I am at the point in my life where I have to start being more responsible and plan for a future I havent decided yet, it's all just so stressful. It's also not like I haven't been struggling with other things on top of this fat anxiety weighing over my mind. I just want it all to disappear, I want to run, but I can't. The one person I need the most right now is 16 hours away and I just need him, my whole worlds crumbling. At least I haven't s3lf h4rm3d in over 2 months? #vent #hopeforanend