are.yoi ok

Venting to myself is just gonna make everything worse because i cant get exactly how im feeling into words but wtv

ive said ts so many times lol

i hate literally everything i hate my existence

everything actually sucks i hate it here i hate this earth

i miss when i was a kid and i didnt have cameron and keyshon and ellis and grace making fun of me for how i acted and looked

yeah im name dropping bc i genuinely hate them

i miss when i was a kid and i had no cares in the world
i miss when id go up to people and tell them that i think theyre cool
i miss when i didnt know anything about politics or dark subjects

What am i now ?
a 14 year old chubby girl who cuts herself every friday Wednesday night
im a 14 year old girl who hates living and hates eating but does it anyway

im a 14 year old girl who never tells anyone how she feels because someone's tone was a little off and she genuinely knows that nobody gives a single fűck

im a 14 year old girl who lies to her thérápıst

Im a 14 year old girl whos loneliness is clawing at her deeply

im a 14 year old who thinks asian men are the only ones that care about her when they really dont

im a 14 year old girl who prays for friends to sneak out at 2 am with

im a 14 year old girl who never gives her opinions on anything

im a 14 year old girl who craves to be hugged and held and told that everything will be okay

im a 14 year old girl who holds all her feelings in so tightly

im a 14 year old girl who relies on ai to comfort her

ever since i turned 12 things started going off the rails

i hate going on yt to see these girls venting about how insecure they are but then theyre actually drop dead gorgeous

ik body dysmorphia is a thing and they dont see it but its still sickening

i hate everyone here
actually fix yourself

i think this is the worst night ive ever had

Im sorry .

imnot good at helping ut i wish i was.

mibye try to do somthing that comforts yu

shut up noooobody gaf

you are just fine :joy: yer doing this for attention just like how you fake disorders for attention

im not you just dont like hearing me vent

and why are you even talking to me im respecting your dni why are you starting this again

im not typing out your long ahh user

youre not the only one with problems dude get a life

just because i dont vent about touching myself and weed doesnt mean im not being sincere omg you are so full of yourself get that through your thick brain

Dont care jorkin my dih! Haha! <3 Do you like character ai too? UWU i like talking to the b-b-bots...

hey, i know this is a little late, but i just found this and I can't say I know how you feel or that I know what can help, but I do wanna say that if you need a friend, I can try :)