Hey...

First off I'm not mad... just confused... you said you had something else to say before you had to leave...? What was it?

And second I had to tell Megan when you were last online... she would have known I was lying if I said the wrong time... I'm sorry...

And Evan says to check your email o3o I don't know, he wanted me to tell you that.

I saw his Email...

...It really p'isses me off to come back after I had a terrible time sleeping in the cold desert, and only to find many lies when I got back...

ono Sorry you had a hard time sleeping...

Please... I'm so confused... please tell me your side of the story...

And yes, there was something else I haven't told you... Megan was lying... I know she was... I looked back at that conversation on her previous pic... I don't blame everyone for trying to gang up on me like that, even if they hate me... I'm only mad at Megan, just her...

Alright... well unlike them I don't want to gang up on you and rip away your exsistance... .__. sure I'm upset... but that's no reason for me to outright abandon my friends...

And it surprises me that everyone believed in her... Wow... This place is full of stupid idiots... But it's not my fault that they have a lying a'ss jerk who they call a friend...

Most of the lies were pretty stupid, I mean... When was I with Caileen and Shannon? (I have no f.ucking clue who she is...) Who the hell said that I was dating three girls "at the same time?" It's... really getting me p.issed... And everyone is believing that....

She never told me anything like that... o3o' heck I don't even know who those people are... .-.

It's what they think of me now... *sigh* What has Megan done to them... One of them even said that I was going to harm you... It's not true... I wouldn't do that...

Yeah... they told me that... and I wasn't sure who to believe... they also said something else...

That I was a toy and it was a game to you... everything, every person you'd ever been with... it was a game... is that true...? I've been thinking about that for a few days... and I needed to ask you if it was true... please tell me the truth...

It may look like it to them, but I don't even know the truth... I was very confused, and afraid... My mind wasn't very positive, so I've made many mistakes I now wish I never had... But I know I have been like that since I thought you lied to me... (I'm sure you know what I'm talking about...) But I wasn't sure if it was you who made me that terrible person who everyone knows now... *sigh* Please, don't be mad... I'm not saying it's your fault... I'm just confused...

.__.' I'm sorry but I don't know what lie you're talking about...

And well yeah... I'm confused about everything too... I don't know which parts of each person's story are true and false... I want to believe and not believe different parts of both... I'm going to try to stay mostly neutral in this whole mess...

...So, you forgot almost everything I had told you about last Summer... Remember...? Those three long comments...? No...?

If you don't trust me, that's fine... Maybe it's my fault for being confused and not understanding... Maybe I'm just that r.etarded...

Ohhh yeah, yeah, yeah... That's what I though... I just wasn't sure... ^^"

Well I do trust you... just some answers you're giving me are vague and I'm still a bit confused... I'm getting conflicting answers from both sides and I'm not sure who is right... yes I want to believe you... we've been friends for a long time... I wouldn't stop trusting you in an instant, even with these circumstances...

I don't want to lose any friends in this... that's what I'm most afraid of... and I also don't know who's right anymore...

That is why I left to this new account... I wanted to forget everything... And start new... I just wanted to enjoy time with you like we always do... My fault or not, I still would've left... But it looks like Megan still has this plan with her...army or whatever she calls her huge group... She's been asking everyone if I am online to know that I am still here... Evan told me he wanted all this to stop... And of course, I do, too...

This is all madness... both sides are to blame really... each side messed up one way or another... I messed up, you messed up, Megan messed up... all of our mistakes have led us to this point... we all brought this upon ourselves... In the end really we've all had enough of this sh!t...

If everyone else could be happy once this is over... heck I'll take the blame for it, even if it wasn't all completly my fault... I just want my friends to be happy, even if I'm the one in pain in the end...

Remember, if another big fight breaks out... no one is without fault at this point... we all messed up at one point... and now we have to fix those mistakes.

I'm not expecting any fight from now on... And if it was my mistake, I'm not fixing it... Not this time... I had it already, so I left it behind... Let them make their plan... It's not like they'll find me... And I'm sure they'll get over it... And everything will be OK...

But if they keep doing that... It's most likely that they'll put themselves to blame...

I don't think they're going to get over it as quickly as you think... they'll be looking for a while... a long while... just be careful...

I'm pretty sure they won't search for me for a VERY long time... OK, here's what I think: I won't upload anything at all this month, and if they have completely forgotten about me in the next month, I might start uploading a few pics and...that's pretty much it... Everything might be just fine...

Yeah, I'm seriously waiting that long... But I have to give it a try...

Okay... yeah I'd stay low for a while until you feel it's alright to stop hiding... but when you do come back... just be careful... tred lightly for the first few months so they won't notice you... don't use common tags like Nintendo or Pokemon and stuff like that... OC tags would be alright... everybody has OC tags... :P

Yeah, thanks for telling me that... I should only use OC tags for my paintings... My OC is probably another Lucario or Riolu... But I'm thinking of a brown color this time, and I might have to change my art style just a bit...

And no shades and no fluffy tail... dead, dead give aways... .3.

And I did mention another OC along with the new Lucario/Riolu... This guy might be an old, wise Alakazam... That idea came into my head while watching this certain movie that inspired me... .-.

Yayyy... magical spoons... (/owo)/

The Alakazam OC is inspired by a character who was inspired by Odin... :P

And...since I haven't asked, how are you? I've been gone for three days, and you know... I really missed you... ^^' Especially sleeping in a tent in the middle of a desert, feeling really cold, I couldn't stop thinking about you...

.////.'

Besides my terrible time sleeping, I actually had a great time. Ate the best breakfast, setting campfires, and climbing up a mountain at night... There was huge rocks at the top, so I layed and rested up there... Watching the moon rise and looking at the stars... -u-

I'm alright now I guess... ^^'

I was really confused and worried earlier in the week and broke down a bit... but my finals are over and I'm just happy they're over... -o-'

Sound like it was beautiful :D

I'm really happy that I have my bed now... I missed it as much as I missed you... XD I feel like crap sleeping in a tent... ._.

Well, I'm glad they're over... And hey, do you have a day off from school tomorrow?

Well I wasn't really on the past two days, I was really busy... ^^'

I slept in a tent for 5 days over the summer surrounded by mosquitoes in the middle of nowhere... :P xD

And yes I do :P Tuesday as well.

You would hate the cold so much if you were there... ._. And the trees because...they're evil... e_e' I'll send an Email of the picture of the place tomorrow... I also have a picture of a dry lake bed.

And cool. Will you be on most of the time tomorrow and the day after?

/.w./ yayyy!

It's been in the 10's and negatives here recently... :P how cold was it?

Umm maybe on Monday, I'll be doing my homework on Teusday... o3o I haven't posted anything in a while, a month almost, so I'll probably be drawing something... :P

Same... Around 10... ._. It gets really warm when the sun comes up, and you don't know how freakin' happy I get when I see the sun coming up... xD

Well, no more feeling cold and miserable... Glad I'm back home... -o-'

*never up early enough to see the sun come up* :P and... e_e" yikes that sucks...

Yeah... the cold kept waking me up early... It does suck... ^^'

Hey, um... Can I come over to your town in ACNL? Just us two...? ^^'

:P Ss

Well I actually got my sleep schedule knocked back to normal a bit and I'm really tired right now so I think I'm gonna go to bed... ^^' Good night.

Aw... :( Alright then, see you tomorrow... I guess I should sleep, too... I do feel tired from that trip. Well, good night, Leah.

Well, I finally remembered to tell you this dream I had weeks ago... XD OK, it all started like this: You and I were on some unknown, random island, and for some reason there were buffalos living there. Then all of a sudden they all died, and the island natives were mad. o3o They blamed it all on you for kiIling the buffalos. Supposely, you put a curse on the island that caused the many deaths of the buffalos, so the island natives were taking you somewhere to burn you alive... .-. And this story became known as The Legend of Leah...

That's it... ._.

^ XD wut...

And anyway I'm so so so so so so so so so so sorry I haven't been on... ;A;" I got pounded with school, went skiing again, went to Ohio, and was generally exhausted... I wanted to be online but I found myself falling asleep alot after school... I'm very slap happy when I get 4 hours of sleep... -.-"

I missed you guys... ;A; *hugs*

And happy birthday!!! :'D I'm working on a gift for youz... .w.

"q-p" I missed so much stuff...

Eh a bit sleeply... xD Then again 5 hours of sleep isnt exactly good for anyone... xP

Yeah school has been a b!tch... -3-" and gym... gym is hell with dogeball...

And Bravely Default comes out in 2 days.... qwp" yusss...

Oh and have you seen Death Note? .w. I watched all of it... it's just so... *-* mind twistiness...

:D oh okay yayyz!

brb food... :U

Don't destroy the school... :y just burn the homework... xD I would be perfectly fine with school if there was no homework... :P

I've never had a pr!ckly pear... xD

:D cooooool! I wanna play that game... :P

Aww that sucks... .n. hope you find it soon

Pocket knives (/:P)/ xD

Uhh we have them in pots sometimes...! /xD/

I'd actually rather stay here... I still have some homework and I would miss messages on the screen... ^^'

Finley! Owo yes use that xD

Lucario is in SSB4... qwp" I was scared he wasn't going to be... I'm happy now... ;w;"

:P Ruppiez... xD

I actually didn't originally intend for it to be a rupee because I wasn't into Zelda then, but I guess it did kinda turn into one... xD

And that solution is...? owo

Ah okay .w.

And have you ever played Flappy Bird...? ,*-*,"

,*-*, it is the spawn of satan... its evillllll...

iPod and Androids... *-* or watch people play it on youtube... *-*'

Someone tried to explain Digimon to me once... I was confused and I stopped caring 3/4ths through the conversation because I didn't understand... xDtt

And you might have the uncontrollable urge to throw your iPod across the room after playing it... Owe"

And also, Flappy Bird WILL steal your soul... *-*

e-e" whaa-? thats weird...

Eh...? And what was I doing...? :y

and okie owo//

(sOwo)b looks awesomeeee!

:'y awww... I missed you too... *hugs*

(/XD)/ yusssz

Ok .w. I'm good with that :D

Plot twistz.... >:y Ss

Yeah I'm doing homework... ^^'

Give meh yer cookiez >:y

Oh plant... >:y I haz heard of plant...

I am a Cookie... :y

Okieee x//D

Nyan pikachuz :y

Elise said Doug was a thug name, I about lost it and then she called you 'Doug the thug' and we both died... xD

Mine means from the meadow... :y

Well Cooke just means Cook so... xD yeahhhh...

wtf...?! xD

(/xD)/ nerdy soapz

Yeah just finishing up a bit of French and then I'll be done... -u-'

I literally was thinking about taking Japanese right before I read that... XD

I want to... :U I'm done with french...

:y nyaaaa french -.-"

:'y nuuuu

Hey I haz a Riolu on X with sky uppercut and blaze kick... :y

I could breed one... :y

oh and I got a shiny chansey and TWO shiny sliggoos... xD ss along with a zillion other shinies from white and white two I accumulated from trading... *w*

and I just finished my homework so I shall sleep now... -w-" good nightttttt *hugs*

But I found the chansey and sliggoos in the friend safari xD

Spam... :P

*spaming*

One upon a time, there was spam, and it was spam... the end...

Just in case you didn't know, that's based on a true story.

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