my side of it by senketsuakochan

okay, so i posted something last night, and it was me ranting about sеx. nothing crazy if you know me. one of my mutuals had responded to it, mentioning how they hate their hypersехuality. i had agreed, as its very hard for me to deal with. this is when mrchimera/riley came in. he said: 'Most girls just say theyre hyреrseхual because they are confused about their hormones. Thats probably what you have lol' That obviously upset me, as I was assaulted by my dad at 4, and then constantly-

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senketsuakochan

11 Jan, 2026, 3:15 am

-assaulted by my childhood friends brother when i was six. These events followed up with hypersехuality and frequent mаsturbаtion starting at the age of four/five. I had went to sleep last night after his comment, cuz i thought maybe he didnt mean it that way. When I wake up, that post has 40+ new notifications. He claimed girls make up their SA and say that they were because they want a reason to hate men. That had sparked an argument between him, @/leopoldbuttersscotch, and-

senketsuakochan

11 Jan, 2026, 3:18 am

@/mintchocolatechips. The whole time, his argument just got worse and worse. He started saying to Butters 'Dont you have trauma from Pokopin lol', and 'You have a big mouth for someone whos insecure.' And then to Mint, he started saying how I am being dramatic about my SA and that i'm 'probably not hypersеxual.' As well as them, he said to my friend stella that she is fat and needs to work out.
I finally butted in. And after everything he said, I had no intentions to be nice.

senketsuakochan

11 Jan, 2026, 3:20 am

And so, I told him to kiII himself. Not very nice of me, but I dont take misogyny or bullying my friends lightly. The fact he had so much to say about my trauma and trauma responses is kinda crazy. He would constantly say in his argument with my friends, 'You seem mad are you on your period?,' 'You're only mad cuz you're a girl,' and 'Girls fake SA for attention/because they hate men.'

senketsuakochan

11 Jan, 2026, 3:22 am

I had went offline for a bit cuz the whole thing really had рissed me off, cuz I didnt go through what I did just for people to claim I am lying. When I come back, his girlfriend messaged me saying she is talking to him about how what he said isnt very nice. That was agreeable, until she started getting рissy with me, telling me I am being dramatic and that I shouldnt tell him to off himself. Okay?? tell your dog not to harass women for what they went through??

senketsuakochan

11 Jan, 2026, 3:24 am

She started saying I am too sensitive and should get off the internet if I am so emotional over a few messages. She also said 'dont post about your trauma if you dont want people to question it.' Which, I didnt post about my trauma. As I said, the initial post was literally me talking about wanting to get cracked LOL

senketsuakochan

11 Jan, 2026, 3:27 am

And, what he said was so unacceptable that someone ive had beef with even stood up for me. (@/Studlustforever.) While I was gone, Zach was arguing with MrChimera about how what he said was wrong and that my reaction was deserved and had it coming for him.
The argument kept on going between me and MrChimera, and at some point he said I should apologize for being a woman ****. Even his girlfriend thought that was odd.

senketsuakochan

11 Jan, 2026, 3:27 am

*słut

senketsuakochan

11 Jan, 2026, 3:30 am

his girlfriend started forcing him to apologize with the condition i also apologize?? LOL. he didnt give an apology to be honest. all he said was 'sorry'
The whole thing was so unacceptable. The fact people still support him is insane. I dont care that we 'fixed it.' all that happened was you said sorry. just sorry. no actual apology.
i appreciate everyone who stood up for me, especially @mintchocolatechips and @studlustforever these two did so much to help in the situation and so thank you.

66wAspen6

11 Jan, 2026, 3:57 am

Hi im mrchimera and imsuch a fuсking loser haha

66wAspen6

11 Jan, 2026, 4:01 am

@senketsuakochan mrchimera is the chud final boss

DARKBLOOD

11 Jan, 2026, 4:06 am

they seem like the type of person to blame everything they say on their autism
"guysss its my autism i cant help itt :disappointed: "

tpn_1fan

11 Jan, 2026, 4:06 am

oh! hm... hm... well kirk that.

P4st3lTheAlgabralien

11 Jan, 2026, 4:09 am

I hope your alright after all that stay safe dude

olliahh

11 Jan, 2026, 4:26 am

thats gross... burn him.

P4st3lTheAlgabralien

11 Jan, 2026, 4:30 am

LOL I JUST APPEAR EVERY NOW AND THEN

buried_inblack

11 Jan, 2026, 4:47 am

how tf does he have a girlfriend :angel:

MAL1CE-M1ZER

11 Jan, 2026, 5:01 am

dude.. wtaff..

STUDLUSTforever

11 Jan, 2026, 5:56 am

>> im so happy to help, ik were the way we are and all that but nobody deserves that bull its dehumanizing and disturbing that someone would even think of saying it

STUDLUSTforever

11 Jan, 2026, 6:01 am

>> he didnt but he did threaten me as well in like a pretty detailed comment :-/ didnt care for it but he or his gf deleted it real quick

YEOWCHERZ

11 Jan, 2026, 6:57 am

ew,,
dude you r NOT overlysensitive yuf awsume

DonSonnellino

11 Jan, 2026, 12:17 pm

THIS ISNT YOUR FAULT DUDE DONT THINK IT IS

comrade0101

11 Jan, 2026, 5:48 pm

WT.F i never knew this i used to be a lurker before i made an acc and i liked their art.. as someone whos also hyperswxual and got s aed thats so bad i hope u find peace

skulI

11 Jan, 2026, 8:55 pm

LITERALLY WAS I MUTED WHY DIDNT YALL LISTEN TO ME

skulI

11 Jan, 2026, 9:12 pm

All i did was forgave him (since you know, im the bigger person obviously) and he just started dming me everyday so i ignored him because i dont want to indulge in a person who sent me such... Threats. Anyway, an hour ago he told me to end myself twice on discord and stated multiple times he likes awful things being said to him and he'd much rather argue than not. Lol.

skulI

11 Jan, 2026, 9:19 pm

he needs to stop victimmaxxing and start looksmaxxing take that black pill son

skulI

11 Jan, 2026, 9:26 pm

LMAOO FIRST FUNNY COLORSLIVE USER EVER

calliehi

11 Jan, 2026, 9:36 pm

hi, i HAVE come into contact with Mr Chimera and his gf before, i have recently (only yesterday) apologised to both of them for anything offensive i have said before and he didnt respond but his gf thanked me and followed m account, which i thought was pleasant. However, i was not aware that he has been saying sęxist stuff or making fun of peoples trauma (i was S'Ad by my last bf.) I read all the comments here and i just wanted to say im sorry about what youve been thru + im sorry that was said

calliehi

11 Jan, 2026, 9:38 pm

when i say i wasnt aware he was saying sęxist stuff i was meaning to others, he has said a few nasty things too me too before! Im just a general pacifist and am trying to be polite to avoid confrontation, but from evidence ive seen i do feel like MrChimera should be banned for what hes done.

calliehi

11 Jan, 2026, 9:39 pm

Colors Live should be a safe place for artists, and once again, i apologise on his behalf for the stuff he has said to you. You are an incredibly brave person for speaking out about your trauma and personal issues and sticking up for yourself, i admire you <3

Dream_SaveTheWorld

11 Jan, 2026, 9:42 pm

I have a feeling that chimera is prolly going through a horrible time and is taking it out on other people cuz it makes him happy talking abt other peoples pain and saying mad offensive things for uh funny

"That's just my theory though!"

"A game theory..."

Twisty_McCrispy

11 Jan, 2026, 9:54 pm

Im reporting like almost all of his comments rn begging on my knees he gets a console ban:pray:

Twisty_McCrispy

11 Jan, 2026, 9:56 pm

also idk if u saw this u probably did but he made 2 news account called nidoran and nidorana

senketsuakochan

11 Jan, 2026, 10:02 pm

@twisty_mccrispy i think nidorana is his girlfriend....??? i dont know tho. hes still active on mrchimera so hopefully we're able to console ban him

mintchocolatechips

11 Jan, 2026, 10:53 pm

iam a bit late to this NO PROGLEM M GOAT unrelated bc it wss my second day back i didnt know this guyso I went to his accoujt shortly after leaving my first replies during the initial argument and was very surprised to see he ws a popular artist :sob: son you cannot be doing this and expect immunity to criticism

mintchocolatechips

11 Jan, 2026, 10:53 pm

i worded 5his so weirdly ignore my typos

senketsuakochan

11 Jan, 2026, 10:54 pm

@mintchocolatechips EXACTLY IM CRYINGGGG just cus ur popular doesnt mean people will stick with you :sob:

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