what

@HeIIoWorld what

it is

i hurt myself

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@HeIIoWorld oh no

i tried to ride my bike

@HeIIoWorld and then what happened

i fell on my arm

@HeIIoWorld ow was it the one that broke

yes

i hae a scar on my han from riding a bike into a wall

@HeIIoWorld ohhhh god that actually has to hurt

I have great pain tolerance

when i lived with my mum i stepped on glass like 2 times a day atleast i remembrr at my nans housei stepped on glass and i gotblood all over my nans bathroom and my grandad had a hartattack he thugt someone had bled out or somehimh

@HeIIoWorld same but i kinda hate it i cant really feel whatever pain is being inflicted onto me

bro wht where did the glass come from

my stepdad throw glass all thetime when hes mad

he smashed my living room window before and he had glass in his forearm and i was crying and we had to put boards over our window

oh y god what thats terrible

he had my mums name tattooed over the scar on his arm and then they broke up

i saw my step dads baIIs before and my mums baIIs

@HeIIoWorld bro what imagine doing that just to break up
my mom did that too lol she broke our tv after getting into an argument with my ex stepdad thenshe stabbed him or some. sh.i t it wzs like a horror movie because she tried using a knife to budge the door open

they used to sleep on a mattress in the livng room and i slept on the sofa when i was younger i never had a bed

@comrade0101 oh girl power

@HeIIoWorld dude. lowk same before he moved me and my sister literally just had a foam mattress we have a full bed now which is very comfy but i kinda misd when we first moved because you could feel the cold air and the other girl who lived there was really nice 2023 was a terrible but good year for me

she broke the tv in 2022 then she st.abbed him in 2023

so then in late 23 to early 2024 we had a social worker and my mom beat me and gave me a bloody nose in the car bc i told her the truth

@comrade0101 there was bugs living in my carpet and in the patches with vomit in there was maggots that flies had layed there and it was kinda gross and there was blood on some of my walls

@comrade0101 i hate social workers they put took me of my family

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@HeIIoWorld i hate them but the lady gave me a bracelet making thingy and a bag with pop tarts and food so she sgood

they havent taken me from my mom or arrsted her i wish someone called the cops

@comrade0101 my old one gave me a pencil case

i,used to lie to social workers cuz my mum told me to

bro maggots?? my old house had a maggot infestation we got rid of them quick the house was moderately clean but there was **** wipes in the back where the old tv was

s.hit

@HeIIoWorld same

i remember when my mum left me in th3 middle of a streer and i had no idea where she was and she put the middle finger up at me and walked off but mygrandad found me haa he is dead

i had to tell them everything was good at home I DONT KNOW HOWI DIDNT TELL THEM I GOT SOCKED I AM ACTUALLY RE>TARDED

@HeIIoWorld my mom left me outside so that i could get ran over

@comrade0101 we had bugs in our house and i think rats in the garden and itsmelled like weed one time i ate coccain

@comrade0101 my mumloved me i think

@HeIIoWorld bro thats sad

i dont think she did maybe a bit but idk

there was cocian on the kirchen counger and i thought it,was sugar

my mum love me i think

@HeIIoWorld i used to sniff dollar bills thinking they had coke on them

i used to have showers and baths like once every couple of months it,was when3ver my grandad wasnt bbusy cuz he worked 2 jobs and had lung cancer and had to,care for my nan cuz shes in a wheelchai so he was busy alot

@HeIIoWorld same

ok

i got shouted at just now

@HeIIoWorld by who??

i hope youre ok i like hope they didnt hit you

my,aunt she is who looks after me

@HeIIoWorld oh ok thats really dumb idk why parents yell we can already hear you dumba.ss

she hits me sometimes

she shouted at me cuz i raised my voice cuz she coulnt hear me and called me pathetic

@HeIIoWorld your aunt is veryweird why hit children go hit adults

@HeIIoWorld dang??? thats the worst aunt ever me and my aunt dont talk because my mom hates her but if i was born with my aunt as a mom i actually believe id be happier

she thinks autism is like a joke and smakes fun of me for having it,she like mocks me hahah i got diagnosed 10 years ago

i wana live with my nan

@HeIIoWorld i was diagnosed on 2023 december 31s i had pizza but then i was screamed at by my mom after the diagnosis

i have adhd too but it was diagnosed sepretaly

@HeIIoWorld wow i dont have adhd its just autism and ptsd

i have c-ptsd

i dont usualy share my lore haha ...

i hate that none of that was even the worsr of it

@HeIIoWorld dude c-ptsd sucks

my aunt used to say to me if we walked past razors in a shop i bet this makes riley wanna cut himself and when she cuts herself accidentally she says look im doing what riley does

shes pretty mean bro

and she made fun of me when i told her i got forced into sending nu.des cuz i was scared to loose my friend

@HeIIoWorld THAT IS DOWNRIGHT TERRIBLE

she said im gay cuz men are supposed to be proud of what they have and not care who sees ut haha

holy bro i hope she gets slimed out

i also lied to her whn i was in a relationship whith my ab.usive ra.pisy she asked why i had bruises and i said it was from being at the park and stuff

slimed out by her hamster

i,wish she was the one cutting

@HeIIoWorld noo

i hope both her and the guy who did that to you get death penatly

filip liked trying to assert dominance on me by throwing me to the ground and strangling me and said he knows i like eerything he does cuz of the noises i made and when i said stop he would justmsay no and smile it was scary i was afraid of him cuz he was taller nd alot stronger

@HeIIoWorld isnt the noise part because people do that involuntairily holy bro he must have the worst dru.gs ever

hoping he gets curbstomped

yes ahaha what am i supposed to do while hes jerkingn me off :joy:

pls stop plplsplspls

he used to give m3 weed

@HeIIoWorld are you supposed to hold your breath and start crying laughing because you just thought of comrade0101 explodinf your family house and taking a fat blunt???? he needs to make it make sense

he laughed at my scars whenever h e took my trousres off he said im emo

@comrade0101 true... was i supposed to start reciring the bible maybe hed likethat he swas actually christian and called himsef a man of god

@HeIIoWorld "man of god'' why is it always christians

if,u,say stop to him he just says no

i vomited on his di.ck he wouldnt let me pull off when i tried to and told me to be good

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i was bise.xual but im straight now haha i dont think ever again

@HeIIoWorld thats disgusting i hope he goes through that one day wht would he feel like

he was ho.mophobic he,wanted to fix me apparently

@HeIIoWorld if he turned you straight i guess bro why was there even a point in doing that to you

im really scared of him

@HeIIoWorld i would be too

its been a year as of this month since everything happened with him and ive been feeling more sick and anxious lately

HOW WHERE WHEN I NEED IT BBG