i need help

im in such a bad state w art,

thinking about trying to drawmakes me cry

i hat my art and i cant do good stuff

"take your time" "practice" "dont compare yourself" I TRY, and it never works. ive tryed so hard but it never works, im never happy with my art

im always so jealous of my friend, her anatomy is perfect, her drawngs r perfect, SHES perfect

and im here, a knockoff copy of her, i try so hard to be likeher and make art like hers but it just dosent work