dude i posted a yt video that was like 'characters i relate to but it gets more concerning' and i made a joke abt being mentally ill and someone said i was downplaying mental illness... son shadow milk, caine, glisten, sayori QND monika was in that vid i can make jokes abt mental illness /hj but i am actually mentally ill!! big shocker 2 the ppl who've gone on my vent acc
the og comment i made ON MY POST was 'i like how it goes from 'silly!!' to the average radiohead fan (mentally ill)'
the vid is gone bc i deleted it bc i thought i did smth wrong/bad
thats js me any time i get criticism/called out i ERASE it and pretend it never existed bc if i take responsibility i have to acknowledge that im not a perfect genius who always does the most perfect things of all time and if i dont see myself as that i want to end it
i have a highly black and white perception of myself
'perfect hot intellectual cool guy who is perfect and smart'
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18 Mar, 2026, 11:08 pm
@ everyone vote if it is or not
19 Mar, 2026, 12:23 am
yws ithink
19 Mar, 2026, 1:28 am
dude i posted a yt video that was like 'characters i relate to but it gets more concerning' and i made a joke abt being mentally ill and someone said i was downplaying mental illness... son shadow milk, caine, glisten, sayori QND monika was in that vid i can make jokes abt mental illness /hj
but i am actually mentally ill!! big shocker 2 the ppl who've gone on my vent acc
the og comment i made ON MY POST was 'i like how it goes from 'silly!!' to the average radiohead fan (mentally ill)'
19 Mar, 2026, 1:29 am
frick my stupid baka life ok im going off
19 Mar, 2026, 1:31 am
the vid is gone bc i deleted it bc i thought i did smth wrong/bad
thats js me any time i get criticism/called out i ERASE it and pretend it never existed bc if i take responsibility i have to acknowledge that im not a perfect genius who always does the most perfect things of all time and if i dont see myself as that i want to end it
i have a highly black and white perception of myself
'perfect hot intellectual cool guy who is perfect and smart'
'satan spawn that should kiII himself'
20 Mar, 2026, 3:40 pm
hello are you online
21 Mar, 2026, 12:31 am
@_blueberry-muffins_
hii srry i was at a school dance/party ;-;
21 Mar, 2026, 12:31 am
wait this comment was made before it
i wasn't on ok
21 Mar, 2026, 12:31 am
but i am rn
21 Mar, 2026, 12:35 am
hii
21 Mar, 2026, 12:48 am
@_blueberry-muffins_
hii!!!
21 Mar, 2026, 1:03 am
hruu??
21 Mar, 2026, 1:55 am
@_blueberry-muffins_
good :33
im gonna watch yt now ok
21 Mar, 2026, 3:37 am
okk