kyo yelling at himslef by messycupcake

kyo from fruits basket kyo is one of my favs off that show i like fruits basket becouse it is cute funny and a lil dark....i wish the ppl would make more eps : [

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painted on a Nintendo 3DS
18 Nov, 2012, 9:16 pm
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Raquel

18 Nov, 2012, 9:22 pm

Kyooo! I hate the anime, you see... But the manga is awesome, more characters and a different ending, you should read it! Nice draw, btw

Van Domar

18 Nov, 2012, 9:43 pm

I don't think I've seen this show

messycupcake

18 Nov, 2012, 9:59 pm

its a good show

messycupcake

18 Nov, 2012, 10:54 pm

i survied becouse i wanted to live for my fallen friend i wanted to prove my slef wrong about there being just mean ppl in this world i wanted to find light here i this world i wanted to prove everone there wrong about me im not a monster im not a puppet im not a number i will not bow to mean ppl all i ever wanted to say im must me but i allways thought i was what everone called me those evil voises in my head telling me how to act and feel i lost my self a ship wreak in my own mind drifting in and out of who i em and what everone else made me after the ship wreak i put my self back together but i lost a lil part of me i will never get back but in it place grew another part i alone cuted the puppet lines off me i broke the chains off the monster i looked it in the eyes and said you are a part of me but you will never be me i reasoned with it alone i picked a number out for my slef my voises still come and go but i fight them there geting weaker this is how i broke free i took no short cuts this is why i fight so hard to help you i have been down a long twisted path full of drop offs and dead ends like your self i was alone im helping you so your not alone walking the path

messycupcake

18 Nov, 2012, 10:54 pm

your not alone any more im here for you

Van Domar

19 Nov, 2012, 1:30 am

Thanks I realy appreasiate the help it means alot to me. If you can do I can do it. Thanks again

messycupcake

19 Nov, 2012, 1:45 am

plz never surrender stand up

Van Domar

19 Nov, 2012, 9:46 pm

I'll try it's hard to stand when you know your just going to get push back down

Van Domar

19 Nov, 2012, 10:09 pm

Would it matter by Skillet is a good one explains alot how I feel...

messycupcake

20 Nov, 2012, 12:28 am

lol never surrender is a skillet song too it reminds me of my self sometimes that and hero

messycupcake

20 Nov, 2012, 12:33 am

the more you get pushed down ever time you get up you are growing stronger you will get too strong to get pushed down one of these day and i will cheer for you and never heard that song i will have to you tube it sorry that i have not been on here lately....my mom and her bf are fighting real bad iv been watching kids

1quire

20 Nov, 2012, 1:37 am

Do you guys mean Skrillex? Composed by the guy with a half shaved head right? I like a lot of those songs. You should listen to "Going In For the Kil.l".

Van Domar

20 Nov, 2012, 2:56 am

If feels like I'm getting weaker rather then stronger with each push it's harder to get up... It gets to were I don't want to get up cause I know what's going to happen... I like the hero song too, your are the closest thing I got as hero, thanks for being a hero I really needed one... don't worry bout it your family is more important then I am. I got another question sorry it's a tuff one don't have to answer it if you don't want too. Is it hard living out on your own? I mean it's been bothering me for years even if I do escape my family is it any better? Sorry it really frustrates me I over think things makes my head spin I always have to go over every little detail, I keep coming over the same problem... Even if I survive this and escape from this prison... am I just going to get in a new one... then have everything start over again... do I really want to get up again to just get pushed back down but even further... I'm sorry bout the question I must be getting on your nerves... sorry

messycupcake

20 Nov, 2012, 3:22 am

no your never on my nerve : ) no you will get stronger over time is it hard to live on your own... no and yes the no part being its pure freedom i and i may be get 2 or 3 stabes a week bbut im free to act however i fell like when the stabes hurt im free to live my own life the way i choose thats the best part i think. the yes part being you have to get a job to keep the house the job wicth in turns becomes a prison to most i realy like my job and are you a good cook becouse you have to eat somthing to live lol i suck at cooking but you should give it a try dont over think...its ok hero huh......thanks never got called that befor that means a lot to me ^ - ^

messycupcake

20 Nov, 2012, 3:31 am

its all freedom when you start a new life of you own you will under stand if your scard of geting in to another prison here my avice to you : get a job you will like and thats how you start your new life with out a new prison hope this helps out

Van Domar

20 Nov, 2012, 5:23 am

Well you should get called hero more often! You are totaly a big help to me, and from what I read you help your siblings alot too! They should/must think of you as a hero too! Thanks for all the help it means alot to me to have someone to talk to. cooking hu I pretty good at it as long as I'm reading the recipy corectly XD got the flour and sugar mixed up once oh it was horrible XD. I hope I can get a job that has to do with writing or drawing. Thanks for the help this has been buging me for awhile... the hole stress of wanting/having to please my parents and trying/wanting to escape from it all... sorry if I seem real depressing at times I don't mean to be it just comes out that way... I'm still trying to open up to ppl... really hard when you've been hiding it for six years... but I'll keep trying there has to be something at the end of the stupid path...

messycupcake

20 Nov, 2012, 5:47 am

its ok to open up lil by lil you can learn your feelings all over again instead of it just comeing back like a flood.....did this sound me sorry if it dose i dont mean it to be dont worry there is all ways something good at the end of every tunnler ever path its called freedom!

Van Domar

20 Nov, 2012, 2:46 pm

Ya think I had that problem at first... the knifes started sinking in all at once... so I had to pull them back out... then there was this new knife that I never felt before that just slunk right in... no it's a right you didn't say anything mean, thanks for advise

messycupcake

20 Nov, 2012, 6:42 pm

new knife what happend......are you ok

Van Domar

20 Nov, 2012, 10:49 pm

Oh remember that sun set drawing I made?... well um... I never really felt love before (corse my parents say they love me, but that can't be it.) I thought the person actully cared about me... this is going to sound really dumb... It was someone on here that I fell in love with... ya I know I'm an idiot... well anyways she left didn't say a thing haven't heard from her sence... really hurt... corse all new emotions hurt they're the sarpest of knifes they sink in so fast that you don't know what's happening till you see the blood...

messycupcake

21 Nov, 2012, 12:12 am

no you not an idoit love is a very hard feeling to feel the feeling love can come in many ways but heart break is heart break im sorry you had to feel it like that any how learn from this and you will one day find your other half some where lol im still looking for my half my mom has the same kind of love for me as your pairents do for you im sorry dont get mad but there love is called twisted love

messycupcake

21 Nov, 2012, 12:13 am

umm hey van you dont cut your self do you......

Van Domar

21 Nov, 2012, 12:29 am

No sorry I call my emotions knifes cause they feel like knife the new emotions are new knifes very sharp the sink in real easily but most of the time came be pulled out easliy old emotions or duel old knifes don:t sink in as easily but when they're in they do alot of damage coming out... Sorry if I confused you no I don't stab myself that would just make me wreaker then I already am... don't worry bout the whole love thing I pulled it out most of the way...

Van Domar

21 Nov, 2012, 12:30 am

Again sorry I have a weird language...

messycupcake

21 Nov, 2012, 12:39 am

o thank gosh you dont cut your self i would be sad if you did so this knife tell me is it sharp or dull? no you dont sound weird hey were do you stand at on traceing i would like to post a few pics i have traced i want to see how cool there look in 3d i thought i would ask some one that i know on here so i can get a honest repaly back

Van Domar

21 Nov, 2012, 12:55 am

I'd say it's okay as long as your honest with everyone I trace stuff out my note book. Tec it's my art but I still tell ppl I traced it outta my note book, so they don't give be guff bout it. Which knife you talking bout?... I got a few stabing at me right now, but I don't know which one your talking about.

Van Domar

21 Nov, 2012, 12:58 am

Ya I always found stabing ones' self to releive pain to be kind of stupid... corse I hit myself but at least it only last for a few minutes...

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