i might or mightnot take a break i l get emotional when i watch certain videos because sometimes they trigger me for some reason

ahyways ive been watching, ah unhealthy amount of this one video called just one
its just monika but tpot
ive watched it over and ver agian everytime i go on youtube its the first video onmy homepage

also stuff i say desnt make sense sometimes because my body (ESPECIALLY MY MOUTH) moves WAY faster than my brain
my brain works at a slow pace so yeah