its so beautiful! :D

thanks

I see why you go there the open air, the freedom, the trees very peacefull.

yes im happy i live in a city that still has land like this even if its a park

I'd go there, too.

: )

crap sorry van i erase your comment i did not mean to i was trying to click your name but ya in the dark thats when i feel alive no one can see how i feel or the tears i cry as for the sun i wear glasses the sun allways glares on them makeing it had to see plus i fry in the sun

It's alright done that a couple times. I swear I get sunburned so easlily, and I always forget my sunglasses when I really need them. lol ^-^

ok thank you and ya geting a sunburn is not fun

you are saying lol offten now are you feeling happyer now?! if so im happy for you

I trying to feel happy... just gotta pull these knifes out... but really to do so I gotta put another mask on... I hate it... why does it have to hurt so much...

dont put a mask on when you are trying to heal becouse what if you heal all the way and forget why you tryed healing in the first place yes masks hide ppls feelings but it allso push a lot of ppl that care a way but im not one of those ppl i will be sad that you are wereing a mask but will stand by you and help you out i will see past the mask ^_^

becouse i care

Thanks... that realy helped I... I don't know how to explain it... I'm really quite stoopid when it comes ta words... my parents make fun of my writing... Have you tryed telling yourself one thing but then this other voice comes in and says the obasite?

Thanks for careing

yes its like im at war with myself the voices come back the names the faces so much i want to yelll then i remeber i em who em ppl can hate me for who i em on the outside but i will allways like who i em on the inside

your hand writeing is very nice. some ppl say ppls feelings can be seen though writeing. lol mine is the one that sucks

No it doesn't... just woundering what do you see in my had writing? Ya those voices get so annoying I always end yelling at myself for being different... I keep scareing ppl away from me... and I didn't know what I was doing wrong, then I got more stoopid and thought the monsters couldn't feed on what I didn't give but they aways find something to nibble on... I thought by hiding those stoopid emotions I would be free and wouldn't get hurt, but then they call me a inhuman monster! Now I have to hide then or they'll use it on me and hurt me more! My parents can only think how bad their lives were they never listened when I first tryed telling them what was going on... Now I've got no one but you guys... I live in my room were I do nothing but draw pictures that my parents always find something to crateek. It's so cold... oh I doing it again sorry I try to push these thoughts into the back if my head but it's like someone riped the barryer keeping my emotions in out and I get these flood new&old emotions come roaring in to my head. They keep stabing me...

your writeing that i can see is very pretty but it looks like its being held back its fighting for what it belives in and it wants to keep fighting to be free any how lol im not very good at seeing ppls feeling on hand writing yet im learning no your not a monster keep fighting and then everone will know your you not what a lot if ppl say a monster i em seeing you for who you are you. Not a monster

you dont have to hide your feelings from your friends if you tell them how you feel and there run then there nnot true friends come on no more hideing and i will not run

Okay I'll try... Thanks for not running

your welcome