i figured out she biases han and it caused me to go into an episode and its still not gone away :joy: i doubt she didnt tell you abt it cuz u know her irl anyways
1: her lying to me and 2: her liking my fp out of the other 7 members, and 3: her being insensitive to my parasociality when i found out caused a split last night and an episode tht hasnt gone away
also yeah she likes him outt of the other 7, but we cant control who we like. She lied bc she didnt want you to hate her, shes told me. shes told me how she freaked out because she didnt want you to hate her.
@--miko-- ok well she shouldve js chose someone else if she was a real friend she ouldnt have even consdered my fp. she didnt consider my feelings either. if she didnt want my parasociality to spike then she shouldnt have saw jisung as an option. eight members and she chose to like the one i am mentally ill for. she didnt tell me the truth cuz she was scared of being attacked. she didnt gaf if i hated her. if she really cared about me hating her she shouldv stayed off my fp.
yeah well must suck for her cuz after ts im not being her friend again unless magically her bias changes. i said dni han biases and that means DNI. i dont just excuse people cuz theyre my friend.
if she understood how bad my illness is and actually considered me a friend she literally wouldnt have ever felt anything for jisung. that man was mine first and i refuse to share with anybody. even SPEAKING to people who bias him throw me into episodes. so the fact my FRIEND did this makes it worse
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22 Jan, 2026, 7:13 am
You needa talk?
23 Jan, 2026, 3:24 am
@--miko-- you know whats going on
23 Jan, 2026, 4:10 am
i do?
23 Jan, 2026, 4:10 am
@--miko-- i know vivi told you
23 Jan, 2026, 4:11 am
i figured out she biases han and it caused me to go into an episode and its still not gone away :joy: i doubt she didnt tell you abt it cuz u know her irl anyways
23 Jan, 2026, 4:12 am
1: her lying to me and 2: her liking my fp out of the other 7 members, and 3: her being insensitive to my parasociality when i found out caused a split last night and an episode tht hasnt gone away
23 Jan, 2026, 4:14 am
oh yeah that. yu needa talk sm more?
23 Jan, 2026, 4:17 am
also yeah she likes him outt of the other 7, but we cant control who we like.
She lied bc she didnt want you to hate her, shes told me.
shes told me how she freaked out because she didnt want you to hate her.
23 Jan, 2026, 4:18 am
she knew you Wouldn't want her to interact anymore so she lied to keep you happy basiclly, to keep the friendship yu two have going
23 Jan, 2026, 4:19 am
@--miko-- ok well she shouldve js chose someone else if she was a real friend she ouldnt have even consdered my fp. she didnt consider my feelings either. if she didnt want my parasociality to spike then she shouldnt have saw jisung as an option. eight members and she chose to like the one i am mentally ill for. she didnt tell me the truth cuz she was scared of being attacked. she didnt gaf if i hated her. if she really cared about me hating her she shouldv stayed off my fp.
23 Jan, 2026, 4:20 am
yeah well must suck for her cuz after ts im not being her friend again unless magically her bias changes. i said dni han biases and that means DNI. i dont just excuse people cuz theyre my friend.
23 Jan, 2026, 4:21 am
if she understood how bad my illness is and actually considered me a friend she literally wouldnt have ever felt anything for jisung. that man was mine first and i refuse to share with anybody. even SPEAKING to people who bias him throw me into episodes. so the fact my FRIEND did this makes it worse
23 Jan, 2026, 4:41 am
okay, i understand where your coming from and its okay to not interact or be her friend after this.
you were hurt and you're chooseing a vaild answer.