Anklager by RenanEatsBurburs
im changing my name again-
this is also a vent.
my crush in school is my friend, they confessed to their crush on Feb 13. they denied my crush because they're as3xual. i wanted to confess to my friend that day, but it got awkward. i messed up trying to start a conversation, but i sounded rude and stupid, and i think my friend/crush hates me now. i got emotionally distressed. sometimes i have intrusive thoughts of offing myself, i might be depressed. i really hate myself, im a narcissist.
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16 Feb, 2026, 6:52 pm
i might need antidepressants like my sister used to have
16 Feb, 2026, 7:13 pm
yo youre a really cool person from what ive seen so they probably dont hate you it mightve been an awkward situation for them and they js need some space for a bit
16 Feb, 2026, 7:13 pm
@-OctoGen-
16 Feb, 2026, 7:15 pm
@blueberry_muffins
ty for saying that, i feel a lil better now :}
16 Feb, 2026, 7:17 pm
@-OctoGen- np!!
16 Feb, 2026, 7:17 pm
also im glad you feel better
16 Feb, 2026, 7:18 pm
@blueberry_muffins
ur pretty kewl :P
16 Feb, 2026, 7:20 pm
@-OctoGen- aww tysm!! youre cool too
16 Feb, 2026, 7:24 pm
@blueberry_muffins
ty :smile_cat:
16 Feb, 2026, 7:26 pm
@-OctoGen- np!! wyd
16 Feb, 2026, 7:28 pm
@blueberry_muffins
js chilling in bed
16 Feb, 2026, 7:29 pm
@blueberry_muffins
got my second earpiercing yesterday
16 Feb, 2026, 7:30 pm
@-OctoGen- i wish vro im stuck at my mean grandmothers physical therapy bc mom is out
what video games do you play
16 Feb, 2026, 7:32 pm
@blueberry_muffins
loll
well, usually on roblox. like Die of death, forsaken, evade, and i forgot that one game similar to kaiju island
16 Feb, 2026, 7:32 pm
ohh i dont have roblox i have fortnite and recroom
16 Feb, 2026, 7:32 pm
that sucks
16 Feb, 2026, 7:33 pm
what should i eat later
16 Feb, 2026, 7:33 pm
@blueberry_muffins
kewl, i also have rec room, but i haven't played in awhile
16 Feb, 2026, 7:34 pm
@blueberry_muffins
hmm, idk. maybe if you're going out to eat, i recommend ramen.
16 Feb, 2026, 7:35 pm
oooh yeah good idea
16 Feb, 2026, 7:35 pm
what shows do you like
16 Feb, 2026, 7:37 pm
@blueberry_muffins
usually js wathing food shows or tab on yt
16 Feb, 2026, 7:37 pm
watching*
16 Feb, 2026, 7:37 pm
yt is relatable
16 Feb, 2026, 7:38 pm
@blueberry_muffins
ty ty
16 Feb, 2026, 7:40 pm
@blueberry_muffins
i will let you know that i have a cellular device i can talk on :thumbsup:
16 Feb, 2026, 7:40 pm
HEYY NICE
16 Feb, 2026, 7:40 pm
@-OctoGen- is it apple phone or samsung/google
16 Feb, 2026, 7:41 pm
@blueberry_muffins
motorala G6 2024
16 Feb, 2026, 7:41 pm
@blueberry_muffins
so im pretty sure its samsung
16 Feb, 2026, 7:44 pm
@-OctoGen- ok so i cqn only call it but not rn bc im out so talk later? also at one point my mom might answer if you ever hear an adult saying "WHO ISTHIS" dont answer bruh js hang up its happened to my friends before sigh
16 Feb, 2026, 7:44 pm
@blueberry_muffins
grr i cant call >:/
16 Feb, 2026, 7:45 pm
GNG WE ARE LEAVING PHYSICAL THERAPY SOON AYY
16 Feb, 2026, 7:47 pm
@blueberry_muffins
i wanna go back to phys therapy :person_frowning:
16 Feb, 2026, 8:16 pm
hii i'm sorry to hear that you're not feeling well. I hope you have someone to talk about it and i hope u get better soon! take care <3
18 Feb, 2026, 2:10 am
ik this is weirdddd but ive been off colors for a while and i just posted something i took heavy inspo off pintrist and i just posted it (i made it some time last month) but it looks really similar lol
im sorry your not doing well :/
21 Feb, 2026, 2:46 am
@IrisDrawings
you're so sweett :]
21 Feb, 2026, 2:48 am
@jinxthelynx
Loll :sunglasses:
tyy :P
25 Feb, 2026, 11:23 am
HOW DID I NOT SEE THIS
25 Feb, 2026, 11:24 am
OMG ARE YOU OK???
27 Feb, 2026, 3:41 am
@BurgersAndFries
im good now for that situation, calm down, im ok :D
27 Feb, 2026, 5:29 am
@-octogen-
ok if ever need anything im here for you :gift_heart:
28 Feb, 2026, 3:53 am
@BurgersAndFries
same goes for you :man_gesturing_OK:
28 Feb, 2026, 7:17 am
youre more important ok
28 Feb, 2026, 3:01 pm
@BurgersAndFries
nuh uh we're all equally important
28 Feb, 2026, 5:34 pm
CAP
28 Feb, 2026, 8:48 pm
@BurgersAndFries
GRRR FINE THEN YOU'RE 10% MORE IMPORTANT THAN ME
THERE
01 Mar, 2026, 6:37 pm
NOOO YOUE 10000000797696976836461o6217o61o461461o46941696% mord important than mehh
02 Mar, 2026, 2:15 am
@BurgersAndFries
NUH UHH
06 Mar, 2026, 5:35 pm
YUH UH
06 Mar, 2026, 10:23 pm
@BurgersAndFries
NERR ERR
07 Mar, 2026, 4:58 am
KJKUCYKCYKCRYCC<HYCJCCYJ YOURE MORE IMPORTANT OK
08 Mar, 2026, 11:49 pm
@BurgersAndFries
OBJECTION