hi

@_blueberry-muffins_ heya, you okay? :[

idk atp

so like my parents got divorced and since he wasnt my bio dad im never allowed to see him again

@_blueberry-muffins_ oh my gosh...i'm genuinely so sorry, i can't even begin to fathom how hard that must be :[

my grandmother is homøphobic, and mocked my ******** best friend after a very scary phone call and she only knew bc my mom told her after promising me not to tell anyone. on the phone with a family friend she described my dad as a great person and then said "she shouldve left him a long time ago"????

i was later talking about how i felt bad bc my friend sent me pics of a party i was never invited to, and my grandmother said "why are there rainbows are her parents gay?!" and then talked abt my

hispanic friend and said "she is legal right?!" and has said the n word

süicidal*

also sorry and ty

@_blueberry-muffins aw geez...it's genuinely so sad that adults can be this immature. this burden is one that you shouldn't even have to carry. i'm so sorry you have to deal with these things...it seems exhausting. i hope your grandma quits mocking your friends and i hope things get better for you and your friends because none of you deserve this. i'm here for you, hang in there :]

thank you

@_blueberry-muffins_ ofc ^^

uh- im Mexican, i heard a rumor that ice might come to my school district ik im legal and all but its still terrifying

@Kyle-The-Alien i'm sorry :[ i really hate ice...i hope they don't show up. try to stay safe :[

@bambi_the_deer bro ur litterally so sweet its making me cry and I fr appreciate having u as my friend and making this fr fr

@c0c0_puffs aw you're so nice :sob: thank you and likewise ^^

@bambi_the_deer yw pookieee<3

um hi :D

@_Im_Forgetting_You ah, apologies, i was offline :'] is everything alright? :[

* @_Im_Forgetting_You_

not really tbh :'[ @bambi_the_deer

(mb i was also offline)

im just so done with everything yk? like im losing sleep i cant focus during school, my own family lied about me to my parents and ive become ******** again. im so depressed all the time and nobody knows it because i just shrug it off and pretend everythings okay. i feel so ugly all the time, i am always getting called fat and asked 'why do you look like that?' im so done. i hate being hyperseggual. i am disgusted with myself, i didnt mean to see that stuff. im just done with everything rn

sui cidal**

im also so scared right now because of ice. i come from an immigrant family which only speaks spanish and im scared that if i protest against ice im going to either get deported or seriously hurt.

@_Im_Forgetting_You_ i see...i know how dull and ****!ng meaningless life can seem. everything's always the same, like a boring movie replaying day after day. life sucks, so i'm so **** proud of you for making it this far. i know it may seem pointless right now, but please keep fighting. fight for those who care about you, because there are a lot (including me) of people who do, whether you realize it or not. fight for the little things, fight for the very prospect of tomorrow (1)

@_Im_Forgetting_You_ also, anyone who makes you feel like you're anything less than beautiful is a fool.
you're not disgusting for being hyper s3ggsual, in fact it's completely normal to experience those thoughts. i know it sucks, and it feels so icky and wrong, but you're valid. you're not disgusting.
ah, how i hate ice. i'm so sorry, the fact that you even have to worry about ice is just so messed up. i wish you and your family the very best. good luck out there and stay safe

@bambi_the_deer
i am crying right now, thank you so much youre so nice. i wish the best for you and i thank you so much for makong me feel better about myself. <3

@_Im_Forgetting_You_ ofc, i'm always here for you <3 if you ever need to vent again, yk where to find me ^^

I have su1c1dal thoughts bc my family, friends, and even my sister put so much pressure on me

@Beatzzpurminote i'm so sorry to hear that...i hope you know that you ARE enough, no matter what :] their constant pressure may be burdensome, but i assure you, you're so much more than their expectations ^^

@bambi_the_deer My parents also Refuse to let me have most online games cuz of creeps! And my mom wants to get roblox tooken down cuz of the ceo and all that stuff, and one of the only online games she allows is shutting down! :cry:

@Beatzzpurminote aw geez :[ i'm sorry

@bambi_the_deer i secretly play roblox on my uncle's phone, my uncle allows cuz he believes that the game and drama are separate :,]

oooh, nice! :D still, watch out for creeps! there are a lot of bad people on the internet, so stay safe ^^

uhm :alien:

So i have depression and paranoia (i think) and i've never told anyone: my parents, my friends. and the only thing MY WHOLE SOCIAL CIRCLE(rec room) is getting deleted,......And i watch physological horror games: drawnout, Dexs party, etc etc to make me feel better but my parents are saying its the thing thats giving me depression, They dont even know whats giving me it, I dont even know at this point its a mix of: Fake friends, barely socializing, rec room getting deleted, so i noved to here.

*moved

which i thought would be a more supportive place but i'll never know till i've been here for awhile.

@Datagen_ aw geez, i'm sorry...depression AND paranoia are really difficult things to go through alone, so i'm glad you felt that you were able to tell me. i know rec room's deletion can't be helping, so i'm sorry for that too. psychological horror games are really cool, i wish they understood that it doesn't cause depression. i know things suck right now (and that's probably an understatement) but i truly hope things get better for you. welcome to colors, i wish you the best :]

And everyone at my church as a friendi dont

@Datagen_ pardon? 0_o

wdym