Huzz?
Or smt else? :c

@-_GayCosmoz-_
something else.
i don't want to be here anymore.

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

Do you want to talk about it?
Or be alone?

Just know I'm here to turn to.

@-_GayCosmoz-_
I do kinda wanna talk about it.
if that's okay.

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

Go ahead, then c:>

@-_GayCosmoz-_
i don't want to seem attention seeking.
i'm sorry.
i'm ******* myself this thursday.
or i'm planning to.
i have nothing.
no money.
few friends.
shït family.
shït health.
i want peace.
i want silence.

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

What happened?
If you don't mind me asking, that is

@-_GayCosmoz-_
i'm just done with everything.
i asked my mom for fücking help
she did nothing.
i'm the group punching bag.
i'm always getting judged.
i'm always getting hurt.
always falling for the people who treat me like a person.
i want love.
but i don't know how to.
i'm stuck.

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

What are your last remaining options?
Minus su!c!d3.

I hate your parents.

@-_GayCosmoz-_
mental hospital.
but i'm scared.
running away.
but i'm a broke coward.

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

have you tried calling the cops or smt?
Or is it not enough 'reason'?

@-_GayCosmoz-_
i don't have enough reason.
plus.
my mom works for them
tells them about me.
they wouldn't believe me.

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

this is dumb.
how come you get the worst life ever?
i hate this world sm istg
maybe, you could try stealing money from a wallet or sum?????

@-_GayCosmoz-_
I could.
wanna come with me?
leave behind all this bullshït?
sometime during spring break, maybe?

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

hell yeah, i can convince a friend or too as well, for safety of course.

@-_GayCosmoz-_
yeah
i'll get a friend to join me for our meet-up.
you live in Idaho, i'm in Georgia.
we gotta find a good meeting up place.
research tmmrw?

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

yesss, I could steal my mother's phone, get online/irl friend's numbers and turn off the phone tracking or wtvr so my parents or the police wont find us

@-_GayCosmoz-_
yea!
and i can steal back my tablet from my dad's house, and use it to communicate w/ u till we meet up.
and i can pay attention, and get my mom's credit card pin, and use it to get money.

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

Yuhhhh!!
I'll ****** money from my parent's wallets and put it in my own!
We'll need to use the money mainly for food and water, we could find a place to rest at, like in a hotel (if not too expensive), or like in a simple subway :3

@-_GayCosmoz-_
Yeah!
And homeless shelters
(we jus lie, and say our parents diëd, but ppl might get suspicious, so we get food, and dip.)
goodwill will be a true homie :two_hearts:
so will dolla tree-

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

Dollar tree when I get yu Dollar tree..

I'll try to grab a steak knife! My parents got a lock for the drawer tho, so I might js get scissors instead

@-_GayCosmoz-_
i'ma sharpen my pocket knife, and take that + kitchen knife

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

Wait if we say our parents died wont we be sent to an orphanage :broken_heart:

Anyways, i've got a bracelet with a super loud whistle or wtvr on it, and a light, I could also bring that

what else would we need minus normal/feminine sht??

Well, clothes.
a few pairs.
we can go to coin laundromats.
hygine: deodorant, chapstick, ect.
meds: perscriped meds (if any), ibueprofen, bandages, ect

lighters, matches, batteries, flashlights.
a book or two
chargers
GOOD JACKET(s) [can tie around waist while not in use
swim suit/ tank top + shorts
camera (i'm taking photos of us, and putting dem in me wallet)
keepsakes
phone numbers/emails (family n friends) for communicate/ if help needed

@-_GayCosmoz-_

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

I'm so important that I finna go into ur wallet :3

Hmm..

I would bring a book i'm reading, but it's about Christianity/mystery and I don't think you'd find it interesting lol

I'll ask my friend Z if he's got any recommendations, he knows a lot of good/gay books lol

@-_GayCosmoz-_
Alr!
i'ma bring the Artemis fowl series (three books), or sum random choices from my shelf!
any other items we should pack?

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

One or two stuffed animals?
(comfort)

Notepads if we want to note where we've traveled or such

pens & pencils ofc

Fox tail(s) (or smt personal we know abt) so we can recognize each other on sight

belts??

sanitary things/sanitizer

fidgets?

@-_GayCosmoz-_
Yeah!
i'll tell you when my spring break ends, and i'll go ahead and get packin 2night
we gotta wait till after spring break so i have my full glasses perscription.

alr!

when does ur spring break end??

@-_GayCosmoz-_
Not sure :/
sometime in a few weeks
maybe a month or so away?-

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

oh thank gah..

See, my summer break starts in a week then ends in another week and day

So I'm glad it's a bit longer so I can prepare :broken_heart:

@-_GayCosmoz-_
Ye!
save up as much as you can, and scavenge any cash.
we gotta get through this.
how are we gonna make cash though?
i mean, we can work at publix at 14.
and we can walk dogs or something.
i can create fliers.
do you have a bike?

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

Do not have a bike :broken_heart:

Think I have a scooter.

That's it, no use

probz wont bring it due to deadweight lol

@-_GayCosmoz-_
True, true.
might ride my bike till we meet up, then ditch it or smth.
But, transportation might be good to get away from da popo.
I'm not sure yet.

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

hrmrmr

Since the police WILL come after us, where are possible places to hide?

@-_GayCosmoz-_
Well.
Da woods, if we gettin chased, run nto a heavily populated store, hide in one of the bathroom stalls.
old mills (watch out for **********, and biohazards)
large stores
homes w/ nobody home
bars (hide in bathrooms)
if we suspect a place called the popo on us, we dip faster than me after hearing that the only snacks at the function are SALADS- :runner:

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

SALADS SUCK AHHHHH.

Oh, i'm using my school chromebook to finish work and research whie talking to you, apparently-
Bushnell, Nebraska
is the midway point between us two

@-_GayCosmoz-_
how long wuld it take to get there from where you are?

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

where I am?

On foot is 11 days and 12 hours of nonstop walking

So maybe like..

A couple weeks due to the need to eat, drink, and rest?

@-_GayCosmoz-_
Oof.
Would it be about the same for me?

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

What city do you live in??
If you dont mind sharing, delete the comment after I responde too, btw

respond*

and would you be on foot or bike?

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

On foot is 25-30 days of continuous walking (oof..)

Bike depends on speed
fast is 18-23 days
average is a month or so
leisurely is 6 weeks or more

@-_GayCosmoz-_
Oof.
Well, it's worth it.
now we just need a town in the meeting point to meet up in.

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

Yuhpppp

Hmrmrmmrmr..

Somewhere not as popular??

@-_GayCosmoz-_
Ye.
Anywhere in mind..??????

hmm..

Bushwell, Nebraska is a small village with only a population of around 111 people

maybe the kimball public library?

@-_GayCosmoz-_
Yeah!

now, onto distinguishable appearances.

@-_GayCosmoz-_

I'm maybe 5''0, white, w/ glasses, scar above my eyebrow, and a freckle on my chin. i'm not exactly skinny, but not exactly fat. Just kinda chunky.

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

(sorry my dad went to the bathroom lol)

I'm around 5'3-5'4?
White
Brown, medium-length hair
Eyebrow slits
Usually wear glasses
Mole near cheek and kind of under my eye
Split nair colors, a dark blue on one side, a maroon-ish on the other
Same as you, not skinny nor overweight
Usually wear a choker with a butterfly or flower on it
Dark brown eyes
Usually wearing black glasses

@-_GayCosmoz-_
(had to get a snack, it's chill :heart:)

DAYUM BOI, YOU SOUND BEAUTIFUL

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

(I DIDN'T SEE I MENTIONED GLASSES TWICE, MY BAD.)

HEH..
THANK YEW TWIN.

YU SOUND HANDSOME ASF :smirk_cat:

Oh, I think I've asked yu ts before, but do you have an email or smt?

I could email you a photo of my face so it'll be simpler lol

And we'd get a headstart

@-_GayCosmoz-_
I do! But i don't know when i'll be able to check it. (Since my dad is a BOITCH, he won't let me online)
it's *******************.com

Answ3r
My
H34rt
@gmail.com
(had to cut it up due to chat flaggin')

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

GRRR I FORGOT ABOUT THAT. :broken_heart: :broken_heart:

Sighghhgh....

Sometimes i'll wear contacts, tho
I do tend to pick at my scabs, so I'll have some on my right hand (left for you) and one above my eyebrow and on my nose lol

@-_GayCosmoz-_
I have sum freckles on my arms, and a burn on my right wrist (left 4 u)
if that helps!

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

Idk if I got freckles or moles :broken_heart: :broken_heart:

And yuhs, it does :3

I'll probably be wearing a sweater that says 'Set the Standard' on the front and 'Set the DÀMN Standard' on the back cuz it's a thick sweatshirt i've got

@-_GayCosmoz-_
I'll prob be wearing a pair o' jorts, a black beanie that says "Craft axe throwing" on it, and some sort of blue jacket. Like, a blue n brown jackret

"Jackret" :sob:

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

'jackret' :sob: :sob:

Reminds me of how one time I said ':hert:' instead of : heart : :skull:

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3/

also, releast outfit ever

@-_GayCosmoz-_
"and then i realized my äss had nowhere to sit"core
:full_moon_with_face: :money_with_wings:

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

:sob: :sob: :sob:

'It's Shredder!' 'WHERE?!'

@-_GayCosmoz-_
:sob: :broken_heart:
"Under there!" "DA FÜCK YOU TALKING BOUT? UNDER WHER-" the man said w/ regrets :pray:

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

'Rest in peace to my grandmotha, who was unfortunately struck down by an individual wielding a deadly lazer weapon :broken_heart:'

Like a gyatt gyatt sorrow..

@-_GayCosmoz-_
"REST IHN PEE MY GRANNY, SHE GOT HIT BY A BAZOOKA!!!!!!" *i say as i get my freak on, throwing it back to the Hamilton soundtrack-*

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

(sorry I didn't respnd, I fell asleep and my mom found my acc s I'm grounded for a month from it and responding on my chromebook)

BAZOOOOOOOOOOOKAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!

AWSOME SAUCE DRAWING!!

how u been its been a long time @H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3