. by razor_butt

im so tired, like, mentally, exhausted, I did 9 geometry exams in the span of 3 hrs, i went shopping for shorts, and then went to walmart for tank tops, I saw slightly revealing two piece bathing suits, and i pointed them out, to which she said no, it made me upset because im finally confident enough about my chub, and that just made me not want to go swimmimg at all, because while yes, im grateful for my current bathing suit, but, it covers up my belly, and I just dont like it. cont in comments

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24 Mar, 2026, 9:53 pm
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razor_butt

24 Mar, 2026, 9:56 pm

like im not looking for a g-string bikini or anything like that, I just don't know how im supposed to tan my belly when its covered. On top of that, my mom got me a shaver set, which has an eyebrow razor, and I asked her if i can shave the ends of my eyebrows with them. she said no, which made me even more upset because i am not allowed to change my appearance at all, and thats the only option. She got mad and finally said "do whatever you want" she was also banning me from dying my hair black

razor_butt

24 Mar, 2026, 9:58 pm

like, i get not being allowed to have facial and body piercings, but like, hair color is not that bad, like I should be allowed to dye my hair whatever color i want. I should also be allowed to shave my eyebrows however i want. its like shes protecting me from regret, but how am I supposed to know how I want to express myself physically, if i'm not allowed to even try??

SleepyCat

25 Mar, 2026, 1:03 am

its alr. some ppl just dont want to congratulate you on being better, but, if you want to talk, ik you don't know me but still. :frog:

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