@blinkgone dude ok im sorry idk how i accdentally came upon it but i saw messages u had with someone where u said u love felix more than momiji and i feel bad for seeing it and so i need to sy sorry

also uggffhfh ik u dont gaf cuz leik u dnt even see me as a friend but i like crashed out really bad on vivi / darkblood cuz she lied to me abt hr skz bias and told me she likes seungmin and jeongin but then i saw messages she had where she said she biases han and didnt want me to know cuz she was scared id attack her and so she said 'online im seungmin biased but outside im han biased'

@blinkgone and i feel like she sees me as an anomaly for having parasociality and she said i shpuld just 'try to get better' as if im not aready doing that. i feel so disloyal to my boyfriend cuz im still parasocial and people like her just make me have these relapses

@mettazashihirokun nono its okay
it got better, that was a while ago and i love my boyfriend more than anything i think
anyways
ohh god im so sorry dude
i think thats rlly wrong of her too, to like lie about her skz bias
and "online im seungmin and jeongin biased but offline in han biased" really is kind of messed up tbh??

and i get the feeling of disloyalty, that sucks and im really sorry

also yeah the "try to get better" was not necessary bc youre trying hard already

@blinkgone yeah erm it was on the first post on her kimsunoo account. i was really mad but hthats also where she admit to biasing han. idk i feel like i was reasonably mad,but at the same time im just mentally unwell so im obviously not reasonably mad and im just psychotic

idk why she even saw han as a option though like if my friend said i could get into a group i like the LAST person id ever think of biasing is her bias

especially if she is parasocial...??

@blinkgone yeah um the 'get better' thing was so unneeded. if i wasnt trying i wouldnt even have a stable relationship. she claimed to be parasocial but then she says things so demeaning and rude about my illness that it tells me she doesnt really know how it feels

and yes im glad ur good with ur bf now. i did see that you're like upset though cuz he isnt speaking to you but apparently speaking to --miko--

@mettazashihirokun yeah,, i agree
i was kindof also confused bc she kind of just became a stay out of nowhere after saying their music didnt exactly match her interest
idk i just thought that
im kind of thinking shes trying to be you if that makes sense?? like ever since you guys were hanging out she started speaking like you, got into skz, BIASED HAN
idk ts just weird to me

@mettazashihirokun ALSO YEAH im kindof upset qith him atm bc he speaks to others but not me
and also he just is offline the WHOLE WEEK and is on for like an hour on SUNDAY

@blinkgone yes bro i see it that way too and itmakes me so upset. i let her get into skz and even encouraged her too cuz she said she'd never bias han cuz she doesnt want to hurt me, bt then turned around and did it. and shes told me numerous times that she sees me as an inspiration and stuff and its starting to click to me that she js wants to be me

@blinkgone if hes talking to others but not you i think u need to confront it

@mettazashihirokun yeah,, also shes been making posts like tou do too
i dont dislike her lr anything, i think shes cool but likeat the same time shes basically copying

yea i will

@blinkgone yeah bruh she does sm stuff like me and its js like bro pls be yourself. and honesly she could copy everything ab me as long as she stays away from jisung and senketsuakochan. idk how she went from hating skz to loving them? AND THEN BIASING MY FP??? ts is js so odd to me. she also admit to being trans and hmphobic but then somehow those views changed almost instantly when i bullied her for being insensitive

@blinkgone

@mettazashihirokun exactly
its crazy how she will say that she wont bias han then does it anyway :sob:

same with the views too bro
"being queer is against the bible" "i basically support trump" then like suddenly changes her beliefs

@blinkgone yes bro :sob: thats like if you got me into skz and i said 'no dw id never bias felix hes urs' and then turning around and biasing him. and theb lying to u and saying i bias like lee know or smt

@blinkgone yes bro like why does she wanna be me so bad. I know her views havent changed either esp with how big of a fit she threw over byler in stranger things.

'theyre,not gay!!!!' ummmmmmmmm so will is canonically gay btw

@mettazashihirokun its genuinely crazy
also ok i dont like byler but theres no need to throw a FIT about it :sob:

ALSO THE "theyre not gay" IS CRAZY

@blinkgone yes bro like :sob: i personally think will deserves better than mike but the fact youre only upse about the gay part and not the fact mike is mean to will is insane and shows your disregard for the lgbtq community

@mettazashihirokun yeah
uh yea im rlly sorry this is happening,,, you can always talk to me whenever ok !!
um also im sorry this is random but did you see that lix bleached his eyebrows
im trying to kind of lighten the mood :sob:

if you have more tosay then yu can continue btw

@blinkgone yes thnk you brah same goes for u. idk if u still deal with parasocialism but if u ever need to talk abt it im here for u and probably understand it more than anyon else on this platform.

also WHAT??? maybe i just dont pay attention but no i didnt see he bleached them what :sob:
dood hans new hair is so cute and it faded out to pink like bro HES SO CUTE HI I LOVE MY BABY

@mettazashihirokun yay thank you bru
yes i still go thru it and stuff its just gotten better than before
HE LITERALLY CAN PULL ANYTHING OFF HELLO<//3
also yesyes i like his hair too !! idk how hyunjins hair is rn bc he changes it every like 2 seconds but i miss his kiwi hair

@blinkgone bro yess i miss hyunjins karma era hair where itwas like spiky and blac OUYYGGHHH MY GDDDD it was so good bro oh my god

felix gen can pull off everything like bro he pulled off a lesbian cut.

@mettazashihirokun DUDE YES.
i just rlly liked his kiwi era it was so silly
honestly,,,, i think jinnie is the only one who could pull off a buzz cut :sob:

@mettazashihirokun I GIGGLED?? yes lesbian mom cut

@blinkgone i.. agree.. :sob: and bangchan lowk. bangchan could pull it off.
can they pull off a buzz

chan-yes
leeknow-lee no.
changbin-no
hyunjin-yes
han- .....absolutely not
felix- no he'd look like a strawberry
seungmin-maybe
jeongin-maybe a grown out buzz.

@mettazashihirokun "he would look like a strawberry" IM CRYING
also yes chan could lowk pull it off
bc we all werent used to hyunjin getting a buzz cut but then got used to it overtime and started liking it
i feel like it would be the same for chan yk

@blinkgone DUDE OK BUT YOU SEE IT RIGJT?? like felix has a super V jawline and so if he didnt have longer hair that covers the sides of his face he gen would js look like a strawberry.

sigh am i the only one who liked hyunjins buzz when it first happened

@mettazashihirokun honestly i liked it i just wasnt used to it at first so i was like "WOAH. ok well. that just happened"

also YEAH
bruh i feel like lix's hair is lik slowly disappearing <//3 like HELLO he dyes it and bleaches it so much
hes going to go bald before the age of 30<//3

@blinkgone i loved it he looked so good :drooling_face:

alsoyes bro felix is gna be dead аss bald by 2030

@mettazashihirokun hyunjin is so silly i love him

@blinkgone m too heh! if i had a wrecker it would prolly be hyunjin

@mettazashihirokun heh yes
my wrecker is chan
also...did i tell you that i kind of like forced my mom to watch skz mvs for an hour straight

@blinkgone HLEP MEEEE MY MOM WOULD GET BORED SOFAST.

also i thought seungmn wad yer wrecker

@mettazashihirokun HEH. her favoritw mv is chk chk boom bc she says that she likes the transitions
yea he used to be but now its chan

@blinkgone hlp idk ho people have wreckers tbh. i like cannot ever see someone overtaking han. brehhhh

@mettazashihirokun ok so. my bias is the ine i love obviously
but when it comes to wreckers, its never bc i love them less than my bias but more than the othr members like other ppl, its the member that i relate to if that makes sense?? idk im like that with every group, not jst skz

also helo how are you

@blinkgone yes dat makes sense yes #yes. thats basicallyhow it is for me too just hyunjin isnt wrecker hes just my 2nd favlrite. yeaj.

anyways uhhhherffmmm im like idk. im on period and it sucks. and minjun lowk is pmo cuz bruh why is he talmbout me when he had zero part in any dramas with me

@mettazashihirokun oof,, yes periods suck<//3
also yea i agree?? idk bruh every drama hes involved in he like put himself in and had nothing to do with it
like hes jst always trying to find some sort of drama to be involved in :sob:

@blinkgone yes bruh and it always involves me like bro GO AWAY :sob: if u wantme to dni so bad then stop giving me reasons to say something bruh. their take on parasociality was un insensitive, uneducated, and like just a overall bad take. someone get this guy a #false

@mettazashihirokun exactly
he says he hates you and wants you to dni but then like. gets involved in your business <//3
ofc hes my friend and hes cool but at the same time he needs to take a chill pill

@blinkgone dood hes like gen so odd and cares too much ab what i do. he only dislikes me cuz i made a targeted post to a group of people AT MY SCHOOL cuz it apparently triggered him bc he thought it was abt him. like bruh you arent the main character sygau

@mettazashihirokun me when i think the world revolves around me :flushed: :flushed:

@blinkgone yes dude like ts gen frying me so bad :sob: its so funny to me bro like how do u genuinely have one sided beef with me js cuz of a targeted post about people u DONT EVEN KNOW :sob: it qouldve never been targeted to him either cuz me and him NEVER SPOKE :sob: we never spoke, never had drama, never had any animosity, yet they somehow thought a post abt ppl from school was abt them :joy:

@mettazashihirokun thats so crazy :sob: :sob:
OOH ALSO. guess what

@blinkgone Whay

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@mettazashihirokun im gonna see the skz movie on feb 7th with myfriend ariana heh

@blinkgone BRUHHHH I WANNA SEE IT WITH JAXIE SO BAD. PLS TWLL ME IF ITS GOOD. And if there is too much minsung or seungbin content tell me so we dont go. yay

@mettazashihirokun OK HEH I WILL
i rlly am only going to see it bc i know for a fact i wont be able to go to their upcoming tour<//3

@blinkgone SAME :sob: Its ok trust that js gives u more time to get as hot as possible for felix

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@mettazashihirokun yes bro
ougdhsjsuhs i always jusy get so sad though. bdcause bro. felix is a hot man who knows how to treat a woman he probably has like a secret gf already. i try not thinking about that but ITS HARD because he is the DEFINITION OF PERFECT

@blinkgone this is how i feel about han and it makes me genuinely tweak

@mettazashihirokun exactly bro <//3
also hi how ar you

@blinkgone i am joyous beause you are smart. lowk wasnt expecting u to syand upfor me against ur friend

@mettazashihirokun brahh of course im gonna stand up for you
he was in the wrong and was being inconsiderate so i had to tell him off

@blinkgone thank u brah :turtle: i do genuinely find it weird that they always have smt to say abt me. like bruh. also when i read through the whole thing, they claimed to have been parasocial for jeongin. but what tells me that is a huge overstatement of how they felt is the fact they were able to bias someone else from the same group in the future. if they were actually parasocial, their bias would literally not have changed.

people on this website seriously need to differentiate being possessive and being parasocial. and the fact they used past 'experience' of being parasocial as an argument is so funny. cuz if they were parasocial they'd know harassing us or mocking us is WRONG because it is a MENTAL ILLNESS

@mettazashihirokun EXACTLY bro. ough they pmo sometimes
the way he explained his thoughts are completely disregarding the people who are parasocial<//3 its literally insensitive and yet they claim thdy were parasocial at somepoint too :sob:

yes bro like huh???? i dont evn understand why theyre so obsessed w me like.... what is up with the people who harassed me for being parasocial, saying theyre parasocial. like uhhmmmmm no ur neurotypical and just have a favorite music artist.

@blinkgone

@mettazashihirokun yes dude :sob:
bruh its not even abt the parasociality like everyone just wants to be you in general :sob: :sob: youre just that cool bro,, everyone wants to just stealyour identity

@blinkgone I KNOW BRO WHY DOES EVERYONE WANT TO BE ME ITS SCARY. i post mha. everyone posts mha. i talk about my illnesses. people start claiming theyre parasocial. i post my fnf fangirl oc that ive had for half a decade. everyone is making fnf fangirl ocs. i talk about how im a yumeshipper and have been one (under the selfshipper term) for FOREVER. im protective of things i like to a scary level. now everyone is too?? like bruh pls be urselves and stop using me as ur self diagnosis examplw.

i have numerous diagnoses. people see small parts of them in me. now all of a sudden 'i think im parasocial.''i think i have dpdr.' 'i think im hypers.' << all of these are things darkblood/kimsunoo has done btw

@mettazashihirokun oh my god :sob: thats so crazy what <//3
bruh juniper doesmt know how to be herself?? she steals EVERYBODY'S interests. its CRAZY.

and she just always claims to have illnesses that her friends have

@blinkgone dude i know.

just 2 weeks ago she was like 'something abt skz aggravates me' but then she asked me 'should i js try getting into them' and i was like 'err i dont think you'd like them but sure. js dont like han or ill skin myself' and then she 'hyperfixates' on skz and biases han. hyperfixations last longer than 3 months shes actually an idiot. she claims to be diagnosed with autism yet doesnt have any interests tht lasted longer than a month.

she takes the fact she has social anxiety and runs a marathon with it.
1/10-i have social anxiety

*translating*

10/10 I HAVE DIAGNOSED AUTISM BECAUSE I THINK I HAVE IT!

@mettazashihirokun THATS INSANE??
the fact she said she wouldnt and turned around and did anyway is a rlly fcked up move too?? she basically jst stabbed you in the back bruh

@mettazashihirokun literally :sob:

@blinkgone i js wrote a paragraph and it fhcking shot me back to the home screen. bruh ok let me re type

exactly like dude after jaxie told me her bias, i have NEVERRR saw changbin the same way again. i would never even THINK something absurd about changbin ever since she told me she biases him. same thing with how i havent ever seen felix the same after me and u got close. i dont understand how its so hard to stay off of your parasocial 'friends' fp.

its so odd to me. like if jaxie got me into a new group i wouldnt even CONSIDER her bias, even if she isnt parasocial for them

@mettazashihirokun YES bro same with han, i never saw,him the same after i met you either
its not hard t not bias someone's, not only bias, but favorite being in thr whole world :sob:

@blinkgone exactly bruh. like dude :joy: i genuinely need to find people who're para for the other 5 members so then thta way all 8 of us can talk about skz and get along without random neurotypicals dogging on us.

chan-idk
leeknow-idk
changbin-jaxie
hyunjin-idk
han-me
felix-you
seungmin-idk
jeongin-idk

me: i cry when people talk about han out of extreme anger and jealousy. pls dont bias him you're my friend and i will cut if you do decide to bias him when IM getting you into them

juniper: ok. i wont bias him. i actually like jeongin.

juniper: hey miko so i actually bias han but i cant tell nastya so online i bias seungmin and jeongin but in real life i bias han ok dont tell nastya or she'll end it

@mettazashihirokun real :sob: :sob:
ougghh i hate most people

its so insensitive bruh its crazy

@blinkgone dude this one time tho i saw this girl who was para for bangchan but she was such a weirdo and posted gore saying 'me and you baby :heart: @gnabnahc' and also shipped minsung. shes so weird and i hate her she made me cry and tnrow up and relapse cuz of how gross the things she posted was. (ts was on insta)

@mettazashihirokun WHAT?? bruh what. thats so gross hello ??? :sob: THE FACT SHE TAGGED HIM TOO???

@blinkgone yeah. she'd also make long paragraphs (2000+ words) talking to bangchan about how much she loved him and how she wanted to cut him up and eat him and then tagged him in them and it made me so uncomfortable

@mettazashihirokun oh my god thats disgusting

@blinkgone yeah. like i fear i could always be worse. i js wanna cuddle and hug and baby jisung and wake up early to cook him breakfast and pack his lunches for when he has long days at the studio and always clean for him and cook for him and do everything he will ever want cuz im a good wife. why would anyone wanna harm the person they love. thats weird. i only wanna love jisung he is my baby forever yes

@mettazashihirokun exactly?? im the samw way with felix, i want like lovey stuff, not CHOPPING HIM UP AND EATING HIM. WHAT. thats so gross bruh
did you report them??

@blinkgone i reported them like 15 times and made jaxie do it too

i was likw half a second away from messaging chan on bubble til he responded

@mettazashihirokun ok good good
thts so insane though bruh i dont think even felixs1andonly would say smth about CUTTING UP AN IDOL. and he has said some PRETTY MESSED UP STUFF. ohh my god

@blinkgone dude exactly. felixes1andonly or whatever tjeir name is made m so madcuz they caused a chain reaction of those accounts for the other members. whyre yall weird stop wishing weirf shjt on skz

@mettazashihirokun dude yes. ough its so horrible
the weird accs were toning down a bit, and now we have ppl generatng ai pics of KPOP IDOL N4K3D. went from accs to AI GENERATED KPOP PRN BASICALLY. its so gross oh mygod it maked me want to throw up

@blinkgone WHAT...... dude i would CRY if i saw that of jisung. whyre people so openly weird bro ugh

@mettazashihirokun ITS LITERALLY A WHOLE WEBSITE
im not gonna go on the website tho bc dude. ew. these poor idols bro
last time i checked, out of all the skz members hyunjin has the most, maybe it changed tho
he had 500+ pic created of him tho dude. AND THE OTHER MEMBERSWERE ALSO IN TRIPLE DIGITS. its so disgusting bro i hteit so much

@blinkgone oh thats something. double digots :joy: im about to have a very high bodycount

@mettazashihirokun :sob: :sob:
its disgusting bruh
im pretty sure jyp alr took action, but yk how some kpop 'stans' are. they wont stop no matter what anybody says
uggh

@blinkgone i will genuinely slaughter all these people and their families. whyre u ai generating pictures of skz MY BOYFRIEND INCLUDED :joy: dont make me mad bro i hate all of these people

@mettazashihirokun exactly
also theres this gg (i cant remember the name), one of the members are 14
SHE HAS OVER 1,000 PIC GENERATED.

@blinkgone oh :heart: i know who you're talking about. shes the one who lost her baby tooth on camera right?

@mettazashihirokun i dont know maybe :sob: i,dont stan the group and idek her or the groups name i jst know shes 14 and has over 1,000 pics generated <//3

@blinkgone thats like actually disgusting dude. ai needs to be shut down completely already due

@mettazashihirokun i know bruh
shes 14 YEARS OLD. ohhh my god

@blinkgone dude i hope everyone who generated that shıt genuinely gets hit by a semi

@mettazas me too bruh

@blinkgone @j-0ne

@j-0ne here

if you didnt get hers or smth ok yes