hi by CalicoC10V3R
does anyone else feel a frig ton of self-hatred? or a pit in their stomach? or just... something that's plaguing them for who knows how long?
thats what i feel each day
not sure what to do right now
i guess i can work on the stuff i promised to do
but i dont feel anything
its like joy and positivity had completely left my life
i miss it
i miss it a lot
where did my innocence go
where did my true smile go
where did my sanity go
how long must i endure all these awful things
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04 Mar, 2026, 10:29 pm
yes
04 Mar, 2026, 10:30 pm
Yes
04 Mar, 2026, 10:30 pm
maybe take a break? or try smth different, get yourself out of a routine?
04 Mar, 2026, 10:36 pm
its just that every now and then im reminded of the cr** i went through several years ago, and i hate myself for my naïvete that i kept going along with it
04 Mar, 2026, 11:19 pm
completely unrelated, im having fun doin the drawing im working on, it's been a while since I've drawn this character and I always wanted to draw her archived form
04 Mar, 2026, 11:29 pm
@67_ruustyz_67 yOuRsElF jOhN dOe ReAl?!?1?1?1
(im addicted to forsaken)
04 Mar, 2026, 11:40 pm
i find it funny that some people put me in their dni lists when i didnt even do anything friggin wrong xD
05 Mar, 2026, 1:14 am
yea...
05 Mar, 2026, 8:25 am
MARCH 18th REAL!1!!!111!!1 @67_ruustyz_67
05 Mar, 2026, 8:49 am
@67_ruustyz_67 i can while i draw, i wont respond immediately but ill check here and there
05 Mar, 2026, 9:02 am
@67_ruustyz_67 lol
*COUGH COUGH LEVEL 164 1x1x1x1*
05 Mar, 2026, 9:15 am
@67_ruustyz_67 fr bro fun gameplay post-rework
05 Mar, 2026, 12:21 pm
yes I feel that way too :p
06 Mar, 2026, 2:38 am
yea i just had a convo with my mom abt it :0