Posion knifes are the worst of emotion >_< I'm mean the rusted ones hurt when pulled out and the sharp ones may cut deep but those posion ones leave something behind that never truly goes away

Monter within is a good one^-^

ya i like that one and awake and alive o and allso hero and i will help if you can not control the monster i will help end the night mare (>^-^)>

It's not amatter of contolling it I can control it pretty well when it comes to hiding it I just can't... oh it's hard to explain...

tell me

im fighting my monster i want to go one way but the monster wants to go the other way but one of these days we will both go the same way

I just can't open up to ppl it's really hard I've spents years of hiding from them cause they might pull at my strings. I scared to try cause it might blow up like everything else does. Why try when I'm just going to fail anyways

why try it....i ask that too sometimes but im happy i have opened up a lil i got to meet the other rp ppl and i got to meet you im happy i would have never said that last year i was like a souless zombi last year
if shadles is you in your rp then you have been opening up lil by lil evertime dont belive me read what you have wrote no one has blown up on you and no your not a fail dont be scared opening up to ppl i have leared to keep trying that way in the end i can say i tryed

to be honest with you a lot of ppl scare me some ppl just give the mean feeling off to me when i walk right by them you know what i mean.....?

I get that feeling alot... I may be openening up on here it's harder in real life... Cause I get that feeling when I'm near ppl that their going to say or do something to me it gets worst in big crowds. I am so clausterfobic yet I trape myself in this stoopid room every day!

ya i freak out and start to get shakey in crowds.....maybe go for a walk for a walk on a trail that ppl walk on often so you can get used to ppl at your on pace and if you start to lose it then walk some where else for a lil bit walking at night is fun to do but be carefull if you go walken at night

Night walks are fun got. Love the moon light^-^

ya moon light is great i like it when its the full moon : ]

Got the moon cicels on my calender I plan every full moon to go on a walk don't have very many good places to walk to tho

o im sorry do you live in a big crowed city? with me i just go to my park and hang out there watching the moon

No I live in a small city, their park sucks tho real nasty. & you have to walk a long ways to get to any cool places. Oh and the rp I'm working on another character he's half blind I thought you might want this part It's okay to take a guys part. Don't have to if you don't want to.

i want to take a part it dont matter girl boy but your pics are so nice some one beats me to it lol but im happy for you even if i get no part im still going to star the pics and read the rp and your park sucks? no one never gos to my park lol its just me out there iv only seen maybe 4 diffrant ppl this year there and thats it

I'll make sure you get this part^-^ Alot of ppl go to this park makes it a little too crowded for my confert.

realy crowed parks suck my city has two one is allways crowed and its by a big busy noisey highway so i go to the peacefull other one if i get the part great
: ). If some one else gets it then i was too slow lol

No I'll just put resurved for messy

if you want to but wont the others get mad

They better not I want everyone to have a part and that means you need one and compleat strangers asking for a part I'm gonna give it to a friend

lol ok you have a point thank you then