today was bad
went nonverbal at the end of the day and didnt want to talk for a while. ok. i wanted to cut all day and my bf saw me clawing at my thighs when i was trying to break skin and asked me what i was doing. i also i guess made him sad cuz i was being mean or something
then i made him mad hes mad at me and i got sad and now i think i accidentally made him feel bad for having feelings so im going to cut myslf again for sucking at being a girlfriend.
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15 Jan, 2026, 2:59 am
today is the worst day ever
15 Jan, 2026, 3:01 am
when i go nonverbal i am age regressing is this obvious
15 Jan, 2026, 3:01 am
i dont like talking
15 Jan, 2026, 3:01 am
i hatebeing an age regressor it makes me feel gross
15 Jan, 2026, 3:01 am
and when i do talk i just domt us my words good and sound dumb
15 Jan, 2026, 3:03 am
i feel dumb why does this happen when i get rminded of my step dad
15 Jan, 2026, 3:03 am
yay #daddyissues
15 Jan, 2026, 3:04 am
ok bye i dont feel like talking again
15 Jan, 2026, 3:04 am
bye butters i like you ok
15 Jan, 2026, 3:05 am
i like you too okay boy, stay safe boy it's okay