brh by mettazashihirokun

how it feels trying not to crash out on someone and be respectful :flushed: :flushed: :flushed: :flushed: :flushed: :flushed:

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21 Feb, 2026, 1:03 am
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mettazashihirokun

21 Feb, 2026, 1:06 am

i find it funny how when riley was harassing me on a daily and also accused me of faking my sa, everyone turned to be friends with him, but then when rory does that shıt to the same people who were SUPPORTING RILEYS ACTIONS they get upset

when riley does it: haha funny we hate nastya lets make her end it js cuz she has a mental illness i dont like

when rory does it back to them: omg ur EVIL rory!!!

i do NOT like rory or his actions but dude how are yall js deciding to be offended---

mettazashihirokun

21 Feb, 2026, 1:07 am

--now that it happened to you? you expect me to defend you when you couldnt even for a second realize that harassing me for my illnesses was bad? yall are crazy LOLX

mettazashihirokun

21 Feb, 2026, 1:08 am

im TRYING to rejoin my angel arc but good lord dude yall are HYPOCRITES. dont try and come back and be my friend after what yall did LOL. even people who were OPPS AT THE TIME stood up for me. (studbasedforever ur so awesome)
yall have zero ZERROOOOO empathy for those around you--especially those you call your friends.

mettazashihirokun

21 Feb, 2026, 1:11 am

razor_butt, you tried to act like we're friends knowing you blindly agreed with rileys lies.

rainz, we've never spoken, yet you chose to believe him over me just cuz you thought seeing me upset was funny.

comrade0101, i can stand mutually with you since you actually apologized and learned, but i still am bringing you up to say:

all 3 of you had tried your hardest to upset me on a regular, even making 'ragebait accounts' targeted towards me just because you wanted to see me mad or even split.

mettazashihirokun

21 Feb, 2026, 1:13 am

i have forgiven riley as his girlfriend is honestly just reviving him bruh. his gf is actually nice to me, and along with that, riley dropped everything he was doing and is honestly seeming to be doing better alltogether.

the two i mentioned who i am NOT mutually okay with, hasnt changed their actions nor apologized, which is crazy cuz even RILEY atleast said 'sorry.'

mettazashihirokun

21 Feb, 2026, 1:15 am

and, along with this being said, to those who purposefully would try and antagonize me for my parasociality, i'd like you to know this. parasociality, or for short, PSI, is a mental illness, that has been clarified to have been because of my bpd. so not only are you being ableist against the psi part, you're also blatantly being ableist to me and anyone else with ACTUAL BPD or any mental disorder for that matter.

mettazashihirokun

21 Feb, 2026, 1:16 am

im trying to forgive and be mutual with everyone who'd harass me about a month ago, but i'm tired of my name still being dragged around just to spew your either ableism, or lies fed to you by others.

mettazashihirokun

21 Feb, 2026, 1:20 am

i would like to thank and appreciate linnea, butters, jaxie, mintchoco, studlust, and kiki for being there and genuinely understanding my situation rather than blindly following what a crowd has to say about me.

leopoldbuttersstotch

21 Feb, 2026, 1:46 am

yes of course oomf ilysm

Jepstein

21 Feb, 2026, 2:19 am

Probably not the person you want to see here but I think it's funny that Riley was talking about Channy who's like 13 in a se.xual way and everyone still loves him lol

Jepstein

21 Feb, 2026, 2:19 am

I'm not going to pretend to be a good person I just think that's funny

ADACHIREI

21 Feb, 2026, 2:22 am

oh my god your litterally the smartest person ever istg/gen

genuinly can we be as smart as this person like what

you cant defend someone and then get upset when someone else does th same like boii wth

mettazashihirokun

21 Feb, 2026, 2:44 am

@adachirei you might be the only person on this website with the common sense to form a single correct thought :joy: so many people on here are SUCH HYPOCRITES and i think everyone should learn to be smart like you :flushed:

commierade0101

21 Feb, 2026, 3:25 am

got scared seeing my name here butdang truth nuke

commierade0101

21 Feb, 2026, 3:41 am

anyways, i didnt know that psi could come from bpd
when i asked my ********* i was confused
in my country mental health isnt a widely known topic and alot of us here dont really think of disorders as real
so he kinda just said: oh lol thos epeople are insane sorry...
and since i really trusted him he just went on thisrant like: treat them equal but theyre STILL VERY VERY TERRIBLE PEOPLE!!!!
thats when i started actually looking into it (rightfully so) bc i was lowk confused

commierade0101

21 Feb, 2026, 3:41 am

ther.apist*

mettazashihirokun

21 Feb, 2026, 3:42 am

@comrade0101 where do u live bro huh :sob:

commierade0101

21 Feb, 2026, 3:43 am

anyways im sorry if youre uncomfy with me interacting i can delete my comments qnd stuff

commierade0101

21 Feb, 2026, 3:45 am

@mettazashihirokun i really dont knowbruh
this was when i was in japan for a while bc it was my sisters bday and she lived there for a bit and i saw my ********* again and we talked aboutthe whole thing so i believe i was in japan

commierade0101

21 Feb, 2026, 3:45 am

ok wai t im dum lolllli,was in japan why didi say i think. HOLY

mettazashihirokun

21 Feb, 2026, 3:46 am

@comrade0101 im cryin bro ue therpist is an idot.

commierade0101

21 Feb, 2026, 3:47 am

@mettazashihirokun the fact i believed him is something!.

commierade0101

21 Feb, 2026, 3:47 am

my country in general is just asias ambassador for bad reason

ADACHIREI

21 Feb, 2026, 7:53 am

mb for late reply but ty boi

you too

istg everyone on here is lowkey stupid omg why is common sense not common :broken_heart:

HeIIoWorld

21 Feb, 2026, 9:13 am

@jepstein pretty cool right?

HeIIoWorld

21 Feb, 2026, 9:14 am

anyway im in my kindess era i need to be loved and appreciated thanks for this post :heart:

HeIIoWorld

21 Feb, 2026, 9:15 am

@jepstein did u,reply to me on discord

Niamh_Birdy

21 Feb, 2026, 11:56 am

lol!

Jepstein

21 Feb, 2026, 6:03 pm

@HelloWorld no I was sleeping bro

mettazashihirokun

21 Feb, 2026, 9:09 pm

@helloworld everyoe appreciag riley

Ieopardshark

22 Feb, 2026, 2:46 am

preach that whole thing was so odd

dfunkdrunkmenace

22 Feb, 2026, 11:04 pm

hi but like when rory got exposed everyone who associated with him ran away like the Files dropped

dfunkdrunkmenace

22 Feb, 2026, 11:06 pm

but for some reason they did not give a living SHIΤ when riley got called out
like they didn't pull out a red bull and flew away becausethey were mostly likely thinking it would go in their favor

mettazashihirokun

23 Feb, 2026, 2:40 am

@dfunkdrunkmenace exactl

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