It'll work out.
It may not be worth it at the moment, hell, I relate to this post, but the future may not be as far away as you think.
Come to me if you need anything Trexxy :c

@-_GayCosmoz-_
thanks man
do you mind if i vent? i don't want to burden you though, so don't feel forced.

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

No, it's good, go ahead ÓvÒ

@-_GayCosmoz-_
thanks.
i'm tired.
i really want to kïll myself, or run away, but then there's Jackson. (the guy i like).
I know he'd cry. he's sensitive.
and there's you.
i know you'd be upset if i died.
I don't know what to do. my life feels so empty
i'm failing ELA. i hate school
i hate most of my real-life ''friends''. i don't want to be here. i can't even sleep anymore
my mom and step-dad are getting divorced.
the one man i trust. gone for good.
1/2

@-_GayCosmoz-_
2/2

and then my bio dad.
he finally proposed to his shït girlfriend.
she yells at me a lot. over nothing.
she complains all day, and acts like she cares around my dad.
they call me ignorant, obnoxious, irresponsible, unintelligent, immature and anything they can think of.
all over nothing.
i try not to cry around them.
i know they'll just judge.
my mom started smoking again.
she barely talks to me anymore.

i want to be held.
i want a true home.
i want love.

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

Aw man, I'm sorry.
I know I'm only an online friend, but you're one of the greatest friends I've had.
Without having met you, I'd probably be in jail or something.
Life sucks too much for kids and teenagers.
It's okay to feel hopeless, it's apart of life.
It's the cruel people on this world ruining it.
Don't blame yourself, even if you aren't at the moment.
Death may be eternal rest, but where would you even go?
Wander around earth as a spirit? A white space?

1/2

This may not help you feel better, I'm an aśś at comforting.
But just know that I GENUINELY aim to travel to you one day and meet you.
You've been an awesome friend and person in general.
I'd risk my own life for yours, hell, I'd gladly let you trade lives with me.
Don't die before me, kay? I'll die first.
I'd do it over and over again if I could heal your wounds, physical and mental.
If I was offered being ********, or let you keep suffering,
I'd choose to be ********.

t0rtured*

@-_GayCosmoz-_
I love you so much, dude.
Maybe after i get everything all sorted out in my life, we can run away?
Ik we talked about it before, but i'm genuinely ready now.
Well, after i sort my life out.
Maybe then?

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

If you can tolerate my annoying ***, then yeah, we can. c:
My dad smashed my phone, so I wouldn't be able to have contact with you.
Whatever, we can figure it out once you get sorted out 0v0

@-_GayCosmoz-_
Alright. :)

@H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

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