AHHH I NEED TO FEEL LESS GENDER >>:(( by PASTEL_THE_PIXEL
I feel so weird and disphoric (i spelt that wrongg) with the way i look and i hate it when people look at me and go "she" and "girl" "woman" and "her" IT BOTHERS ME ALOT
...I hate when i misgender myself more
...when im in my head and think of myself as a girl and use she/her to refer to myself on accident
I hate how theres no real way to pass as nonbinary when you think abt it...
people will always just think girl/boy
I want to cut my hair alot.
i hope i can
:/
#vent
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18 Dec, 2025, 9:00 pm
Dont worry, I wont do anything impulsive.
I have some enby hair styles i would like to try tho, So hopefully i can do those soon :heart:
18 Dec, 2025, 9:14 pm
I shouldn't relate to this so much(ftm)
But ik it hurts when people misgender you
18 Dec, 2025, 9:15 pm
cut off all ur hair
18 Dec, 2025, 9:42 pm
yeah it sucks :( I'm sorry you're feeling so dysphoric
I tend to draw myself looking the way I want to when I feel crāp, and find characters that I get gender envy from and mess around with them :)
18 Dec, 2025, 9:45 pm
i have the same problem ppl always call me she/her even though ive told them tonnss of times (my parents dont support and wont let me cut my hair)
18 Dec, 2025, 10:00 pm
feel it too... uugh i hate when people misgender me even if they know that im trans-oh and what are your haircut ideas ? (its @zhang_64 talking btw)
18 Dec, 2025, 10:46 pm
@Zhang_64 I think its called a wolf cut, But i might be wrong :0
19 Dec, 2025, 11:50 am
@ThatColbySweater I know how you feel :(
19 Dec, 2025, 9:30 pm
Currently trans ftm questioning, I soo feel you on that, dude, I feel like correcting misgenders all the time but I pause and stop because like aaggh what if theyre trаnsрhоbic and I just get SO scared to speak up :broken_heart:
ALL (excluding Alex tho ICK) nonbinaries should be respected for their genders, theyre still humans just like us and sorry for blabbing Vick mb :sob:
20 Dec, 2025, 1:52 am
@DonSonnelio Yeah, I wish we were more respected :(
People really need to start supporting queerness, Its getting bad, Like really bad :/
(america is mean to the gays)
Anyhoo, Now im yapping lol, I really appreciate the kind words :)
05 Jan, 2026, 3:51 am
I dont think im g3nder uh- i forogt.
yet again i feel like the fact my parents HARDCORE were rlly harsh on me coming out (i didnt tell them they went thro my phone and found out i had a ġf-) with us being Christian and all
but i get gender dysforya sometimes.
i wnt my hair short, a smalldr chest, i feel sick when ppl call me my dead name, i dont like when ppl say "she/her"
oki maybe i am-
idk help bro-
12 Jan, 2026, 2:47 am
i feel this so much vro i literally cringe when people use she her pronouns for me
12 Jan, 2026, 11:42 am
@Orbis_Borbis Real :(
17 Mar, 2026, 3:01 pm
thinking of myself in 3rd person and accidentally misgendering myself is so real