no one: omg beans i missed you where did you go we love you

so im grounded, depressed, on my period, sick with flu , threw up the only thing i ate today plus threw up nothing and my body hates me , and i cried like alot today and yesterday because it hurts so bad, also Im letting down everyone like i cant talk to my gf and my step brother cant come over after like 2-3 months of us not seeing him just because im sick so yeah

freaking hate my lifee