also were getting a snowstorm tomorrow and the power might go out so idk if ill be on much during that time but its not like it,matters if im gone lol so
anyways

im so sorry juni.. im here if yu ever need to talk <33 i miss yu alot ,,

im getting a snowstorm too ,,

also yu ranting abt smth yu love isnt annoying, i think its rlly sweet <3 i've never obsessed over a character tht much , but i have obsessed over a person that much . i dont know exactly what ur going thru and i never will , because obviously i am not you . but on a certain level ,, i can relate . i know how much it hurts , and how insane it drives you when you just have to keep smiling , and doing what makes them happy , and get nothing in return , let alone them wanting to hang out with you

so i cant even imagine how terrible it is when you dont personally know them for whatever reason , i have obsessed over 2 characters before , but i'd never compare it to what ur going through , because both of my situations are completely different.

(as in the one with the characters and the real person) but like i said on a certain level i can relate. you can vent to me whenever you want.. okay ? ♡♡

@-L1v1ng_d34d_g1rl- thank you bro i really appreciate it.
is it ok if i vent now? its ok if not rn idm

Omg ofc <3 i literally do nothing all day

k.ms im srry for the late response ,, =c

@-l1v1ng_d34d_g1rl- no dw lol

@-L1v1ng_d34d_g1rl- so idk im just like crazy lonely nd im jst like too socially anxious to get friends irl
im relying on kpop groups and kdramas for happiness
my life heavily feels like its falling apart slowly im getting worse each day i feel like nobody actually cares despite as much ppl tell me they care i just wanna stay in bed all day every day
i genuinely feel like im losing my bf and im just like so lonely its eating me

idk man its stupid

sometimes i just dream of being in bed and my bf walking into my room and sitting at the end of my bed giving me company but we all know that wont happen

its obviously not stupid if its enough to upset you ,, also i know what you mean , i feel like i just wanna lay in my bed and waste away each day so ppl actually get rlly worried ,, i feel lik im disapointing everyone and losing my bff ,,

I want friends to hangout with at midnight
i want a normal life idk

yes bro , day dreaming is peak ,

yeah i am home schooled so i never got any irl friends .

@-L1v1ng_d34d_g1rl- same

also ik what you mean when ppl say they care and want to listen , my perfect a.ss "friends" always say ican come to them and talk , n when i do they dont get it and just laugh it off ,,

if yu want (ik th snow storm is coming) maybe we can lik try to talk every day so you dont feel so lonely ,, cuz i have nothin to do all day ..

also if ur bf doesnt realize how genuinely amazing yu are hes gonna fumble fr ,,

btw im srry if im not helping alot ,,

@DARKBLOOD

@-L1v1ng_d34d_g1rl- no youre good im sorry im slow im watching a show to cheer myself up a little lol

NOO ITS OKE ,, i legit always think tht if sm1 im trying to cheer up doesnt respond i suck at it and i am making it worse ,, btw wha are yu watching ? ´∀` @DARKBLOOD

@-L1v1ng_d34d_g1rl- extraordinary attorney woo
bc i wanna see junho heh... ok im weird anyways
how have you been

yu'r weird in tuh best way ,, also ive been okeee ,, how was ur day ?? @DARKBLOOD

@-L1v1ng_d34d_g1rl- ohh nothing new i just had my math tutor today wbu

uhh i was in the middle of doin smth and my dad made me play a stupid game w/ him ,, and had to deal w/ him bein a sore loser , and then lik hours later i finally got to finish what iwas doin ,, annnddd.. now i am havin the best part of my day :smirk_cat: (aka talking to yuu)
@DARKBLOOD

@-L1v1ng_d34d_g1rl- oh well at least yourehappy now!
still im sorry you struggle with so much i hope things get better for you :<

SRRY FOR THE LATE RESPONSE OMG IM SO STUPIDD also its okay-! .. =3 im sure that im just being dramactic . i hope things get better for yu too <33 btw ,, do yu watch anime ? `∀´

@DARKBLOOD

@-L1v1ng_d34d_g1rl- i dont really anymore but i watch chainsaw man here and there

Chainsaw man is peak ,, `∀´ if yu have hulu ( or disney+ and hulu) yu shud watch "my next life as a villainess: All Routes lead to doom !" an "puella magi modoka magica" they ar so good , , `-´

@-L1v1ng_d34d_g1rl- ive heard of those! ive been considering madoka magica actually

yes vro its so ****** , @DARKBLOOD

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