ive been mad at my friend all weekend :(

@-lilly-_-1217 why??

i have a question for u

@reyko_kun yes

why u always let people to vent with u but i never see you talking abt your own problems and fears

I never see u vent and it makes feel worried bc u also need talk abt your own problems

@reyko_kun uh

@reyko_kun nahh dw its fine i js make sure people have someone to talk to

U sure? u can always vent to me

@reyko_kun yes and ty!! ^^

Okay now i'm going to let u in peace

oh thank you

i think i like him but idk, maybe he likes someone better than me anyway and i know im too young (im not finding some relationship) but i want him to know my feelings since i dont want to hide it anymore and i think im so scared

@sonicreations well how does he treat you compared to others?

@sonicreations also ik that feeling sigh

shes completly changed, shes not like how i rememberd her on thursday. she has a bf but then all of a sudden she wants to break up w/ him and then after she tells me that she says already w/ smone else. she told me all of this on a game. after awhile my friend kat she gets back on and her so called new bf WHO ISALSO MY FRIEND says he wants to have a small talk w/ her i then leave but wait for an HOUR i felt betrayed.. things changed so fast and it hurt me ...

srry 4 to much :(

@-lilly-_-1217 i promise its not too much, but just so i have things correctly, she cheated on him?

no exactly my friend s he talked to her saying he doesnt rlly wanna date n stuff but kat she didnt care abt how i felt she jst continued talking to him and i finally said i give up and she jst let me go SHE JUST LET ME LEAVE LIKE THAT she never does that she used to always beg me to stay on... she also said she wants to chang everything abt herself and i tried talking to her that changing urself takes time but i never got to talk to her... :/ i jst feel betrayed and confused and mad

my ex gf/bsf has been ignoring me for 5 weeks bc she thought smth i said in SEPTEMBER was all of the sudden SOOO annoying to her. And im always around her sooo..

heyyy you did the same as me!!! :3

@-lilly-_-1217 i dont blame you. since she cheated, i wouldnt talk to her or maybe set some boundaries? the reason she ghosted you is stupid, but i can see where shes coming from. a cheater is a cheater, and if you dont distance yourself that may cause problems in the future. we cant control people, only ourselves.

he treated me very well and hes so sweet that he made me fall inlove with him

the thing is.... she is in a thruple relationship... her old bf and... me...

@L4m0ur_D3_M4_V13 september??????? talk about being late. she shouldnt have gotten mad just now since the time has passed, i get mad when people talk to me about something just a day later. how do you feel???

@-lilly-_-1217 how do you feel about that?

@sonicreations aw that makes sense. if you want to confess, i say do it but tread lightly so you dont ruin the friendship.

@sonicreations whats stopping you from doing it?

It hurts considering she was my number one person just months ago. I tried for abt a week and a half to get her to talk to me so we could end the friendship on good terms, but she doesn't even look at me. Im trying to js move on and not give a shi but i see her EVERYDAYYY

thats why im mad she always tells me things personal.abt herself but then she doesnt want to..

i talked to my friend and they said u should prob break up w/ them i said i will if it gets worse...
jst the thought of being betrayed hurts... i knew i shouldv stuck to being single...

@L4m0ur_D3_M4_V13 aw im sorry. hqve you ended the friendship or still trying to find a way?

@-lilly-_-1217 how do you think it will get worse? also im sorry shes in a relationship with her EX and YOU??

im still trying, one of our mutual friends is gonna try to help but im not sure atm. i don't want to fall into another depression episode iykyk

@L4m0ur_D3_M4_V13 i hope you dont either. im glad theres someone who supports you and is trying to help you, but that can cause lots of unwanted drama. what are you planning to do?

it might get worse bc the friend group she has she said she feels like its gonna fall apart bc what shes doing
if it does fall apart that would be second friend ive been that ive had to leave bc of smth terrible... i hope it doesnt get worse im jst mad i never got to talk to her abt whs
at shes doing so i couldev sort through everthing and possibly help but no so now i have to deal w/ everything tmrw mourning...

i think im gonna try to tell our friend to back out only bc i don't want her to be associated with anything that happens. if anything doesn't change, imma js try to let it go

@-lilly-_-1217 dont text her thats the worst way something could end. if the friendgroup collapses then what a shame, but im sure youll find better friends and still stay friends with most of the others

@L4m0ur_D3_M4_V13 i understand that

@L4m0ur_D3_M4_V13 so what do you thin, will happen

yea :( rlly wish none of that happens tmrw

idk i've gotten a lot of info from others who say she js ignores ppl for no reason and ragebaits them. so a few days ago i texted her that i was glad for what we had but you treated me like shi for smth i don't even understand and if she ever js decided to talk to me, that was fine but we were done completely either way

@-lilly-_-1217 maybe everything will be chill?

if she gets mad, lowk her fcking problem not mine. i have enough ppl to go to. Soo.. tbh.. she can go fck herself? idk dude

yea hopefully

@L4m0ur_D3_M4_V13 thats a key point. they said shes a ragebaiter, so the September thing was her attempting to ragebait you.

yea pretty much..

it js hurts and im terrible at getting over things :sweat_smile:

sometimes, i feel very insecure about myself, if should stay true to myself.

@bluebird458 what do you mean?

@L4m0ur_D3_M4_V13 me too bro

@_blueberry-muffins_ almost like i lack any certainty in aspirations have interest in (if that makes sense)

@bluebird458 dont worry it makes sense. what makes you feel that way? intrusive thoughts or something else?

@_blueberry-muffins_ to me, i feel excited at first, but then i start to feel doubtful

@bluebird458 about what?

@_blueberry-muffins_ some things that i want try out

@bluebird458 maybe try them!! why dont you want to, are you demotivated like you said or do you think people will mock you?

@bluebird458 i think you can do anything you put your mind to (besides flying)

@_blueberry-muffins_ probably the first reason, demotivation. but i do try to keep on going.

@bluebird458 why are you demotivated? also its good that you try!!

im going to bed anyone can still vent i will be back tomorrow

@_blueberry-muffins_ i completely agree with you.

@_blueberry-muffins_ okay, goodnight.

hii... just lemmi dump this on you real quick (so sorry). i think i have pmdd (premenstual dysmorphic disorder) or something along the lines of it. long story short my hormones get really messed up on my period. i don't know if it is what my problem is but there isn't anyting i can do until my pedes appointment in june. my mom will just tell me to drink water and take my vitamins (and yet shes over here trying to figure out her own chronic illness)

but because of whatever this may be i have lost all motivation for the things i love. i can't draw any more, i can't read, my attention span is next to none. i literally laid in bed until noon because i just couldn't get up. what worries me is my dream is to go to vocational school in japan for animation but my mom just wants me to do a well paying trade and call it good, but also with not having an ounce of motivation for art i can't work on a portfolio for the scholarship

im sorry that's a lot. i don't have access to anyone to talk to and i needed to get it off my chest

my mom kinda hates me,
that's all

Had some rando yell at me for being a femboy but James is a W

@calicrowxd is there any way you could be scheduled earlier? also its completely fine. i would research the topic along with water and vitamins, maybe see if anyone else has it or suffers from the same problems. i know you didnt mention this but to keep focus, i write things down and keep a journal. an agenda works as well, especially for reminders.

@calicrowxd for motivation look at pinterest or google or even on here for ideas. if you want something to read i have many good book recs!

@gigifonzy why do you think that?

@krushclub w jaames

@bluebird458 hey