ive only went to 2 track practices and i missed a meet so im genuinely wondering if my coach is gonna kick me off the team (hopefully) so i wont have to do this shít anymore

i asked my dad if im going to practice today and he never gave me an answer so i hope i can miss it because track freaks me tf out and it hurts and i want to not overthink about practices and track meets every second of my life just for my mom to tell me 'stop trying to act like u have depression' dude what im just a nervous anxious person haha ok

my parents are #stupid whenever i get scared or literally do anything my mom just assumes im trying to fake a disrder like no im not

i loveall my friends and all cool people i hope people feel better

guys my heart just dropped i accidentally posted smththat was supposed to be on private haha i immediately unpublished it but ik they stay up for a bit but wont let u click on it haha lets try not to freak out guys haha different timezones so people are probablt asleep or like idk at schoolrn like im hoping because that was #embarrassing

#youokaygay?

yes im ok nod nod @stanleymarshh

how was school :smirk_cat:

why didnt you ahh come bro

@stanleymarshh my mom let us stay home and at 4am i went into her room and asked if i could stay home bc i didnt wsnna go

barks

@stanleymarshh weirdo

Awhh... ????????