drama 1 with hh vs ava
drama 2 with me vs mochi
then it was kolti vs shadow for drama 3 (they had their user as koti at the time so that's why im referring to them as that, dont get your pants in a twist.)
then it was koltis insane friends vs me because i stood up for shadow.
now its me and kylethealien vs promedia.

like genuinely make it stop. I'm tired. I don't want to involve myself, but I'd feel guilty for not being a good person and helping.

idc about my grammar rn, i just want to make a public statement

I came back to this site with high hopes of achieving my goal of becoming an author for a graphic novel/manga and an animator of a cartoon and anime series. And I'm proving my worth very well. the thing that makes me hate Colors so much is the community. I've no clue how many people I've blocked, but let me tell you, NO ONE IN MY BLOCK LIST ARE GOOD PEOPLE.

I mean the community I've built for myself, I love dearly. but everyone else's communities on here? Gosh fricking dang get help.

Like stop publicizing your private dramas with people. Ive seen my enemies on here do it, ive seen my own followers do it. JUST STOP. THE INTERNET IS NOT YOUR FRICKING *********. GO TALK TO YOUR FAMILY OR AN ACTUAL ********* ABOUT YOUR PROBLEMS AND DRAMAS, NOT HERE OR ANYWHERE ELSE. IM SO TIRED OF SEEING DRAMA EVERYWHERE TWENTY-FOUR FRICKING-SEVEN

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gosh dang didnt know an actual profession was a censored word

And people come to my dni list asking if they should f- off. dude. I don't give a çrap WHO YOU ARE, JUST DON'T PULL THE SAME STUNTS ON ME THAT THEY DID. ASKING THESE QUESTIONS TO ME ALONE IS ENOUGH TO FRICKING TICK ME OFF NOW.

ITS NOT NECESSARY

I BLOCK KOLTI, BUT DO I CARE IF SOME OF THEIR FOLLOWERS FOLLOW ME?! NO! AS LONG AS THEY DON'T DO THE SAME ÇRAP AS THEM OR THEIR IMMEDIATE FRIENDS, I GENUINELY DO NOT CARE! GO WILD, JUST DON'T BE LIKE THEM AND TREAT ME LIKE FILTH

ugh im gonna have a fricking aneurysm

i've said this to many people on here, and i'll say it here again. IF YOU HAVE DRAMA WITH SOMEONE, DO. NOT. PUBLICIZE. IT. I DON'T GIVE A DARN IF THE PERSON YOU MENTION IS A HORRIBLE PERSON, YOU'RE ONLY MAKING THINGS WORSE FOR YOURSELF. The only time I wouldn't CARE about stuff like that if it's a defense post. Imma be real here, all the times ive seen defense posts on this site were just callouts in sheeps wool.

So its a "rules for thee not for me" type of situation with these people, and it genuinely ticks me the frick off

And people will laugh at me and mock me and slander my name for NO fricking reason at all. Must be my reaction or some cr** idk, but still

I try to open the door for conversation and people take that as an excuse to send me şexual jokes and threats to R$%# me. And then they'll laugh it off saying "bro cant take a joke". BUDDY, IT ISNT A JOKE!

You all have no idea how long ive been holding my tongue over this. I've done it for my own sanity, but it's time to let the cat out of the bag. (no pun intended)

My brain doesn't work the same as you. I'm not a normal human being, I've stated in my bio that I have autism. I've stated in comments that I have depression, and a potential case of ADHD and an aggressively growing case of PTSD that will stick with me forever.

You know what, why should I care about your problems when I talk about you when you say the most VILE things about me. Stuff I wouldn't even say to my fricking emotional abūser

I've kinda lost the ability to care. I still do, but at the same time I just want to disassociate myself from this site, and I don't want to. I feel like i'd betray all of you if i just went up and announced my permanent departure.
I don't want to do that anyway because this is the only good digital art app i have, and its a good alternative to traditional art

im not even gonna bother to check if anyone I mentioned responds to this, but if it's more vile cr** about me that's very concerning, yall can feel free to @ me in said individual's post so I know how to defend myself.

it's better for me to defend than offend. And i'm done offending, unlike some people on here.

TL;DR, This isn't a call-out post, this is a public statement to stop making your dramas known to everyone. settle your stuff privately so no bystanders (like me) become victimized. As for me I'm going to stop talking about these people and not respond to them because they don't deserve my attention. I'm going back to art as I should've done a long time ago. have a good day/evening, you can comment now.

Pleeeeeease no more drama until and after th 17th, i dont wanna move into my new house coming with stupid bullcr** drama TwT

Sorry if i sounded like an insensitive jerk, that wasn't my intention. If you couldn't tell, I've been at my fricking limit the past few months holding this all in, and i'm only saying this now so i dont end up indirectly hurting myself over it.

ngl but, if the drama is on the other site, then why do they have to bring it here. WHY ARE THEY BRINGING IT UP ON AN ART APP

and ofc, CANT THEY SETTLE THE DRAMA IN PRIVATE- like when it's publicized, SOME people would dare to send threats and stuff like that.

@ruustyzthe67guy I feel unsafe bro like I want to rip my own skin

Off^

Im going to bed, my awesome grandma is coming to visit for a few weeks tomorrow, I wanna be a happy clam in the mornin

sure, have a good sleep

f4 bro i hate drama

bro this is so true i hate when a drama is public just open a private for this-

THATS WHAT IM SAYING BROOO