Cool pic... sounds alot like my perdicament...

Oh no you don't have to do that sorry I just thought it sounded alot like my problem...

ok i thought the saying was very true so i wanted to share it and i wanted a story that would go good with the pic

Oh ya it is deffinetly true

Oh I'm going crazy! I swear things just have to get worse nd worse I hate it! I'm sick of trying so hard only to have it all fall apart! I'm sorry but I'm losing it... I... I don't know what to do anymore...

keep fighting. what happened? i might be able to help

YOUR NOT CRAZY

But I am I keep geting these voices in my head telling me I'm a failure that I'm some monster no one wants that I'm never going to be anything! It hurts I can't ecsape it cause it's in my own head! The stoopid voices keep making death seem so inviting! It'd be easyer I'd be free no more voices no more pain no more anything! I don't know what to do I could escape, but I might miss something, then the stoopid voice comes in and tells me miss what? more pain, work, failure, you were never going to be anything but a speck of dust! No one will miss you! These voices really hurt! It hurt when it came from other ppl, but now it's coming from myself! I can't hide anymore I can't wait anymore I still have two more years before I can get outta the house and try anew! I can't wait two more years! The longer I'm here the more it hurts! It hurts having parents but yet they won't even listen all they can think about is how bad they're lives were, they don't see me! I can't do anything to get them to listen cause I have to be the example If I mess up I get punished twice as bad but yet my brother can throw fits when ever he wants and doesn't get in trouble cause he's ADHD Well guess what I do to I'm better at controlling it I learned unlike him that doing what's wrong gets you introuble, makes things worst, but yet the rules some how don't apply to him! He gets my parents attention and absorbs it all, he wins and complains that he doesn't have any friends! He doesn't have any cause he's aways such a big jerk! Me I was nice I tryed to talk and have fun, but all I got was a hard cold stone brick wall! Why what am I doing wrong! Am I a jerk too! I'm just going to Ki.ll myself so that I can ecsape then my stoopid parents can read this and finally open their stoopid eyes and see what's been going on right under their stoopid little noses while they were to busy with their own memories and problems! Then they'l be sorry but then of corse it's too late! I'm dead I'm gone then they'll

just forget about me and go on happile with their lives. I know my brother and sisters would be happy I'm gone they'd get everything I have! Unlie my brother who destroys all his stuff I presurve my stuff I make it last years! Uh maybe cause my paper and pencils were my friends and I took care of they cause they were all I got! What kind of loser has pictures as friends oh wait I do I draw my friends I talk to my Shadow I yell at myself and hit myself for being a something that everyone hates! I'll never be good enough! Why the heal am I still alive!

Sorry so so sorry messy I didn't mean to go all crazy I I'm just geting these voices in my head... I got no one to talk too no one will listen... I'm sorry I lost control... you can delete those coments if they're in the way...

no your wrong i would miss you very much to me u are somtething your kind of like the lil bro i allways wanted but never got you are a friend not a failure you are a very good artist and not dust not a jerk. STOP hurting your self STOP talking about your self like this your alive to be alive PLZ DONT END YOUR LIFE dont thow it away im here for you i care what happens to you you remeber how sad puffys older bro got i would get sad like that plz your not a wast your a human if i could meet you i would hug you and tell you its going to be ok so for now air hug dont you di.e on me lil bro

okay I'll try... it's geting really hard latley... you realy think I'm like a little brother? Ha lol I just realized I'm the little one for once I'm so used to being the oldest out of everyone... (sorry that kind of sounded mean I didn't meen to be mean...) thanks big sis

your wecome and yes i realy do think of you like that as for the voises lisen to your own the one thats in you heart tell the other ones to shut it

I can't tell the difference anymore I can't tell if I'm saying about myself or this stoopid monster inside of me!

your you not a monster. hey what is the monster you allways talk about you have never realy told me....is it just a name ppl call you....so your mind is fadeing in and out not good not good at all i have been down that path its not cool at all plz just dont loose the real you in that dark hazy mist what ever happens i will still be your friend just keep fighting hang in there plz dont give up lil bro : ) i know you can make it

When I moved remember how I said I changed my name to try and be someone different. Hopefully make some friends that time. It didn't work out how I planed ppl were still mean to me... So instead of messing around with trying to make friends which was a waste of time... I ignored them I hid my emotions in the back of my mind and focusted on something else (which would be drawing) I thought that if I didn't give the monster (ppl) anything to feed on it (they) couldn't hurt me... I was wrong... They found something to feed on dispite my efforts... They started calling me inhuman cause I didn't show any emotions I didn't talk to anyone... but it didn't mean I didn't have any... Everyone started spreading roomors about me saying how I was yet again some how different from everyone else... It's hard not to beleave what they say... Could be true maybe that's why ppl ignored me when I tryed to be nice... maybe there is something wrong with me...

The monster is me I guess...

you not inhuman not a monster if thats what you think you are then those mean ppl are bigger monsters being diffrant is ok it just means that you will not bow to the mean ppl your are like a rainbow the mean ppl are gray colorec there is nothing wrong with being diffrant most of the inventers of stuff were diffrant just think if this place had nothing but gray in it im happy to be a rainbow

the monster is not you

Then what is in my stoopid head!!! What is driving me insane! How did you survive these these voices! It hurts so much to have everyone treat me so differently like a monster! I don't what to be a monster! I just want to escape!

read my latest pic i posted there for you what i have to say is too long and dont think it will fit on this pic