I'm So Scared to Talk about it to My Mom... *Curls up since i'm scared*

I Do Want to be a Girl >_< but Scared to Talk about it to My Mom :space_invader:

its alright :3 if u take choir that can also be good if u just want your voice higher pitch. ? i know alot of trans ppl at my school. i even d4ted a ftm! except he got onto me alot for using his 'deadname' but trust me. i know tips. for a trans mtf... maybe not that much tips but... i can help as best i can. (ftm means female transitioning to male and mtf means male to female.) and i like the flag! but im pretty sure thats the ftm one. :p im pretty sure the male ones a lil different

@MrZeus and tips is to do shoulder exercises. cuz girls have small shoulders. ngl i have man shoulders so my shoulders are bigger than my torso bc i have hourglass /inverted triangle bodyshape but... if u also have big shoulders then exercises will be good.

@Sakura_Blossom, oh ok *Still Curls Up* and for my Drawing thats Normal Transgender Flag. Ever since i have Mild Depression this is Hard to Discuss About It, About Me Wanting To Be a Girl :cry: I'm Scared, I Get Nervous About What I say about It. *Sniff Tears*

@Sakura_Blossom, ever heard word 'Gender Euphoria' before?

dw all trans people are scared. and heres a tip. if u have abusive/toxic parents who hate lgbtq+ . simply dont come out to them. and if u have nice parents but arent sure yet... try subtly hinting to them that your trans. (examples : pointing out trans characters in shows/movies etc and saying oh their cool!) and if u see makeup or smth say oh hey (parent name ,like mom, or dad) i like that makeup look dont you think.? and when ur ready and know theyll support , you tell them. ! :D

@MrZeus yes i have. countless times.

i have alot of kids at my school. its a middle school and im guessing theres around 2-3k kids. and im betting that atleast 20 of those kids are trans or some kind of lgbtq. and maybe more then that. alot of popular girls i know are lesbian. im one of them. except im the "weird furry kid lesbian who dated 3 girls at once bc it was fun" . and guess what. one of those girls were trans. so trust me ik what you go through.

so if u want i can call u your preferred name and use she/her pronouns? if not thats cool too.

@Sakura_Blossom, I think i'm starting to Remember that i had "Transgender" talk i think 1 or 2 Years Ago and i was asked why i want to be a Girl 1 time and hearing like "is it Makeup?" Yes & I also Like How Girls Dress and Their Heels (I Was Looking At It Respectively). i think i have small Shoulder or kinda medium size shoulder

@Sakura_Blossom, My Girl Name: Rosalina & Yes Use She/Her

oh ok and yes gurlypoppp!! <3

@Sakura_Blossom, I Prefer Lesbians than Transitional Girls date Boyz Respectively Saying

@Sakura_Blossom, Thanks

and genuinely i prefer black girls . i also have a thing for freckles. :p

@Sakura_Blossom, Black Girls? (Not trying to be rac!st) i'm White not Black. You Ok with White Girl like Me?

yeah. wait- are u saying u like me? oop- well im taken by a girl rn but if u want i can ask her if she wants to be in a poly relationship again. poly basically means sharing.

@Sakura_Blossom, i wouldn't mind that, if She cool with you being with me then Ok, if not that's ok. If I Had To Be Honest With You then Yes I Do Like You

omg yah! another gf just like old times! *gets flashbacks of my old poly relationship with like 3 girls.* . oh wowsies. :p okay ill ask her :D itll prob be on the 7th. (wednesday) since thats when ill see her again. but yeah. im sure shes okay w it. but as of rn. were saying its a situationship. not official till i get my lovely gfs permission :p

@Sakura_Blossom, True~ & oh ok, Curious What is it like to Date Girls and Be Lesbian?

its fun. like rlly fun. cuz im pretty sure guys js dump u bc your not pretty to them anymore. in my experience all guys are players and they're only nice to girls they like or are friends w. i had a guy hold the door open for me and then he saw a pimple on my face and said "sorry pizza face dont open doors for ugly tan girls " and then immediately slammed the door on my face and walked away. and istg he laughed as he left. men are trash. not all men but alot of them.

also im pretty sure girls tend to stay w you longer. and they dont care much abt how u look. but there is mean girls too js like everyone theres always gonna be a mean person .

@Sakura_Blossom, Girls stay with You Longer? How Interesting~

yes. with guys i dated they dumped me within 2 months. the girls i dated stayed with me for 6+ months and one of them even dated me for 2 years and then dumped me bc she moved and her mom said she didn't approve of her being lesbian :c

@Sakura_Blossom, i see. When you did your face reveal i think You're Pretty

really :D ty

@Sakura_Blossom, You're Welcome

oh and my smiles sorta wrong :p

school starts Wednesday for me :sob:

@Sakura_Blossom, Oh School For You. I Had School Today & it was a Good Day

oh cool. you in middle school? im in 7th. :c i have pe and ag this semester and tell me why tf they making me do agriculture THIRD FLIPPING PERIOD and why i have pe 5th period. ITS THE HOTTEST TIME TO HAVE PE AT. im gonna be cold in the mornings and be sweating bullets in the day. istg this semester finna be straight *** cheeks :c i miss having coding and art :c

*. = ?*

@Sakura_Blossom, I'm Senior at High School, Joined Esports Club

a senior? oh wow so ur like 15?

man ima be called a p3d0 :p people always say at my school if the grades dont touch then u dont touch. bro i legit dated a 3rd grader when i was in 5th . bro its not that bad like ladies and gents pls chill :sob:

@Sakura_Blossom, Agree & I'm a Adult

@Sakura_Blossom, I'll Protect You From Harm

YOUR 21? O_O oh man im gonna flipping get critized badly :c

@Sakura_Blossom, Woah Slow Down, I'm Not 21 Years Old. No You're Not Getting Criticised

oh ok :p ima take a shower i gtg to bed :p

@Sakura_Blossom, Oh Ok, G'Night Sweet Dreams~ :woman_woman: ♥♀

gm! :3

@Sakura_Blossom, Good Afternoon

@MrZeus ily how u doing?

how was school lol. i have it tmrw :p :sob: :cold_sweat: im kms. i cantttttt... i hate school sm!!!!

i have a question. is hs better than ms? cuz istg everyday at my school theres like a fight and a crime scene. last day of school someone beat up someone so badly blood was all over the gym and the girl had to be hospitalized. and she had to get stitches. :p

@Sakura_Blossom, istg? High School i think better but you gotta be careful bc School Officer Police & They Take It Serious so Make Good Choice, No Police. Ilyt♥ (did she let you be w/ Me? and now Poly? you & her?) :heartbeat: :kissing:

@Sakura_Blossom, is that Girl is Ok? *Nervous*

@Sakura_Blossom, I Had Good Day Just Had Therapy during my 4th Period B Day. Yes I Go to Therapy but One for High School to Improve Student's Mental Health. I'm Ok

yes @MrZeus were official :3 she said yes :D

@MrZeus and yes the girl was ok. i walked into the gym bc i had to go to the bathroom and people started crowding in the gym for some reason and people were crowded at the door, and i walk out the girls locker room, boom two girls brawling it out. one girl had 2 blackeyes and scratches the other had a face full of blood and bruises and im oretty sure that girl pulled her hair really hard to the point she bled bc the girl was bleeding from her scalp. and next thing i knew i was being questioned.

they both got iss 10 days though. and they said one of the girls broke the others leg :p so stitches :p

@Sakura_Blossom, Damn (as a Reaction) i feel sorry about that Girl, why fight? Girls shouldn't fight.

@Sakura_Blossom, Ok Thank You for letting me know that I can be w/ You and now i think we can Officially say I'm now Trans Lesbien? Right?

your in high school right, im pretty sure highschool is calmer than middle bc middle schoolers have more drama and more fights go on in middle :p probably because middle schoolers are js getting used to getting older , meanwhile high schoolers are used to it and are getting used to getting jobs and paperwork, exams, preparing for adulthood, preparing for what they wanna do after school, and middle schoolers are young and dont know what to do , and dont know whos friends or not.

@Sakura_Blossom, Yes i'm in High School

girls at my school tend to be very mean almost all the time, but can also be very sweet, they're like chihuahuas if they see you as a friend they're very nice and very funny, and kind, but if they dont like you or one of ur friends, theyre mean and hateful , like i have a friend , lets call her L , shes annoying and she needs hygienic help, alot of my friends hate her and so do i. im not nice to her at all. but im very nice to the people i like . like my gf! :D

im trying to make it to high school but as a 7th grader math is very very hard. like wym (what you mean) i have to add letters into math?!??!? tbh (to be honest) math has more letters than English :sob:

@Sakura_Blossom, i'm glad you said "i'm nice to people like my gf!!" are you referring to me? Me your Gf? Just Double Checking

@Sakura_Blossom, You mean Variables for Math? I had that kind of Math in my Freshman Year

@Sakura_Blossom, I Promise to Be Good Gf Lesbian

i mean both of u lovely ladies <3

the irl one and you :3

oh and yea im talking abt variables and like improper fractions, and inequalitys. they hard af. how u do this everyday. (i take hs courses cuz im in a Cambridge program, and if i can complete this course ill be in 9th!!! or even 10th!!! and ill graduate early in 11th!!! so rn this the most stressful year of my life rn! )

@Sakura_Blossom, oh wow. what a Lucky Girl <3

meh, js put effort in . if im being fr, i have to get atleast a C in all 4 of my core classes. i have all As in 3 but... my math class is a high D ... if i cant get math to a C its possible i could get put in general ed classes... </3

@Sakura_Blossom, i see. my life is starting to be rough again, my dad is pushy and if i don't do what he told to do No Nintendo Switch for me tomorrow. I'm Crying, i'm sad, i'm emotionally hurt. idk what to do :cry: *curls up then rest on the wall* but i do love you <3

@Sakura_Blossom, whats general ed class?

@Sakura_Blossom, how are you?