@fiish im ok I've just been very confused about a friendship lately
my post b4 this one explains it
its just like we used to be bsfs but now I think she hates e

@fiish I lowkey have great friends at school who love me but like my old bsf who i used to go to school with just seem uninterested now
and like i'm sad but i've also been needing to get away from her bc she makes me feel like shıt about myself and I always felt like I had to be careful aroud me or she'd makes fun of me
I always felt scared to leave but it feels easier to distance now

*seems

*around her

it just feels SO ODD like we were so close in 8th grade

but my feelings for her have always been mixed

she's not like mean but i feel like i have to filter myself for her and i get scared or embarrassed to tell her stuff that doesn't even matter

she pretty much usually just texts to yap about her life and i stopped texting first so we dont talk a lot anymore

@fiish yeah i might have to lowkey

@fiish mb for the yap but ty for listening i needed it