I screwed up ok give me a break by CalicoC10V3R

ok so i made that post at four freakin in the morning, i couldnt go to sleep, i've been stressed the frig out the past few weeks, and i acted rash, something i do often.

no im not quitting colorslive.
yes im gonna shut the frig up because no one cares about this.
yes im okay, and no im not planning to take my life.
i deleted the post because i realized i overshared.
that was me acting out of stress and frustration, NOT the real me.
I apologize if ive frightened any of you or worried you.

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18 Feb, 2026, 9:29 pm
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shadow_

18 Feb, 2026, 9:34 pm

you're all good :3

CalicoC10V3R

18 Feb, 2026, 10:46 pm

Generally as I stated in a deleted comment on someone else's post, I'm taking a break until I actually have some freaking time to be on here. Calicorants will cease for a while, as I have nothing to talk about, and I need time away for a while. I'm not exactly sure when things will lighten up, but I can't work on anything right now.

eMiLyCrAsY

19 Feb, 2026, 12:33 am

Sorry if i annoyed u with my comments, i was just worried

CalicoC10V3R

19 Feb, 2026, 12:43 am

@eMiLyCrAsY no it woke me up I realized I went too far

CalicoC10V3R

19 Feb, 2026, 12:46 am

it's OK

eMiLyCrAsY

19 Feb, 2026, 12:47 am

Okay, im still so sorry, i feel rlly bad :\

CalicoC10V3R

19 Feb, 2026, 12:49 am

I'm more or less annoyed with myself than anything else, I didn't mean to come off as annoyed at all, sorry about that ^^;

CalicoC10V3R

19 Feb, 2026, 12:50 am

@eMiLyCrAsY hey, it's fine, I freaked out over nothing, it's not your fault

CalicoC10V3R

19 Feb, 2026, 12:51 am

I was only mainly upset because I submitted several email reports about this situation to the CL moderators weeks ago and I haven't gotten a response yet

CalicoC10V3R

19 Feb, 2026, 12:52 am

And I took matters into my own hands, thinking my useless tag would mean anything

eMiLyCrAsY

19 Feb, 2026, 12:52 am

No your ok, i probably shouldn't have said anything in the first place, im not good at comforting ppl on text...
i hope things get better for u tho <3

CalicoC10V3R

19 Feb, 2026, 12:52 am

you didn't upset me or anything ok

eMiLyCrAsY

19 Feb, 2026, 12:54 am

The moderators never respond to anything, ive submitted several reports abt hackers and i never get a reply.
its like they dont care anymore

CalicoC10V3R

19 Feb, 2026, 12:54 am

Yeah I'll try my best to get better, I'm just gonna take a break until I actually have time to do stuff because I can't do school alone, I'm not getting enough sleep, and my mom hasn't been feeling well lately, so we're doing school all the way until midnight and I don't have enough time =.=

CalicoC10V3R

19 Feb, 2026, 12:57 am

I usually like to play videogames to unwind from school and now I never have time to do that so I've been getting irritated lately, earlier this morning I had an issue refilling my cat's automatic feeder and the kibble spilt all over the friggin place because the container was open after I thought I checked it, then my mom was (indirectly) testing my patience about other things so I'm just trying to force myself not to get into any cr** because the moment I do, I explode

eMiLyCrAsY

19 Feb, 2026, 12:58 am

Oh no, ill be praying for u.
also that sounds like a good idea, take as much time as u need

eMiLyCrAsY

19 Feb, 2026, 1:03 am

speaking of schoolwork tho, ive got to go do biology :sob:
hope things get better for u :)

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