im just so done with all this misunderstandings and stuff, im done being treated as this site's punching bag, i've been through enough, i don't deserve this, this feels like frıçķıñğ persecution

i just want one person, ONE FREAKING PERSON, who understands what I'm going through, that's all. that's all i want.

but no one's gonna see this... or care for that matter. I'll just fall back into the hands of some evil jerk, because no one wants to help me.

"if youre this flippin depressed then get off cl" sym rn and get off my page like holy cr** thats not even wat this is about

i dont even care About grammar anymore im FREAKING SHAKING RIGHT NOW

PLEASE, JUST MAKE IT STOP, HELP ME, I DONT WANT TO BE PAINTED IN THIS KIND OF LIGHT

YOU SAID YOU'D HELP, BUT YOU HAVEN'T

I AM SO TIRED

I CANT STOP RELATING TO MY DARK ARTWORKS AND THAT FREAKING TERRIFIES ME

PLEASE, FOR MY SAKE, HELP ME, THATS ALL I WANT, HELP

sigh whatever im screaming into the void at this point who cares you can comment now

hey what happened? i can probably relate if not i will still care

your feelings are valid

@_blueberry-muffins_ maahhhh I don't feel like explaining I've ranted about this in my last post =~=

@CalicoC10V3R ok ill go check brb

@_blueberry-muffins_ lwk wanna move the conversation back here I'm just done dealing with people rn

ok

@Mr_RetroArtist (moving the conversation here so moner/kolti doesnt get ticked off lol)

yeah i wasnt thinking straight, i don't really know what i was doing in that moment
im not good at understanding people at all and im extremely antisocial, especially after what i went through in the past (whole other story i might dive into later if im forced to yap about that)
but thank you man, i know i stepped outta line, so thanks for givin me a second chance :>

i still fřıçķıñğ hate this site tho lol

also YOU LIKE FORSAKEN TOO????? YAYAAYYAYAYAYAYAAYA

would it be ok if i added u to my art pal tag :eyes:

@CalicoC10V3R
oh my ******* god i just saw this post of yours and i didnt know it was genuinely that bad for you ****
i actually shed a tear looking at this and i feel so terrible for you
you deserve better than this man and seeing this makes me feel even more bad
i hope the best goes for you

@Mr_RetroArtist FAHHHHHHHHHHH OUTDATED POST RTJETJTDJWRYKWRKTKTKEKUTKUTRTUTKRFHCGCGCGJ

but thank you lol, it means a lot especially in times like this

@CalicoC10V3R
how is it outdated when it was uploaded today?

@Mr_RetroArtist yeah nevermind I'm stupid lol

i can relate to this bro

I can relate too... IK how you feel I just want d!e because every one at school fûcking hate me...

I just want to crawl into my paintings and become the character getting stabbed or shot or any of that sh!t

I have this one song that relates also btw the you is refering to the singer speaking in second person to themself

youll just run around in a deep dark hole until you reach the G R A V E!!

@My_DandysWof24 the fact that I JUST clicked off of Instagram and realized this tab was still open on my phone, went to refresh, and this was the first thing I saw :sob:

lwk I wanna be a part of my anime series that I'm writing :eyes:

tbh I just wanna go to sleep and stay that way