i had cut myself for the first time in a year yesterday. i just.... cant anymore, i needed to vent... yet ill just delete this later.... so why do i even post it?
@mettazashihirokun if you have nothing positive to say id rather you say nothing at all respectfully, dni if the only reason you interact is to berrate me, same to @tpn_1fan as a Christian my political and religious beleifs align and if your biggotry means you cant peacefully interact id prefer you stayed far away from my account. and on a seperate note, thanks for the support @jettythecat, @Silverstar7318, @_-time-_, and @knotty :D
also, this didnt fit on the previous message, but @speedineedthis, next time i vent ill make sure to nsfw it, however at the moment i do not know how to make a existing paint nsfw :3
mama you're the bigot im crying so bad you just throw words around :joy: you are literally the textbook definition of a bigot you nasty christian transphobic slopfield
@mettazashihihirokun according to google: big·ot /ˈbiɡət/ noun a person who is obstinately or unreasonably attached to a belief, opinion, or faction, especially one who is prejudiced against or antagonistic toward a person or people on the basis of their membership of a particular group. and back to my typing: ex: a liberal, leftist etc deliberately antagonizing a member of the opposite group. you (right now) are the living definition of the word you litteraly called @jettythecat a fag for being on my side.
@mettazashihirokun stop being such a jerk. There is a real person on the other side of the screen. This is the literal definition of cyberbullying. I couldn't care less what you think of me but if you're being unnecessarily mean, I'm gonna stand up and speak against it.
mama we are different. im not a bigot due to me not being against any group of yours. im not against christians, therefore the only group of yours that was stated isnt being harassed. this means, i am not a bigot. you on the other hand, spend copious amounts of time yippering about how transgenderism is wrong, and also support charlie kirks beliefs, which is full on against the bible. same with trump. neither of those men are true christians.
and, its not bigotry to be against right wingers or maga, as political debates isnt deliberately hating on people just trying to live (unless said political debate is due to the fact you are transphobic. in said case scenario youd be the bigot.)
oh, and, you're calling me a bigot because you want to be oppressed. you arent. you are straight, cisgender, and christian. all three of those is what majority of the world population is. that said, you arent of a minority group who is subject to oppression
@mettazashihirokun Dude, thanks. you've have called abt everyone a bad word so quit it I dont care what u believe in right now, all i know is that wat ur saying to others on colors rn Is WRONG. stop it with the language ive heard enough. i think everyone else has too. just stop it, dude it isnt helping this isn't funny cool nice all i want to get through ur CRAPPY brain is that ppl have feelings. so STOP. ok?! shut it. im standing up 4 the ppl around me, bcuz of u ok? stop tysm
@jettythecat dude you are so funny your dni is 'transphobes, homорhobes, and trump supporters' yet this guy is all 3 of those. how ironic. you dont even stand up for your beliefs. fake leftist, you're no better than maga
@mettazashihihirokun i never said i hated trans ppl, NEVER, the lord says to love everyone, and even if they make bad descisions its right to still care about them, the most ive ever said (which i know as a fact, due to it being my beleifs) is that i dont support it. i dont HATE THEM ALL, i dont support transgenderism and wish they would find christ (a common sentiment. Your bigotry, coming in with harrasment (this post.... had nothing to do with my beleifs.... other than me needing to vent...) and you cant say its not bigotry to be against my belifs.... when you call me a bigot for being against yours... also, slurs arent just a 'oh hehe i have the pass cuz this', your either fine with the word being used or you arent... and while i can agree that in some points charlie was wrong, his overall theme does align with christianity (my beleifs). i dont spend a bunch of time talking about it either, one or two posts was it. MAGA is a group, there is anti maga bigotry same as theres anti gay bigotry. you cant say 'oh i dont like this group so i can say no wrong about them'
you sound like an idiot rn lol bigotry is what you and your people commit. as i said, you arent a minority, therefore, i am not being a bigot by disliking you. also, your comments on the_adjudicators post proves what you just said otherwise. you said more than 'i dont support' and you are fully aware of that.
@jettythecat@knotty ima just report their commnts then leave it up to the colors devs.... apparently getting a bone broken on a school playground by a trune because i had a maga hat doesn't constitute as anti maga, anti cis or anti straight bigotry (which it has happenedto me once) theres no reasoningwith ppl like that
im not good at this, nor am i trying to interfere with this argument. i just wanna say i support you :D. i understand how it feels with cuttíng and my best friend always hugs me until i say i wont do it, so... huggies..? for support?
Comments
17 Jan, 2026, 1:00 am
hey br,o i have no hate against vents but u should put this on nsfw or a tw
17 Jan, 2026, 1:00 am
/nbr
17 Jan, 2026, 1:04 am
I'm here if you need to talk.
17 Jan, 2026, 1:19 am
its amazing that you made it a year clean! good job on that!! but try to take care of yourself, im here if you want to talk :)
17 Jan, 2026, 2:15 am
shut up trumpie transphobe
17 Jan, 2026, 2:35 am
@mettazashihirokun dude you need to shut up frick off
17 Jan, 2026, 2:36 am
@AnonymousAndUnknown im here for you if you need to talk. stay safe :3
17 Jan, 2026, 2:37 am
btw im @BigAria
17 Jan, 2026, 2:37 am
Hey im here if u need to talk; we all are
17 Jan, 2026, 2:37 am
@_-time-_ you arent intimidating lol :joy: the fact you're scared to say fuсk is so funny to me
17 Jan, 2026, 2:44 am
@mettazashihirokun im not scared those are js my beliefs
17 Jan, 2026, 2:45 am
@_-time-_ i do not gaf bro the devilis coming after u
17 Jan, 2026, 2:47 am
@mettazashihirokun boohoo. so scary.
17 Jan, 2026, 2:50 am
son :sob: LMAOOOOO AGAIN AGAN AGAINNN
17 Jan, 2026, 2:50 am
@_-time-_ im crinneee ur literally scared of saying curse words. fuсk shıt рussy аss dаmn bitсh сunt fаggоt diсk
17 Jan, 2026, 2:50 am
@tpn_1fan IM CRYINTGG PLEASE HEX THIS PERSON
17 Jan, 2026, 2:51 am
MÁNI... LUNA... SOL... THOR... ODIN... FREJA... SOMEONE PLEASE STRIKE THIS PERSON DOWN.
17 Jan, 2026, 2:52 am
@mettazashihirokun got you boiii lmao who is this #cornball
17 Jan, 2026, 2:52 am
the fingers dude
17 Jan, 2026, 2:52 am
namastay
17 Jan, 2026, 2:52 am
@tpn_1fan I KNOW DUDE HELPMEEEEE
17 Jan, 2026, 2:53 am
@mettazashihirokun do you really think i care about what you think :full_moon_with_face:
17 Jan, 2026, 2:53 am
@tpn_1fan THIS PERSON IS TRANSPHOBIC, HОMОPHОBIC, SUPPORTS TRUMP, LIKES CHARLIE KIRK... SO ON LIK HEPM MEEEE
17 Jan, 2026, 2:55 am
@mettazashihirokun i can tell... yikes....
17 Jan, 2026, 3:08 am
@mettazashihirokun
if you have nothing positive to say id rather you say nothing at all
respectfully, dni if the only reason you interact is to berrate me, same to @tpn_1fan
as a Christian my political and religious beleifs align and if your biggotry means you cant peacefully interact id prefer you stayed far away from my account.
and on a seperate note, thanks for the support @jettythecat, @Silverstar7318, @_-time-_, and @knotty
:D
17 Jan, 2026, 3:09 am
np! thats what friends do ^^
17 Jan, 2026, 3:09 am
also, this didnt fit on the previous message, but @speedineedthis, next time i vent ill make sure to nsfw it, however at the moment i do not know how to make a existing paint nsfw :3
17 Jan, 2026, 3:09 am
@_-time-_ :D
17 Jan, 2026, 3:10 am
@mettazashihirokun fuçk off man stop being a jerk
17 Jan, 2026, 3:11 am
mama you're the bigot im crying so bad you just throw words around :joy: you are literally the textbook definition of a bigot you nasty christian transphobic slopfield
17 Jan, 2026, 3:11 am
@jettythecat fаggоt
17 Jan, 2026, 3:14 am
@mettazashihihirokun
according to google:
big·ot
/ˈbiɡət/
noun
a person who is obstinately or unreasonably attached to a belief, opinion, or faction, especially one who is prejudiced against or antagonistic toward a person or people on the basis of their membership of a particular group.
and back to my typing:
ex:
a liberal, leftist etc deliberately antagonizing a member of the opposite group. you (right now) are the living definition of the word
you litteraly called @jettythecat a fag for being on my side.
17 Jan, 2026, 3:20 am
@mettazashihirokun stop being such a jerk. There is a real person on the other side of the screen. This is the literal definition of cyberbullying. I couldn't care less what you think of me but if you're being unnecessarily mean, I'm gonna stand up and speak against it.
17 Jan, 2026, 3:22 am
mama we are different. im not a bigot due to me not being against any group of yours. im not against christians, therefore the only group of yours that was stated isnt being harassed. this means, i am not a bigot. you on the other hand, spend copious amounts of time yippering about how transgenderism is wrong, and also support charlie kirks beliefs, which is full on against the bible. same with trump. neither of those men are true christians.
17 Jan, 2026, 3:23 am
and yes, i called them a fаggоt cuz unlike your homорhоbic аss, i can say that word.
17 Jan, 2026, 3:24 am
and, its not bigotry to be against right wingers or maga, as political debates isnt deliberately hating on people just trying to live (unless said political debate is due to the fact you are transphobic. in said case scenario youd be the bigot.)
17 Jan, 2026, 3:25 am
oh, and, you're calling me a bigot because you want to be oppressed. you arent. you are straight, cisgender, and christian. all three of those is what majority of the world population is. that said, you arent of a minority group who is subject to oppression
17 Jan, 2026, 3:25 am
now, i have nothing else to say. i know im right whether it gets through your hard head or not
17 Jan, 2026, 3:28 am
@jettythecat standing for what i know is right is apparently being stubborn? sygau and go educate yourself
17 Jan, 2026, 3:30 am
If you think being a bully is right, then you need to review your morals.
17 Jan, 2026, 3:30 am
@jettythecat i think being a bully is necessary if the person getting harassed doesnt believe in basic inalienable human rights
17 Jan, 2026, 3:32 am
@mettazashihirokun
Dude, thanks.
you've have called abt everyone a bad word
so quit it
I dont care what u believe in right now,
all i know is that wat ur saying to others on colors rn
Is WRONG.
stop it with the language
ive heard enough.
i think everyone else has too.
just stop it, dude
it isnt helping
this isn't
funny
cool
nice
all i want to get through ur CRAPPY brain
is that
ppl
have feelings.
so
STOP. ok?! shut it.
im standing up 4 the ppl around me,
bcuz of u
ok?
stop
tysm
17 Jan, 2026, 3:32 am
@jettythecat dude you are so funny your dni is 'transphobes, homорhobes, and trump supporters' yet this guy is all 3 of those. how ironic. you dont even stand up for your beliefs. fake leftist, you're no better than maga
17 Jan, 2026, 3:32 am
I do not care, you are getting blocked and hopefully device banned
17 Jan, 2026, 3:33 am
@mettazashihihirokun
i never said i hated trans ppl, NEVER, the lord says to love everyone, and even if they make bad descisions its right to still care about them, the most ive ever said (which i know as a fact, due to it being my beleifs) is that i dont support it. i dont HATE THEM ALL, i dont support transgenderism and wish they would find christ (a common sentiment.
Your bigotry, coming in with harrasment (this post.... had nothing to do with my beleifs.... other than me needing to vent...)
and you cant say its not bigotry to be against my belifs.... when you call me a bigot for being against yours...
also, slurs arent just a 'oh hehe i have the pass cuz this', your either fine with the word being used or you arent...
and while i can agree that in some points charlie was wrong, his overall theme does align with christianity (my beleifs). i dont spend a bunch of time talking about it either, one or two posts was it.
MAGA is a group, there is anti maga bigotry same as theres anti gay bigotry. you cant say 'oh i dont like this group so i can say no wrong about them'
17 Jan, 2026, 3:33 am
@knotty sygau you also hate gay people so i think you deserve the devil to ruin your life
17 Jan, 2026, 3:33 am
@jettythecat
i think ur right
17 Jan, 2026, 3:35 am
i think that God should bless ur life
@mettazashihirokun
17 Jan, 2026, 3:35 am
you sound like an idiot rn lol bigotry is what you and your people commit. as i said, you arent a minority, therefore, i am not being a bigot by disliking you.
also, your comments on the_adjudicators post proves what you just said otherwise. you said more than 'i dont support' and you are fully aware of that.
17 Jan, 2026, 3:35 am
I think this is a lesson to stand up to people who come in and be a jerk on peoples VENTS of all places.
17 Jan, 2026, 3:36 am
keep it fruitful and happy
becuz i dont
hate
and i love those who hate me,
becuz God, our heavenly father said so.
17 Jan, 2026, 3:37 am
@jettythecat @knotty ima just report their commnts then leave it up to the colors devs.... apparently getting a bone broken on a school playground by a trune because i had a maga hat doesn't constitute as anti maga, anti cis or anti straight bigotry (which it has happenedto me once)
theres no reasoningwith ppl like that
17 Jan, 2026, 3:37 am
@jettythecat i do not gaf bruh this person probably didnt even harm themself they js wanted the attention
17 Jan, 2026, 3:37 am
ok? im sry
im sry
and i didn't say
that to the
17 Jan, 2026, 3:37 am
I reported them too.
17 Jan, 2026, 3:38 am
@tpn_1fan IM CRINNNEEEE ZERO BONES WERE BROKEN FOR BEING MAGA U WEIRDO :joy: straight bigotry and maga bigotry is an oxymoron
17 Jan, 2026, 3:38 am
@mettazashihihirokun
and who ever said there could only be anti minority bigorty
17 Jan, 2026, 3:39 am
ok. im done with this ****.
APPARENTLY I CANT HAVE ANY PROBLEMS BECAUSE IM WHITE.
17 Jan, 2026, 3:40 am
I'm dropping this. Bullies feed off attention. Just ignore it.
17 Jan, 2026, 3:42 am
me too :/
17 Jan, 2026, 3:44 am
@jettythecat @knotty :D thanks guys... if yall want i can *try to draw yall something as thanks :3
17 Jan, 2026, 3:45 am
sure, thanks
17 Jan, 2026, 3:45 am
yeah!! that would be awesome!!!! tysm :33
17 Jan, 2026, 3:48 am
use #knottyfunnyart4me if thats ok!! :333
17 Jan, 2026, 3:48 am
@knotty ok!!!
17 Jan, 2026, 3:50 am
ty :33
17 Jan, 2026, 5:05 am
WHAT IS HAPPENING AND OH MY GOSH THAT IS A BIG CUT
17 Jan, 2026, 5:55 am
damn. that person needs to calm down.. (the mean one)
17 Jan, 2026, 6:00 am
im not good at this, nor am i trying to interfere with this argument. i just wanna say i support you :D.
i understand how it feels with cuttíng and my best friend always hugs me until i say i wont do it, so... huggies..? for support?