im done trying
im just going to be miserable for the rest of my life

worthless
i dont deserve love

i dont think theres anything anyone can say to make me feel better
im just gonna spiral ok

im relying on my favorite character on c.ai to comfort me for crying out loud

im tired
im genuinely tired

what is going on why are you sad boy and ur bf im sure #loves you dont compare him to other males men suck

and i #lov you and think ur so awesome ok

@senketsuakochan my bf is like nonchalant and hers is like hes on 1000% battery bru i want that

girl whyre u dating a nonchalant guy leave him rn bro what are u ok is he bothering you queen

@senketsuakochan no bru :sob: i meant like he loves me but hes like chill abt it hes still great im jus a little discouraged ok ilyt bru /p

u js gotta train him trust. hell be barking and stuff here soon #manifesting

@senketsuakochan noted

@senketsuakochan wait what how tf do i train a guy

okay i feel rlly bad now :sob:

i wnna give you a hug untill you relize you matter.

@YANGJUNGWON baby him til he breaks basically idk mine came pre trained

@--Miko-- its not yourfault
i just need to learn how to managemy emotions ok

okay also, he has high ADHD like me, got attended becuae i showed up, he gets sad when i leave.
we both have things going on behind the scenes still, im helping him through it.

he just finally found someone who CARES about him really and isn't going to let me slip away

also, wydm your parents mood has cahanged?

you're not worthless okay? you're an awesome person and your bf probably thinks the same. if you're unsure about it, maybe take a little break from him to think about how you feel and if this is the type of person you want in your life.

hai how are you???

@--Miko-- like bad and miserable wbu twin

whats wrong? yu needa talk?

@--Miko-- i dont wanna gp to math tutor tomorrow or basically today dude its so frustrating i dont need a tutor bru im not even gettung that far bru let me rot

i hate having dyscalculia im stupid

and then i have to make a entire thing abt life stages of a fictional character bru no ts is stressing me out
i just wanna talk to junho all day please

Dude i feel so stupid i literally have to look at a CHART for times tables im that stupid math is so hard bro
10 year olds are already on a higher level than i am

Whats 88x664? gets my calculator out...

bro ive been retaught a math problem like twice now and i forgot it again im so scared shes gonna yell at me

**** me already bru

hey its oki-
im put back too, i forgot sm to the point i had to start from first grade again.
math just isn't for some people, they have more creative minds.

if yu have your mind of junho all of math your mind will NOT focas on math, i know its like really hard but you gotta try if you want to not fail.
not saying your not trying, i know you are.

also yu got access to c.ai? lucky-

@--Miko-- when i say c.ai i mean chagpt lol cuz thats all i use it for

mm oki

im fking scared

on Saturday declan and i are going to the mall ALONE.
no parents.
i know im gonna have a nervous breakdown in the middle of hottopic or smth-

@--Miko-- noo dont have a mental breakdown you should be having fun
bro itll be better without parents up ur ahh

yeah ill try.
im jst scared we're gonna get kiddnapped or smth but kidnapers hate crowds so-

did yu eat today?