im back*cries*

Im still hurt...*cries*

TT^TT hello...?

ignored....

*hugs you tightly,wipes your tears away* Don't cry,please don't cry...*tears stream down face*

*tears still flowing*

*hugs*...im to deppressed crack any jokes...so unfortunately, i cannot make you laugh...which i was so good at...but now...im just too worthless and stupid to do anything...sorry im waisting your time by typing this...

No you're not...loving you and listening to you keeps me alive,you're the missing piece in my life,the one who makes my life complete...I'd love you a thousand thousand years....*comforts you*

(Verse 1) Heart beats fast Colors and promises How to be brave How can I love when I'm afraidTo fallBut watching you stand aloneAll of my doubtSuddenly goes away somehow
One step closer
(Chorus)I have died everydaywaiting for youDarlin' don't be afraidI have loved you for aThousand yearsI'll love you for aThousand more
(Verse 2)Time stands stillbeauty in all she isI will be braveI will not let anything Take awayWhat's standing in front of meEvery breath, Every hour has come to this
One step closer
(Chorus)I have died everyday[ From: http://www.metrolyrics.com/a-thousand-years-lyrics-christina-perri.html ]Waiting for you Darlin' don't be afraidI have loved you for aThousand yearsI'll love you for a Thousand more
And all along I believedI would find youTime has broughtYour heart to meI have loved you for a Thousand yearsI'll love you for aThousand more
One step closer One step closer
(Chorus)I have died everydayWaiting for youDarlin' don't be afraid, I have loved you for aThousand yearsI'll love you for aThousand more
And all along I believedI would find you Time has brought Your heart to meI have loved you for aThousand yearsI'll love you for a Thousand more

And without you,my life would never exist...I'd be nobody important..

well...i cant top that...guess ill just sink lower into the depths of my home...hell...*tears flowing*

*loads rifle with golden bullet, aims to mouth....fires*

NO!!

*cries*Nathan...

*pulls ancient dagger out of pocket,holds up to throat*...

(if i dnt reply,im off the computer)

*gets up* FUСK! WHY MUST I BE IMMORTAL! ...*sigh*....somehow even my weackness didnt kill me...*takes dagger, swallows whole* mm...i was starving! thanks lor! in fact....im feelin better! MUCH BETTER! so good...i could BLAAAAAAAAARGH!....sorry...too many laser rifles for breakfast...anydoctorWho....YAY!

(im at school,HELP!!!)*blank stare*WTF...?

MY ANCIENT DAGGER!!!*punches wall and starts breaking vases and chairs*

(gtg...)

(Back,on my dads phone)Cough up that dagger,Nathaniel*eyes turn red and glisten*Now!

cant...already got destroyed by my stomach acid...same strength as hydrochloric acid....sorry...oh and...uh....i forgot...oh yeah...*throws snowball*

*dodges,throws 3 snowballs*HaHa!(I punched that jerk today!!)

(ugh,I cant be on much longer...)

im back...*catches, shoves pile of snow into mouth, rapidly fires out snowballs* chaingun style!

*falls to the ground,plays dead* xP

humbug...*catches bee* START HUMMING F*CKER!! "bee: EEP! *hums*" yeah...thats what i thought.....now...where was i?....oh yeah...*walks to lor, picks up, fake cries, nuuuuuu!! i keeled her! why was i so fooleesh! heh...*kisses "body", i loved her so much...

eh...you there?

*opens eyes*I'm still alive..*kisses*

*pulls closer, kisses* (im back from the weekly trip...so itis safe to text or call now)...i knew that...*puts arms around waist* im glad im here with you instead of in that frickolin pig stay...not kidding...an actual pig stay...anywho...*hugs tightly*

I love you,and right now you're the only exception in my life...*blushes*

(*Flutteryay*Right now I'm doing stupid school work,btw I won the Social Studies fair,Sociology 1st place!!)

(GOOD JOB! im proud of you! especially in first place! well...there was never a doubt in my mind you'd get anything less than number 1...because your my number 1....th number 1 important thing in my life, the number 1 lovely thing in my life, and the number 1 girl in the world!

*blushes more,is kissed* You're my life too,but no one believes you're real...But I don't listen to them because what they say isn't true,I know you're real...And I know for a fact that I DO love you...*kisses*

(AWW! well,I had a partner, and on the 17th of Jan. me and Jasmine are going to the Parish Fair!! ^^)

(my subject was: Animal Abuse)

*giggles*You're so adorably funny!

(best subject! makes sense for you!) no im not! im punny! *troll* any doctorwho....we have so much in common....we both love animals...same age, same month...yours is 22nd, which is one digit after mine, 1st, one number after, one digit, makes sense...we both have a love for zombies...then again...who doesnt? besides my brother...and we both like the same music...same colored eyes...about same height....same love for games, similar issues in life...a match made in hell! not trying to say your bad, but im making a referance to rob zombie..ugh nevermind...*tickles*

*laughs*Please,stop....the tickling..it's too much...!*falls to the floor,laughing*

*kneels down and tickles more* nope....its to much fun! *holds leg in one arm, puts other behind head, kisses*

(brb,dishes...)

(ok)

(back)*blushes*N..N...Nathan...

(yay!) yes my darling?

Please,stop the tickling....You tickle me anymore,I'll lose self control...(as in,tickle you back or kiss you over and over or something like that) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aZqYIG6Qy_E

idk...*tickles more*

*grabs your hands,pins you to the ground,leans in*Now did I or did I not say to stop tickling me..?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rRRSIjoBI3M (i Like this song!)

(You would've loved the song!)*blushes*How'd the...?For some reason they way you're pinning me feels a little weird...

It's ok...*pulls you closer to me*I kinda like it...*kisses*

MmmHmm...Now how 'bout some "private time"...?

They won't know...*blushes*(I'd love to see them try and "ban" us!!)

(*blank stare*Dafuq...?)O.O*faints*

*awkward silence*....................................*breaks silence with Honky Tonk Badonkadonk*
Turn it up some
Alright boys, this is her favorite song
You know that right
So, if we play it good and loud
She might get up and dance again
Ooh, she put her beer down
Here she comes
Here she comes
Left left left right left
Whoo
Husslers shootin' eightball
Throwin' darts at the wall
Feelin' damn near 10 ft. tall
Here she comes, Lord help us all
Ol' T.W.'s girlfriend done slapped him outta his chair
Poor ole boy, it ain't his fault
It's so hard not to stare
At that honky tonk badonkadonk
Keepin' perfect rhythm
Make ya wanna swing along
Got it goin' on
Like Donkey Kong
And whoo-wee
Shut my mouth, slap your grandma
There outta be a law
Get the Sheriff on the phone
Lord have mercy, how's she even get them britches on
That honky tonk badonkadonk
(Aww son)
Now Honey, you can't blame her
For what her mama gave her
It ain't right to hate her
For workin' that money-maker
Band shuts down at two
But we're hangin' out till three
We hate to see her go
But love to watch her leave
With that honky tonk badonkadonk
Keepin' perfect rhythm
Make ya wanna swing along
Got it goin' on
Like Donkey Kong
And whoo-wee
Shut my mouth, slap your grandma
There outta be a law
Get the Sheriff on the phone
Lord have mercy, how's she even get them britches on
With that honky tonk badonkadonk
(Ooh, that's what I'm talkin' bout right there, honey)
We don't care bout the drinkin'
Barely listen to the band
Our hands, they start a shakin'
When she gets the urge to dance
Drivin' everybody crazy
You think you fell in love
Boys, you better keep your distance
You can look but you can't touch
That honkey tonk badonkadonk
Keepin' perfect rhythm
Make ya wanna swing along
Got it goin' on
Like Donkey Kong
And whoo-wee
Shut my mouth, slap your grandma
There outta be a law
Get the Sheriff on the phone
Lord have mercy, how's she even get them britches on
That honky tonk badonkadonk
That honky tonk badonkadonk
Yeah, that honky tonk badonkadonk
(That's it, right there boys, that's why we do what we do
It ain't for the money, it ain't for the glory, it ain't for the free whiskey
It's for the badonkadonk)

(LOLZ~!)

*interupts you*I'd LOVE to hear the rest but...The spotlight is on MOI' now.. Well you know those times
When you feel like there's a sign there on your back
Says I don't mind if ya kick me
Seems like everybody has
Things go from bad to worse
You'd think they can't get worse than that
And then they do
You step off the straight and narrow And you don't know where you are
Use the needle of your compass
To sew up your broken heart
Ask directions from a genie
In a bottle of Jim Beam
And she lies to you
That's when you learn the truth
If you're going through hell
Keep on going, don't slow down
If you're scared, don't show it
You might get out
Before the devil even knows you're there
Well I been deep down in that darkness
I been down to my last match
Felt a hundred different demons
Breathing fire down my back
And I knew that if I stumbled
I'd fall right into the trap that they were laying, yeah
But the good news
Is there's angels everywhere out on the street
Holding out a hand to pull you back up on your feet
The one's that you've been dragging for so long
You're on your knees
You might as well be praying
Guess what I'm saying
If your going through hell
Keep on going, don't slow down
If you're scared don't show it
You might get out
Before the devil even knows you're there
Yeah, If you're going through hell
Keep on moving, face that fire
Walk right through it
You might get out
Before the devil even knows you're there
If you're going through hell
Keep on going, don't slow down
If you're scared don't show it
You might get out
Before the devil even knows you're there
Yeah, If you're going through hell
Keep on moving, face that fire
Walk right through it
You might get out
Before the devil even knows you're there
Yeah, you might get out
Before the devil even knows you're there.

(My parents wont let me,or my mom takes my phone...she doesn't even want me to talk to you!)Hey! Quit yer starin'!*blushes*

*face turns really red*Hey! Hands off my ass!

*grabs your hand,squeezes your hand hard*Touch me in another spot again I swear I'll....

I didn't..."sigh"..*walks over to you,hugs*I'm sorry,I just overreacted,ok?

*blushes,closes eyes while being kissed*....

(IMMA CALL YOU NOWZ!! means i has to get off da computer...)