they keep cutting down the tree we did have back there but there was a tree when i first moved in :33

also i may or may not have your birthday gift ready like 4 days in advance because i started and finished it in one night because i wanted it to be ready btwdoyoulikemettaton

when i had a dream abt you we were in some school and we were messing around with stuff and there were sunny fields (not realistic for oregon :pray:)

also last night i introduced my mom to green sans. that was hilarious.

did you know that he is canonically afraid of women?

@S0METHING_NEW YES I DO LIKE METTATON HES AN ICON HES MY SE XY RECTANGLE.. /ref...

WHENS IS YOUR BIRTHDAY I WANT TO DRAW U A GIFT TOO!

out of all the fears he picked women? lil bro women are not scary... :pray:

Jan 29!!!

Ikr what did women do to bro??

@S0METHING_NEW Yayyy okay! women are so cool im not a women and im gay but i love women theyy rock

I think women are cool.and awesome and we should ethically study their awesomeness

@S0METHING_NEW agreed and they're very prettty i want to be woman pretty but in a guy way sometimes

Actually??? i like skirts sometimes but its so gender dysphoric for me towear them :broken_heart:

@S0METHING_NEW I like painting my nails and wearing earring and crop tops but i don't think ill ever be comfortable really until im on t and u cant see my chest

Ikr like i love having painted nails (i do hate the sensory part of being able to feel the weight of the polish though) and if i could do makeup everyday and be comfy in it... ink x jazmin bean

But its too uncomfortable to do anymore then some eyeliner

@S0METHING_NEW makeup messes with my sensory issues so bad its not even funny. I cant stand it. especially mascara??
i have to make sure i dont get polish under my nails bc I.HATE THAT

EXACTLY LIKE ITS SO PRETTY BUT I CAN FEEL IT!!

worst part is i practice doing my friend's makeup sometimes and im actually really good at it :sob:

@S0METHING_NEW Im bad at it the one time i wore eyeliner i had to get my friend who wears it every day to do it and i ended up washing it off in the mall bathroom :broken_heart:

I wear eyeliner like once every 3 million years because it makes me cry when i put it on

@S0METHING_NEW My hands so shaky that it looks bad anyways :sob: i hate crying my eyes alwzys burn when im done

I got cry proof stuff but i cant see when i cry and its sl hard to do the other eye :broken_heart:

when i turned 13 i got a bunch of makeup and it was so weird bc oh youre a teenager now youre required to wear ***** gross stuff on your face to fullfill societal beauty standards!!

@S0METHING_NEW

i t ch y

i do not fulfill society's standards but one time i was wearing all my kandi and accessorys and some old woman on the road told me I looked good so her opinion is above all else

@S0METHING_NEW My mom got mad at me the last time i went out with all my kandi bc i 'looked gay' ..mom :broken_heart:

BRUHH
do you think she knows??/j

@S0METHING_NEW Maybe since i tried coming out twice..i kinda gaslit her until i was back in the closet though once she tried sending me to conversion therapy

Oh h3ll no ewww!!! the ********* is not bouta suck the gay out of me

@S0METHING_NEW she just sent me to s Christian counselor instead who refuses to believe im suffering from anything but mild anxiety?? an d it bc she thinks my mental health is making me trans so if she cures anxiety she cures the queer . im not making ts up she told me that