ok what by goontothespoon

im derealizing um im nauseous im gonna throw up nothings real imnot real none of you are real

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painted on a Nintendo Switch
15 Dec, 2025, 12:09 am
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--Miko--

15 Dec, 2025, 12:20 am

put yur feet on the ground, feel the floor undr them.
run your hands under cold water, feel how the water fflows oof your hands.
lay on your back and take deep breaths, feel how youf lungs expand with each breath.
dance to k-pop bc ur an icon

--Miko--

15 Dec, 2025, 12:24 am

breath. its gonna be okay, this will pass like it always does <3

DragonVirtue

15 Dec, 2025, 12:41 am

listen to music, something that you love, i like sad songs that make me sob, or maybe somthng really upbeat and sassy that makes you just get up and dance. im not normally a dancer, but with my door locked and closed, and good music blasting in my headphones, i dance crazy. im not sure if its the same for everybody, but music is very impactful to me.

DragonVirtue

15 Dec, 2025, 12:43 am

open ur window and stick ur head out, fresh air works wonders for me, sometimes ill just sit outside on the grass and listen to the wind the trees, nature is also very impactful to me. Maybe try that :thumbsup:

senketsuakochan

15 Dec, 2025, 1:16 am

girl bye u arent derealizing :joy: i have dpdr and when im derealizing im still aware IM real. you saying 'im not real' shows me youre doing ts for attention :sob:

--Miko--

15 Dec, 2025, 1:46 am

@senketsuakochan bro leave her alone.
"fake" or not shes struggling and you dont need to start poking at her for it

senketsuakochan

15 Dec, 2025, 1:47 am

@-osora- fuh naw bru im not js gna be nice to someone whos homоphobic

--Miko--

15 Dec, 2025, 1:52 am

@senketsuakochan
Why? its wht they choise to support.
just because someone doesn't have the same thoughts as u abt smth doesn't mean u need to be a jerk

senketsuakochan

15 Dec, 2025, 1:57 am

@-osora- girl bye having an opinion isnt something anyone should have if its about human rights, you actually are js sped

--Miko--

15 Dec, 2025, 2:04 am

@senketsuakochan why does it matter?
its not yor opinion to have

goontothespoon

15 Dec, 2025, 2:09 am

@senketsuakochan ok so? nobody cares if you have dpdr or wtv some people may show it differently? People can derealize without having to put a label on it. Again, since youre not listening, i'm not hòmòphòbic. In the moment, it was peer pressure. Stay in your own fcking lane dude. why are you still trying to pick fights with me? its over bro omg

suckmahwowzeriffic

15 Dec, 2025, 2:11 am

:grimacing:

placingtheblame

15 Dec, 2025, 2:12 am

:thinking:

goontothespoon

15 Dec, 2025, 2:13 am

Literally all of you arent logical normal people can derealize its not always a disorder how dense are you just shut up no wonder you were in a psych ward honey just shut up.

senketsuakochan

15 Dec, 2025, 2:23 am

imagine being hоmophobic

senketsuakochan

15 Dec, 2025, 2:24 am

ur weird lmaooo u do not have derealization episodes AT ALL :sob: if u did, youd still be in it, and hmmm someone seems to recall events quite fine.... someone seems to be normal hmm....

goontothespoon

15 Dec, 2025, 2:24 am

@senketsuakochan imagine being in a psych ward

senketsuakochan

15 Dec, 2025, 2:25 am

girl bye im not in a psych ward im in my house

senketsuakochan

15 Dec, 2025, 2:26 am

and baby if ur as 'mentally unwell' as u claim to be you wouldve been in one dozens of times

goontothespoon

15 Dec, 2025, 2:26 am

@senketsuakochan ok :joy:

goontothespoon

15 Dec, 2025, 2:26 am

@senketsuakochan im way more mentally stable than you are honey

goontothespoon

15 Dec, 2025, 2:27 am

at least im actually making an effort to get better while your over here just drowning in the same misery girl byd

senketsuakochan

15 Dec, 2025, 2:28 am

girl bai im completely fine, and its so funny to me ur talmbout how ur trying to get better when all u post abt is how much u hate yourself :sob: i post abt how much i love my bf u post abt cutting we are NOT the same

senketsuakochan

15 Dec, 2025, 2:29 am

OMG GIRL IM CRYING UR IN LOVE WITH A FICTIONAL CHARACTER UR FUNNYYYYY

goontothespoon

15 Dec, 2025, 2:30 am

@senketsuakochan Am i not allowed to struggle now or smth? :sob: your logic is hilarious girl this argument aint going anywhere go to your bf

goontothespoon

15 Dec, 2025, 2:31 am

@senketsuakochan yeah okay i know its a normal phase around my age do you think i give a fųck lol im done talking to you youre so unreasonable

senketsuakochan

15 Dec, 2025, 2:31 am

'am i not allowed to struggle' in the exact same convo where u said 'im more stable than you' mamas i feel great meanwhile you cry on here everyday about sum bs

senketsuakochan

15 Dec, 2025, 2:32 am

@loversrock IM CRYINGGGG UR MAD CUZ IM CLOWNING YOU FOR BEING IN LOVE WIRH A FICTONAL CHARACTER UR SO CORNY AND EMBARRASSING

senketsuakochan

15 Dec, 2025, 2:32 am

@wowzeriiffiic

suckmahwowzeriffic

15 Dec, 2025, 2:32 am

hello!

--Miko--

15 Dec, 2025, 2:33 am

@senketsuakochan bru nobody cares what u think let her be :sob:

senketsuakochan

15 Dec, 2025, 2:34 am

@-osora- pls go rub ur discharge on jesus

senketsuakochan

15 Dec, 2025, 2:35 am

@wowzeriiffiic dude ts is deep frying me im crying so bd

--Miko--

15 Dec, 2025, 2:36 am

at least i go to him with my problems
@senketsuakochan

senketsuakochan

15 Dec, 2025, 2:36 am

@-osora- girl bye if he was real u wouldnt have problems

suckmahwowzeriffic

15 Dec, 2025, 2:37 am

i giggled

suckmahwowzeriffic

15 Dec, 2025, 2:37 am

religion..is..a cult..

--Miko--

15 Dec, 2025, 2:37 am

no, we face day to day problems and hes here for us.
its people lije u who keep making them
@senketsuakochan

senketsuakochan

15 Dec, 2025, 2:38 am

@-osora- you are out of ur head

goontothespoon

15 Dec, 2025, 2:39 am

why are you still yapping bro the conversations done stop obsessing over me :joy:

--Miko--

15 Dec, 2025, 2:40 am

no, im not actually :smile_cat:
@senketsuakochan

goontothespoon

15 Dec, 2025, 2:41 am

did you know that in arguements that if one person is calm and the other is yelling atyou and calling you things that means they know theyre losing the argument but they dont want to admit it?

BiTEiTYOUSCUM

15 Dec, 2025, 2:43 am

source: trust me bro

senketsuakochan

15 Dec, 2025, 2:46 am

@bleedthefreak IM CRYINT

senketsuakochan

15 Dec, 2025, 2:46 am

@loversrock the way nobody is yelling.... ur saying ts cuz u know u look stupid

--Miko--

15 Dec, 2025, 2:47 am

@bleedthefreak ahh yes, getting out the ALT acc now aren't we?

goontothespoon

15 Dec, 2025, 2:47 am

@senketsuakochan nope youre just getting mad and worked up over something stupid its psychology

senketsuakochan

15 Dec, 2025, 2:50 am

@loversrock 'its psychology' mama im taking college level psychology and using what ive learned you're the one pissed and is freaking out, not me :sob: i said i feel completely fine and i am honestly happy that nobody likes you

senketsuakochan

15 Dec, 2025, 2:50 am

@-osora- puurrrr period clocked her tea forreal slayyy oop

goontothespoon

15 Dec, 2025, 2:51 am

@senketsuakochan do you think i give a shìt if nobody likes me? thats their loss. also, if youre taking psychology, try using it.

BiTEiTYOUSCUM

15 Dec, 2025, 2:51 am

@-osora- im too lazy to log into the other one my bad i guess?

--Miko--

15 Dec, 2025, 2:52 am

@bleedthefreak real

senketsuakochan

15 Dec, 2025, 2:52 am

@loversrock i am using it which is how i know youre faking a derealization episode

goontothespoon

15 Dec, 2025, 2:52 am

@bleedthefreak lol im sobbing imagine deleting a comment and blocking someone :sob: peak comedy right here

goontothespoon

15 Dec, 2025, 2:54 am

@senketsuakochan we all have different ways of expressing emotions and this is my way of expressing it. If you dont like me, cool, stop making posts abt me and obsessing over me. Im lowk getting bored of this back and forth argument soo have a nice night

senketsuakochan

15 Dec, 2025, 2:55 am

i argue cuz uts funny and ur easy so LMAOOO bye ill be back to argue in like a month

BiTEiTYOUSCUM

15 Dec, 2025, 2:55 am

thats what the block button is for! :smile_cat:

goontothespoon

15 Dec, 2025, 2:57 am

@senketsuakochan ill hold my breath

placingtheblame

15 Dec, 2025, 2:58 am

"clock it pookie" im sorry im rolling :sob: theres no way your old enough for colorslive im sorry :sob: :sob: @-osora-

--Miko--

15 Dec, 2025, 3:00 am

@placeingtheblame
bru i was being funny

--Miko--

15 Dec, 2025, 3:00 am

@placingtheblame

blinkgone

15 Dec, 2025, 3:53 am

im sorry but this is not what derealizing is i dont comment on this stuff usually but when it comes to faking a literal disorder for attention i get mad <//3
lets not attention seek and instead lets be normal

blinkgone

15 Dec, 2025, 3:53 am

ok bye

buried_inblack

15 Dec, 2025, 6:00 pm

seeking attention is not hot, useing jesus as a excuse is not hot

goontothespoon

15 Dec, 2025, 10:32 pm

:joy:

goontothespoon

15 Dec, 2025, 10:32 pm

im not seeking attention you ré****

senketsuakochan

16 Dec, 2025, 1:29 am

god ur spedtаrded :joy: 'im not attention seeking' so actually yes you are

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