Giovanni is his name

(song: Simulation Swarm - Big Thief)

So I could have had a an older brother, yet he died while still in my mother, she didnt care bc 'he wasnt even a baby yet' but it crushed me I always died for acceptance so when I started to dream about an older brother(I had dreams about an other sister but it died out..) Now I wonder ...Would I have been accepted as a pup to a wolf. maybe he would look after me and care and show it.
#Godbless kitties