPPY!

XD i wish alex would shut up he got in my swapnote and saw the pics you sent now he just keeps yelling "garys turn on" XD its so stupid but funny.

XD ur parents hear him? oh and tangle. XD

what pic?

can i sawpnote it to you? its an old one.

no parents think he is crazy so they don't listen to him much. theres the occasional shut-up every 4-5 min. XD

sure swapnote it i'll check l8r ok?

XD i feel sorry for them and ok.
its humanized mlp of dashy, flutter, derpy, and rarity. yes, i ship derpy and rarity.

ok. i've seen the pic before. its really good

ok, so dont need to send it?

can if you want. ugh... alex still yelling. now he wanttin me to say something.

well, i was only gonna send it if u wanted me to. and why?

its alex thats why i told him i already said it and ok you can send.but I want to say something. if you don't mind

sure, what is it?

i think its really really really se.xy that you dress as a furry (XD you already know that) it is like a huge turn on. i also think that it is kin.ky that you dress as a furry.i love you.

hehe. well....i am partially a dark furry.

YES (ummm...)sorry umm... how to explain this response?XD

umm, yes, please explain. *raises eyebrow*

i'm gonna kill alex for that last cmment. he got my pc and logged in and posted. sorry about that.

uh, if u dont mind my asking, why is alex still at ur house if he's just a freind?

his fam. is having some serious issues and he doesnt want to be caught in it. btw you're a dark furry...

ok, and partially. mostly good,

ok. remind me what dark furries are or do. (sorry today my memory is off XD. think its cause of my dream last night)

what dream?

tell you after you tell me what dark f do

you'll find out, spoilers. (sorry, that ref would make more sense if u knew river song)

*looks up* thank you and i won't ask about last year. *hugs and kisses* i love you

thanks for not asking. i love u too XXO

lets change the subject

yes,

ok,so what now

idk. i wish mum hadnt made me turn off dr who. she is watching the kardashians,

ok,btw hows the pic of us lying together coming along?

good. still working. cant while mum is around, also did you ever look up the videos i told u?

aww. i will show u then when i see u cause its perfect river and doc. song.

ok. still wonder how our first kiss will be?

me too. i wouldnt want it to be right now tho. remember how i said i could feel others pain? james just got his wisdom teeth pulled and i can feel it.

ouch.

yeah.

stephanie? do you think that we're ever gonna *pauses and looks down* nevermind

what? you can tell me.

i'm sorry *puts head down* i don't know whats wrong with me.my dream popped up in my head.i don't know why i'd even be asking about this. i'm sorry *turns away* whats wrong with me?

no, its ok. its totally normal. dont worry.

i'm sorry...

it ok. i promise.

i don't why i asked...we aren't old enough anyway...i'm sorry...

well, technichally i could be arrested if we did,

but, no it's ok. i promise. and we can still kiss.

i know that. but we would be going too fast and i don't want to mess anything up,we can wait for that or i can if you can. i want it to be a perfect day,when and if we ever did.

yeah, i like waiting for a while. there was a problem when i was younger, mum told me something that we suspect my dad did, which would explain my personal bubble to most. except u, my brittany, maura, anne and james.

ok...i'm sorry...and i won't ask about what happened...i'm sorry...

its ok, you dont have to keep saying sorry. i promise its ok.

you say its ok...but i feel like its not...

its normal, i know, it feels like its not. but its normal.

XD i learned some stuff from doc who. there are underlying jokes. worst one- sonic screwdriver. u will get it when i see who.

i don't know anyone else who is experiencing this,if its really that normal then*pauses*...nevermind. i should learn to just stay quiet.

then what? you know u can always tell me.

then...why does it bother me so much? i must be becoming a worse BF...i am sorry...

no you definately are NOT. you are the best BF in the world, i love you.

i love you too,and i'm not the best bf...

of course you are. ^-^ why wouldnt you be?

i'm honestly not,look at what i've said not only tonite but other times...the only person who is best is you.your the perfect gf.

its ok. ive heard much worse. im definately not perfect, i have to hide who i actually am from most cause of things i know, that i really shouldnt. sometimes i slip up on a joke in who and mum looks at me weird..

yeah,thats how i am really. i have to hide everything i know.again i'm sorry.lets change the subject please i think i may start crying if this continues.

ok, do you know how hard it is to draw the northern lights? but im gonna try. it seems like a fun challenge. XD

ok

yup. ^-^ whatcha wanna talk bout?

idk

btw have you made a wolf oc for me yet or u still workin on it?

i did, just need to upload.

it been done for awhile

uploaded,

talk on it lot of comments here ?

ok.

see you there

this is cute^-^