-other classes with 70s instead of higher :heart: she also said shes taking my door cuz its a privilege to have privacy and she said shes gonna completely shut off my phone and throw it away :heart: all cuz im failing chemistry :heart: even though she refuses to get me the help i need. she said in our argument 'i think you have adhd' like umm ok well use your fat head and maybe stop to think how that would affect my learning capabilities???

she also said im going nowhere in life and that im gonna end up like my older brother and older sister :heart: and that shes NOT taking me to norway and that im not gonna get accepted by any colleges :heart:

and then when i started sobbing she started mocking me and fake crying to 'copy what i was doing'

and then like 2 hours later she wanted to apologize and say how much she loves me like dude idc shut up im going nowhere in life as you said and im just gonna end up being taken by suiсide

besides im losing interest in everything anyways haha. i completely gave up on learning german today and im just gonna stop trying to learn and im going to forget everything since even after 2 years of german and being top of my class im still not good enough and dont understand sentences over basic topics

WHAT IS WRONG WITH ALL MY FRIENDS' MOTHERS??????

your mom is genuinely screwing u ovr and also its not your responsibility to do your sisters assignment?? what is she even on

im like giving up on everything i care about cuz i realized im just bad at everything

so im gonna like end it soon ok cuz i have nothing to live for ok

also privacy is not a privilege? bruh where did she learn that from, toxic parenting 101????

dude please dont end it man. i genuinely like you

my art isnt even good either lol and my mom completely disregards my art and calls my 9 year old sister the 'artist of the family' even though she draws like a 3 year old haha pls someone kiII me

dont do it gng i really like u man ur a cool person
ur mom stinks

im,gonna enndd iiiittttttt oooohhhoooooooooohhhhh

Lets all run away together

stop twlling me not to bruh unless something magically happens to make me feel better im gonna end it

no im not running away thats too much work and when i get caught ill just be in more trouble im just gonna kiII myself so my mom feels bad for me

my mom is the type to only care and praise me once im dead lol 'she was such a nice person.... and she was so smart.... and artistic and so linguistic.....'

i dont want you to go man

ok nastya but im gonna be real i think you're really cool, im sorry youre in this situation i really hope things get better for you soon.

if she genuinely gives a speech for me at my funeral im gonna come back alive and kiII myself again but infront of her because i KNOW you and your lame аss husband dont cafe

i may not know you to well but i can tell ur a great person and you deserve better

:joy: bruh

bruh whatif the attempt fails lol she saw my cuts and called me a brat so if this attempt fails then shes probably gonna beat me and say im selfish

bro can someone kiII me cuz attempting is so much work id rather it happen unexpectedly

i also followed my old friend who used to be my fp who dropped me for splitting on instagram and so if she doesnt follow me back im gonna hurt myself lol idc if it was over a year ago she was my best friend

i hate my life bruh and last time i told my mom how much i hated myself she went on this long rant about how im privileged and that other people have it worse and that her childhood was worse (it wasnt) and that i am selfish and im concieted to feel this way and she also started mocking me saying 'oh my life is sooo bad' so :heart:

im kiIIing myselllffffff

your mom is retärded lemme say that ok

i have zero future mind you lol the only thing i look forward to is hypothetically meeting hiro and even then thats just embarrassing lol i have no plan for myself other than MAYBE meeting the man im parasocially obsessed with

pls someone kiII me

i might just od tonight tbh haha ill just smoke till i derealize and then take the rest of my wellbutrin til its enough to kiII me