do u need to talk boy im herr for u

@girleyes im very sickly parasocial for a man who is like so horrible for my health and loving him is encouraging me to follow in his footsteps so i cant stop smoking or cuting myself and its not his fault im just being influenced and i cant let go of him or i wll end it so im stuck this way and ive been tring to get better but then all ofa sudden the past 2 days it blew up on me and im worsethan before

oh god im so sorry ab that bro doyou know what triggered it??

@girleyes jealousy

is there any way u can avoid that kind of media that would make you fee:l like that? undownloqd apps mb? sorry i have no idea how being parasocial works but can you take yourse:f offlind for a bit mb?

@girleyes idk agghhfhshhahfhhsha idk im getting triggered by seemingly everything relating to him. i try and consume content and someone is always talking about loving him. i get agitated just by people talking about him and i cant fiix how jealous i get over it lolhaha and i keep gttng bad intrusive thoughts over it cuz people on pinterest keep being weird towards him and it makes md want to hurt people :joy: this is so bad i need therapy

i'd need to stay off basically every social media of mine because too many people swarm around him i dont care that maybe a good 5000 out of 8billion people find him attractive it makes me so agitated and i need them to stop

especially pinterest. all the people on there either baby him, claim to love him, or ship him with his band members and ALL OF THESE THINGS MAKE ME WANT TO THROW UP

maube start w pintrest then, ik its like really hard but bro if its this damaging its not worth it yk

@girleyes i should idk i keep causing problems on there cuz senketsuAkochan fans love to baby him cuz of his illnesses and stuff :joy: im gonna try to though cuz these people stink of poo and mke me relapse

their like 12 year olds tnag use mobility scooters ok ppl on pin that baby grown men need to be slimed

@girleyes iagree

i think u should dele it tho ok just till ur better

@girleyes im gonna delete it until i get out of whatever episodeim in

ok swell !! once u get better u can cyberbully them ok judt like wait till its not affecting your life

hope u get bettr love u boy

@girleyes thank you boi