You said you'd protect me, but that was a lie. You pulled at the strings of my web of emotions, freeing the spider that devower my wall of sanaty. Now I'm going crazy these emotions are burning, to my very core were I keep it all stored. You burned it down exposing it to the flames of betrail. Now I'm running, from the flames, but they keep on feeding. I try to give it nothing to, feed on. But it still comes me. And stop untill it, consumes all! Sounds better when ya hear it.
that was wow very cool you came up with that cant wait to read the rest of it ! is this song talking about your life? do you play any thing im learning how to play the drums like rock drums not the marching one!
No not you. someone else did tho, ya it explains alot about me... Ppl alway pulling on my strings taring a hole in the web then oh I hate spider scare the hole eggnogg outta me comes out and starts consuming everything. So I put up these stoopid walls to protect myself from the spider. But the stoopid spider always finds something to feed on even when I think I've given it nothing to feed upon. It drives me crazy I put the stoopid walls up to protect me but really they've traped me! ya I play tne guitar but school only does two lessons so haven't been playing lately.
thats when you need a bird to pull you out of the falling web and take you somewhere safer and im happy that im not the one that betrayed you but i em sorry about ppl treating you like this....i would realy help you if i saw ppl being mean to you in real life
I tryed self teaching myself the piano lol I sucked so bad not as easy as self teaching myself to draw. I love the sound of the piano so southing yet so... so oh what's that word. sorry mind went blank. It confused me when I was little, fact it still confuses me when I try to be nice or try to be, or do something and then that person just turns it around or just ignores me... It's like what I do to you I only tryed being nice I only showed an emotion! Am I not allowed to have emotions do they have to boil with untill it finally breaks the wall down and I go crazy! Then there's the ppl that seem nice but ya don't know if they're gonna stab ya in the back! The walls ment to protect me but it's also hold me back it's so frustrating
keep the wall half builded but leave half down so nice ppl can help you build a wall that only thery and you can climb over time maybe the nice ppl can fix the cracks in the other bad wall : )
over time it will heal with the right good ppl. my wall was nothing but cracks its geting better its takeing time i should thank you some of the cracks in my wall are no more there thanks to you. so i bow and say thank you to you. just plz give it some time you will be surpized at how many ppl will help fix your wall just plz give it time
you have acepted me for who i em you made me want to keep fighting to gain a spot in this world i will keep on fighting bencouse i know im not alone thx so much
Comments
13 Nov, 2012, 12:46 am
if you are a girl i love you
13 Nov, 2012, 1:41 am
i em and.....um i dont know you so no sorry
13 Nov, 2012, 3:29 am
Hahaha oh lol looks like you gotta admirer Messy ^-^ great pic by the ways! Lol that was so random XD
13 Nov, 2012, 4:34 am
Birdy! :3
13 Nov, 2012, 6:22 pm
jez van dont rub it in lol
13 Nov, 2012, 11:32 pm
Sorry^-^
14 Nov, 2012, 2:40 am
: )
15 Nov, 2012, 2:07 am
Got this tune in my head so I made this song to go with it you wanna hear it?... or I mean read it?
15 Nov, 2012, 2:18 am
yes i will read it did you make it?! but yes plz post it : ]
15 Nov, 2012, 3:00 am
You said you'd protect me, but that was a lie. You pulled at the strings of my web of emotions, freeing the spider that devower my wall of sanaty. Now I'm going crazy these emotions are burning, to my very core were I keep it all stored. You burned it down exposing it to the flames of betrail. Now I'm running, from the flames, but they keep on feeding. I try to give it nothing to, feed on. But it still comes me. And stop untill it, consumes all! Sounds better when ya hear it.
15 Nov, 2012, 3:02 am
sorry forgot the at... at comes (at) me
15 Nov, 2012, 3:03 am
And I forgot won't at and it (won't) stop
15 Nov, 2012, 3:14 am
that was wow very cool you came up with that cant wait to read the rest of it ! is this song talking about your life? do you play any thing im learning how to play the drums like rock drums not the marching one!
15 Nov, 2012, 3:16 am
did i betray you...... : (
15 Nov, 2012, 3:28 am
No not you. someone else did tho, ya it explains alot about me... Ppl alway pulling on my strings taring a hole in the web then oh I hate spider scare the hole eggnogg outta me comes out and starts consuming everything. So I put up these stoopid walls to protect myself from the spider. But the stoopid spider always finds something to feed on even when I think I've given it nothing to feed upon. It drives me crazy I put the stoopid walls up to protect me but really they've traped me! ya I play tne guitar but school only does two lessons so haven't been playing lately.
15 Nov, 2012, 3:36 am
thats when you need a bird to pull you out of the falling web and take you somewhere safer and im happy that im not the one that betrayed you but i em sorry about ppl treating you like this....i would realy help you if i saw ppl being mean to you in real life
15 Nov, 2012, 3:39 am
ps me and spyders do not get a long i got bite by a wolf spyder not very long ago the dr gave me some pills so i should be better real soon
15 Nov, 2012, 3:58 am
the guital thats cool im self teaching my self how to play the drums
15 Nov, 2012, 4:49 am
I tryed self teaching myself the piano lol I sucked so bad not as easy as self teaching myself to draw. I love the sound of the piano so southing yet so... so oh what's that word. sorry mind went blank. It confused me when I was little, fact it still confuses me when I try to be nice or try to be, or do something and then that person just turns it around or just ignores me... It's like what I do to you I only tryed being nice I only showed an emotion! Am I not allowed to have emotions do they have to boil with untill it finally breaks the wall down and I go crazy! Then there's the ppl that seem nice but ya don't know if they're gonna stab ya in the back! The walls ment to protect me but it's also hold me back it's so frustrating
15 Nov, 2012, 6:51 pm
keep the wall half builded but leave half down so nice ppl can help you build a wall that only thery and you can climb over time maybe the nice ppl can fix the cracks in the other bad wall
: )
16 Nov, 2012, 1:21 am
That's alot of cracks...
16 Nov, 2012, 1:52 am
over time it will heal with the right good ppl. my wall was nothing but cracks its geting better its takeing time i should thank you some of the cracks in my wall are no more there thanks to you. so i bow and say thank you to you. just plz give it some time you will be surpized at how many ppl will help fix your wall just plz give it time
16 Nov, 2012, 3:33 am
You've helped more, then I have. I'm just the guy that draws pics of shadows. I really should be the one bowing
16 Nov, 2012, 6:26 pm
you have acepted me for who i em you made me want to keep fighting to gain a spot in this world i will keep on fighting bencouse i know im not alone thx so much
16 Nov, 2012, 11:33 pm
Thanks for excepting me for who I am
16 Nov, 2012, 11:36 pm
your welcome ^-^