bc like she'll do this every time procedued to say "Ill give ypu privaty i respect you" THEN takes my diary my phone and tablet and goes thought every single thing and then gets mad if a single thing of sh or me kms get brought up. and she told me no counseling bc she wants to spend time with my older sister who left the house without saying shi. she dares to see my cuts. you are doing it for attention or im treating sūičide Like a cult. then tells me im not a adult and i need to act like a kid

then get mad when i act like a kid like ***

wťf

r u talking abt ur mom?? sorry if im wrong im a fast reader and sometimes miss parts- but jst know im here if u need to talk :yellow_heart: :yellow_heart: :yellow_heart:

yea it is

@MEPHONE4_HUSBAND

@l0v3_s1ck_n0ah

oh.. yeah uh she shouldnt?? be going through ur diary bro

phone, i kind of get but im not a fan of it, but your literal diary? bruh

she took it and kept it and idk where it is. and she went and read the Whole thing that had me talkin abt sh and kms and didnt say anything to my counseling and just yelled at me calling me attention seeking @MEPHONE4_HUSBAND

bruh
my condolences.....

then also says i cant be gay or i cant dress how i dress and shi like that. she then also calls me names when shes mad bc i try to talk to her abt normal things then go to hey can we talk abt this and every single time its fighting. i cant find comfort in this house. i try to its a fight and im reminded i live with ppl who dont under

@MEPHONE4_HUSBAND its fine im probably gonna tell my counseling just havent yet bc idk if i can trust her yet.

you probably should, maybe it could raise concerns & get something done bout this kinda behavior

i might but if i do my sibling will have to deal with it. i did g3t cps called once tho but they never came. i might do it soon bc i really wanna kms but idk @MEPHONE4_HUSBAND but its fine
ill just wait a bit longer

my mom goes through my stuff too, then she wonders why im so secretive and hide all my stuff

@l0v3_s1ck_n0ah IKK! my dad told me to talk to my mum abt stuff bc she was in the same hole. she had called me nacissist, that i black mail and control her with my emotions and i manipulator

@MEPHONE4_HUSBAND ill be good tho i know how to deal with ts

dude what.
tell someoneplease.?.? whatwhy.would she do that

"why dont my kids talk to me?" i bet you 20 dollars she will say that when i move out

i dont really know who to tell or if i do tell ill be called spoiled bc i have everysingle thing i need but its parents so idk if im over reacting or being spoiled. im just scared ill go wrong and ill be put back here

shes like the whole reason its self plus my famliy i wanna kms

i have everything to do it to i have the pills the notes.

@weez3rforever

hold up

@l0v3_s1ck_n0ah they all say that or its the "but when im dead i bet.."

and like i have no contact with anyone i i havemt had counseling in 2 weeks

@MEPHONE4_HUSBAND huh?

@HOTDOGBOY she'll never stop

Damn u got it worse i pray for uu @HOTDOGBOY

:/ aww man i feel bad @HOTDOGBOY

ouh ya kinda but still i feel a lil bad @HOTDOGBOY

Damn smartt @HOTDOGBOY

oop- i hide mine inside the caps on my lotion bottles @HOTDOGBOY

@HOTDOGBOY yeah when my mom found out she grabbed my arm like hard

aww damn im sorry abt that @HOTDOGBOY

yeah but i feel bad gng im so sorry bout ur famliy @HOTDOGBOY

aww im sorry @HOTDOGBOY

ouhh thats great :] @HOTDOGBOY

ouhh i love food but i hate gaining weight

@HOTDOGBOY

damn i kinda do but im too scared to bc i dont wanna @HOTDOGBOY