i hurt the ppl that meant the most to me and our friendship will nev3r be the sam

why did i do that

why

god i hzte those stupd rosetinted glasses they need to die

i hate the glasses i hte everyone i hate this app i hate my decisioms i hate my choicds

i hat e evrythung imhate my life i hate my family i have everone everyone ihate yiu

ihurt pwople i hurt people nd im horrible for that

i dont even hav anythung wrig with me why am i comolaining so mucn

all thts wrong with me is being trans ans huritng myswl hahaha

i hte mys2d and i hate my dad an my mom ans my friends qn this switch and my tv qnd my plushies ans my town qn mymhousw an my school an my phone ans my laptop nd tchnology and u hte everyin!

why cant i cru i want to crh m-let me cry

do ijust lackempathy for others

mayb i do ane i shou.d b ashamed abt it.

ok gn colors moral of the story dont like m bcus i am bad!

you do not lack sympathy its just a lot of peope suck and if they dont suck it can be hard to maintain comfort for them.

you can't expect everything from yourself, you can't always comfort people, and a lot of people are mentally draining even if they don't vent all the time.

I've had to step away from a lot of friendships because they needed too much from me/needed more then i could provide.

idek what this rant is abou but you probably do not lack sympathy/empathy

I will leave more undertale au facts/headcanons here to cheer you up ^^

Okay so... Dream is transfem and she decided this because she doesn't want to feel connected to her child self, due to the guilt she feels for not noticing why Nightmare was so quiet and closed off.

Cross is transmasc because... dude ain't nobody get that mad when someone calls tyem their name assigned at birth you are transcoded cross deal w/ it

I personally think that Fresh is genderfluid, but not in the traditional sense? Like he has the same body most of the time but because he's a parasite and can take over any body he wants, I imagine Fresh is fine with being a woman, a man, or agender/nb/other because he changes bodys so frequently.

Error does some neo pronouns (He/Glitch/Glitchself) and he really hates how certain clothing feels on his body which is why he ********* or sews his own clothes, so it fits how he likes it to

(*above word is cr o tchets)

I LOVE LOVE LOVE Ink, and hes really cool and my favourite. He does He/They/It pronouns and leans pretty heavy on He/It specifically.

Swap/Blue is bigender and uses He/She pronouns, and he thinks that gender doesn't define anything about a person because she loves everybody anyways.

Geno and Reaper are both agender and use any pronouns, with Reaper prefering It/Its from the list (though it will never admit it)

Horror used He/Him pronouns and has always been confident in his gender.

K iller uses He/They pronouns and is pretty gender queer because he doesn't feel like he fits into any gender, atleast not fully.

Dust usew They/Them pronouns (not that they told anybody) and leans towards a masc side of dress.

FINALLY: Nightmare is evil gender because it has managed to hate everybody of every type all at once.

I hope this cheered you up or just interested you. I try to #joybait whenever I can :33

Aw dude I'm sorry you're feeling crāppy. I promise you that even if everything feels hopeless and you feel like no one's on your side, you've definitely got me. Being trans is a huge burden, and often not very fun, but I know you're strong enough to work through it and find the good side of it, even if your parents can't see that.
Look after yourself - you're not a sociopath, you're not a bad person, you're just struggling your way through the hēll that is the 21st century with the rest of us.

Everything will be ok in the end, and even if it's not for a while, I'll always be here for you xx

@LeonardBirdstein
your comment got me this close to crying thanks dud :peace: i love 4am shenanigans

@S0METHING_NEW

i love gender headcanons ty buh :peace:

ur welcome i like to cheer people up but im also really bad at emotional help stuff so gender headcanons

@S0METHING_NEW

real #yea

Aw man 3: I hope you're feeling a little better today x

@LeonardBirdstein
i am bcus my room has finally felt clean since i moved into this house which was A YEAR AGO and im thinking abt pico #yes

why is it 5 am

Yippeeee <3
It's 1:30pm here haha GO THE FŪCK TO SLEEP

@LeonardBirdstein
OK FINE :crying_cat_face: